Broken!

Ayla's pov

I ran till I could no longer feel my legs but I couldn't stop running. I didn't even know where I was going, all that was in my head was “run” and I just kept on running till my breath began to break.

I dropped to the ground, sobbing uncontrollably.

All my life was a lie.

All of it!

I have been living a lie all these while, thinking I got people behind me meanwhile I got nobody.

It was enough torture to walk in on my boyfriend making out with my little sister and now I just discovered I'm a hybrid?

“Pfft!”

How could I have known I have been living such a pathetic life, the ones I have known all my life to be my beloved parents are my foster parents and nobody has bothered to tell me this? Worse still I learned it from the trashy lips of that snitching bitch I called my sister.

Just fucking kill me!

“Arghhhh!!!!” I screamed at the top of my voice, pounding the ground mercilessly, with my bare fist.

How could I not have seen this happening? It was going on right under my nose yet I was so clueless, I should have known right from the moment I saw that text that Carla doesn't want my happiness. So this was the reason she's always so pained each time she sees me with Calyx.

She was out for him. She knew that would crumble me entirely but she did it regardless. She's one person that knows Calyx is all I got and in the million men in the world yet that is who she chooses to love.

“Ahh..” I bite my lips harshly and tears flowed down my eyes continuously.

My head is bundled up with questions and I don't know which one to answer. I knew Carla was saying the truth when she pointed out why I was weak. I, for one, have always wondered why.

I am not an Omega so why couldn't I possess enough abilities like the other wolves but now the realization has dawned on me. I am of pure blood and my type of wolf is not seen as significant, rather only the true blood are seen as significant because they possess the strongest abilities and power.

But where did I go wrong? I wasn't completely weak as they portray me to be, I just don't possess enough abilities and that is a flaw? Coming from Calyx whom I've gone through so many hurdles for, I wouldn't even bat an eye if he asked me to go to war for him.

It still baffles me. To think that the one man I put first above everyone else, the one man I had envisioned my life with. Somebody I saw my future with, rejected me because of my little sister!

How cruel can life be?!

I sprang up from the ground, staring into nothingness. Is this how our story ends? Can I really live my life without Calyx? Those thoughts went rent free in my mind and I don't know when I sank to my knees, cussing underneath my voice.

“How cruel can you be, moon goddess? You already knew you would take him away from me, then why make me his mate!” I swallowed my snort and raised my head to the sky. “It's evident that you hate me, first you took my parents away from me and now you have taken Calyx away. I hate you!” my voice gave away and I fell back to the ground sobbing continuously.

“I fucking hate you..” I kept on mumring. Tears ran down my eyes falling onto my patched lips.

I was so weak and exhausted from shouting and crying my eyes out, my throat was beginning to itch badly and as I looked around me it dawned on me that I was in a bush.

I picked myself up instantly, dust my dress and with heavy eyes I traced my steps back home. I was grateful that nobody was home by the time I got in, so I went straight to my room and fell tiredly on the bed like a lump of wood.

As I laid on my bed staring into space, a rare memory of me and Calyx appeared before my eyes.

We were seated on the bed, staring directly at each other. Calyx stared at me with eyes filled with unspoken desires, his jawline curves into a charming smile as he took my hand into his, carressing it gently.

“What are you doing?” I asked nervously, a smile hiding at the corners of my mouth.

His smile deepens, “don't know. I just want you to stay a minute longer” he whined and I got lost staring at his beautifully, well crafted lips. Has he always been this handsome? Or am I just beginning to notice?

I start to wonder as I let my eyes run down his smooth abs that were leaving out lines in his sweatshirt. Ahh.. I really have to stop myself else I could wet my panties.

I bathed my lashes, trying hard to stop myself from lusting over him but the moment I raised my eyes to look at him I'm met with his stunning eyes, dangerously peeking deep into my soul.

“Mmm..” I wetted my lips, fumbling for words. “I should go now–” his lips touched mine and the next thing I felt was a hand crawling into my dress.

My lips parted dryly and I let out a small sound, “ouu.” I feel him retreat his hand but he drives it back in and this time with a force accompanied with a crazy sensation.

“Calyx!” I released a tiny whimper. My stomach bubbles, sending short circuits through my laps. I wriggled my hips slowly but it seemed that had distracted him as I heard him grunt.

“Don't move.” His deep voice called me to order.

His lips trailed all the way to my neck and he started to suck on it, placing tiny bites here and there. The feeling that was sending me, was out of this word and I never wanted him to stop.

His tongue ran down my neckline and the next thing I felt was a stinging pain. I tried to struggle with him to let me go but he held me in place.

“Don't move… I want to mark you as mine.” He mumbles but I couldn't keep up with the pain, it's as if he was deriving pleasure from it. I kept on struggling with him until he freed me. I had barely caught my breath when he pulled my dress up and drove two fingers into me at once.

“Ouuu!” A moan escaped me and the rest was history.

My eyes watered as I remembered all these. That was the night Calyx marked me and then time after time we continued making out. All the time I would come back home bearing deep injuries Calyx inflicted on me during sex.

His marks were all over my body, you could spot them everywhere as we both thought it was okay leaving his mark on me. I was in love and all that, I never believed a day like this would come where I would be in such a situation and Calyx, my heartthrob would reject me.

Who would want me after seeing his marks on my body. Now I have to carry the burden of being marked by a cheat, someone who doesn't care about my feelings.