Novels by Holly

The EndI never felt this feeling before. Like after the rain, I am experiencing a rainbow now. Para akong nasa alapaap knowing that I am now on good terms with Emmarose.On the other hand, Caius seems nice ever since na naging okay kami ni Emma. I didn't ask him to buy me food last time when he bought Emma's cravings, but he bought me food, too! Tuwing nagkakasabay rin kaming pumasok, Caius would always open the door for me. It's something that he has never done before for me.Except sa mga taong nasa paligid ko, especially my family who treats me like a trash. With mere rumors my image was distorted from their perspective. As much as I want to clear it, nothing will ever happen when ears only listen to what they believe in.Whatever. Masaya na ako kay Emma and Caius. They are enough.I understand their relationship now. Emma is still into his ex-boyfriend, while Caius is very concerned to Emma since buntis ang kaibigan namin.Naramdaman kong may kumalabit sa aking balikat. Nilingon

Chapter 20: ReconciledThe stars are far away from us. We can never reach them after several attempts of raising our hands in the sky in the hopes of aligning them together. It's something we can never do, just like changing someone's judgment about us.Even though I want to explain my side, at least to my family, I just couldn't. They really think ako ang may scandal and buntis, gaya ng mga sabi-sabi sa comment section ng post na iyon. Marami pang masasakit na salita at panghuhusga ang mababasa roon, and that’s when I realize that not everyone likes me.I thought I was well-liked because of my pretty face, but no. Halos lahat ng mga ka-batch ko ay galit sa akin.Ang sakit lang kasi ang akala kong unang makikinig sa akin ay pamilya, mali pala ako. I also tried to call my tita Erica to feel like I have someone beside me pero she just yelled at me after hearing about the scandal.I guess that's how people around me perceived me. Kailangan kong tanggapin lahat ng judgment nila towards me

Chapter 19: Issues"Next time na lang, Imma, ha?"Tumango ako kay Anjelika after she removed her arms from hugging me.Noong nilabhan ni Caius ang damit ko at pinatuyo, busy naman si Kairus kaya kaming dalawa lang ni Anjelika ang nagka-usap sa hapag.I actually enjoyed the time I spent with her. She's gregarious at hindi kami naubusan ng pag-uusapan. Well, it was all about me lang naman and a bit of Caius' life."I'll probably visit here again. Sana nandito kayo para makapasok ako ng bahay."Lumingon si Anjelika sa loob. Narito kami ngayon sa labas ng gate nila. I followed her vision line and saw the two brothers at the lawn while talking seriously."Pinagsasabihan niya si Caius. He doesn't behave that way, e. Ngayon lang siya nagmamatigas. He's kind, though.""Sa akin hindi siya kind."She laughed. "Naku! Feeling ko type ka niyan at denial lang siya. Ganiyan din kuya niya sa akin noon. Kunyari suplado pero type pala ako."Hindi ko maiwasang mapangiti sa sinabi ni Anjelika. May chance

Chapter 18: BrotherAll my life, I’ve been liked and chased by people I dislike. For me, I can either turn them down or play along with them. Boys my age only like the idea of being engaged in a relationship with beautiful girls because they can brag about it, claiming girls like a trophy they just won.Pakiramdam ko noon nasa akin na ang lahat. I have everyone’s attention, e. But life fucked me up now. The challenge of chasing someone who doesn't like me. I never imagined my life chasing someone like Caius kasi he was a fucking nerd with jologs outfit.Never I imagine myself liking him. Sa totoo lang, I don’t understand why I keep chasing him. Wala naman akong laban sa bestfriend ko kung siya ang gusto.But a part of me knows I have a chance. Emma wouldn't be two-time, right? She already has a boyfriend. Kung aangkinin niya pa si Caius, akin na lang. Ibigay niya na si Caius sa akin.Umuwi kaagad ako pagkatapos akong i-turn down ni Caius. I don't want to be a laughing stock there afte

Chapter 17: Last DanceKinapa ko ang noo. I can feel a big bump on my forehead. Mahipdi iyon nang bahagya kong madiinan. Sa ibang parte naman ay maliliit pa but they don't hurt that much."Ang malas!" I exclaimed. "Kung kailan pa may prom, saka ako tinigyawat!"I feel so ugly.I actually want to attend prom pero sa tagal kong panunuyo kay Caius, niwala akong nakuhang ‘oo’ sa kaniya. Sa ganda at sexy kong ito, he turned me down! Bulag na nga yata talaga siya. Ang daming naghahabol sa akin dahil ang ganda-ganda ko.Huminga ako nang malalim habang nakapangalumbaba sa pasimanong hanggang dibdib ko ang taas dito sa rooftop. Tanaw ko mula rito ang laki ng school namin.Damn these pimples. Hindi na natanggal!I feel so damn ugly.Mula rito sa itaas, marami akong nakitang nagbibigayan ng bulaklak. It's Valentine's day kaya talagang maraming mag-aabutan ng tsokolate at bulaklak. Hindi ako masaya sa nakikita. I feel so bitter.If only Caius reciprocates my feelings, siguro hindi ako nagmumukmok

Chapter 16: Prom DateHindi na muling nasundan ang pagsabay naming umuwi ni Caius after I blackmailed him. Okay na rin kasi hindi ko na siya nakitang sabay umuwi kasama si Emma, although I always see them together in school.Kung hindi hindi niya kasabay umuwi si Emma, okay lang na hindi rin kami magsabay umuwi ni Caius. Pero kung sabay sila, dapat kaming dalawa rin, 'no!"Caius!" Sigaw ko pagka-dismiss sa amin ng class before ng vacant namin.Tumingin sa direksyon ko si Caius at Emma na naka-upo sa likod ng room kasama ang Tres Marias. As soon as Emma saw me, nauna siyang maglakad kasabay ng mga kaklase ko palabas ng room namin."Emma, wait!"Hinarang ko kaagad si Caius."Lunch?" I asked with a smile plastered on my face.Magkasalubong ang kaniyang mga kilay.Wala akong pakialam kung galit siya. What's important for me is that he's with me.He sighed deeply. "Ilang beses ko bang sasabihing ayaw ko?" Caius asked. "I don't like you, Immanuel."Narinig ko ang pagtawa nila Alaiza na nag-