Kabanata 37

How could life become so complicated. Bakit hindi nalang ito maging madali para sa atin?

Why do we need to feel pain? Why do we need to suffer? Why do we need to be so curious? and why do we need to have too much questions in our mind that seems too hard to find its answers.

Kung tutuusin simple lang naman dapat ang buhay ko eh, I have a loving mother and a protective lovable father who will do everything for me to be safe and secured, I have money, I could have everything, what I want I get, I have a comfortable and easy life. But why does everything need to have its end. Why do happiness could last? Why do a one simple whole family needs to end up broken and sad? Nagsimula lang naman magulo ang buhay ko ng mawala ang mga magulang ko, at pagkatapos nun ay hindi na nabalik sa normal ang lahat. Until I end up in this contract, a life contract with a man I've never expected I would fall into.

Bumangon ako mula sa pagkakahiga at hinanap ng mga mata ko ang lalaking inaasahan kong makik