trauma

“MATE!” “NO!” “I didn’t ask!” “Still No, my mate killed me long ago.” Silence… “You killed your mate?” “No!” “Aw! I got a broken doll! “ The smug bastard grinned. -- Mallory´s life didn’t go as planned, even after she believed her true fairytale had started. Betrayed, beaten, and broken beyond repair, she welcomed death when it finally came. The moon goddess granted her a new life, a choice. She chose to remember. Haunted by her past and trauma, she devoted her life to *unalive* the worse criminals, humans, and shifters. Working for the council, she managed to keep running from her nightmares. Suffocating the pain and panic attacks by escaping into subspace, guided by Mr. Bear’s firm hand. Love is not in Mallory´s world; she doesn’t want it. Don’t deserve it, and the mere thought scare her to the core. Why would two mated males have such care for her? Why would another claim her as his? She doesn’t recognize them as mates—any of them. But that doesn’t seem to scare them away. Reverse harem, BDSM, revenge, trauma, triggers! Torture, human trafficking +++ Not a beautiful romance but a dark romance with lingering trauma.

*This is a VERY dark, age-gap, stalker romance* What Harley Savage doesn't know is who he is or that he's been watching her for years. What he doesn't know is that on the night of their first encounter, she plans to end her life. Brixton Steele, her admirer, hates seeing the tortured, broken girl in front of him, so he devises a clever plan- or so he thinks—to whisk her away to the safety of his secluded house outside of city limits and keep her for himself. Forever. When she realizes she isn't going home anytime soon, she begins to accept her fate with the troubled, tattooed, Greek god, who wants nothing more than to save her precious soul. Captivity suits her well, though, and she finds herself not wanting to escape his terrifying clutches. Instead, she tries to help fix the broken shell of the man who kidnapped her, in hopes that he’ll be able to heal from the trauma that suffocated him for so long. They say everyone has that one person in their entire life who was made specifically for them. Is he her person? Is she his person? When two very different worlds collide, can they put each other's broken pieces back together and learn how to help each other heal? Or will his plan backfire and end with him losing the girl of his dreams, never getting a chance to try to save either of them from themselves?

Banyak trauma yang dialami Renoir di masa muda, semuanya bersumber dari sang ayah. Penderitaan kian bertambah tatkala ibunya meninggal, tidak ada lagi cinta sebesar semesta yang ia terima. Kendati ada seorang gadis berharga bernama Natalia, namun kekasih sejatinya hanyalah sang ibunda. Pemuda polos berubah menjadi bebas dan beringas. Semua untuk melampiaskan keresahan dalam dirinya. Saat Renoir hampir kehilangan kendali dan hidupnya, Natalia memberi pelajaran berharga dan menuntunnya kembali ke jalan yang benar. Tidak ada pertolongan berharga selain itu. Ketika harapan Renoir membumbung tinggi terhadap sang gadis, keadaan tiba-tiba berubah. Garis hidup mereka memaksa keduanya untuk berpisah karena tujuan hidup mereka saling bertolak belakang. Akankah Renoir kembali menemukan titik bahagia? Cover from unsplash Edit by Canva Follow ig: niandez.novel

Jeiara Kyrie Mendez, an 18 years old student whom arrange marriage with Lance Hiro Del Castillo, a 31 years old great soldier. at age of 10 they encountered, he has been her hero. Iniligtas sya ni Lance sa kamay nang mga kumidnap sa kanya para Sana sya pasabugin, naging tulala sya sandali dahil sa trauma na dinanas pero mabuti nalang at nandyan si Lance palagi, she once told him na gusto nya syang maging Asawa when she grow up. pero matapos Ang confession nya ay di na nagpakita Ang lalaki, tinanong nya Ang parents nya tungkol dito but they only said that his on a big mission. nagpagaling sya at naging mabuting anak at estudyante gaya nang payo nito at Ang sinabi nitong kahit saang man sya mag punta ay lagi itong nariyan para sa kanya. Dumating Ang araw nang kanyang ika 18th birthday, Masaya Ang lahat except her bukod kasi sa hiniwalayan nya Ang kanyang mahal na nobyo ay di nya pa alam Kong kanino sya ikakasal pero nagulantang sya nang Makita at malamang Kong sino Ang pakakasalan nya. Si Lance, Ang sundalong naging una nyang hinangaan sa pinaka murang Edad pa lamang. matapos iannounce Ang kanilang Engagement ay Hindi paman nagsisimula Ang kanilang love story ay may gusto nang sumira nito, si Brenda Ang ex ni Lance na first love nito. will they both fall inlove in each other despite sa gap nang kanilang mga Edad? Pano Kung mahulog ulit si Lance sa pagpapapansin ni Brenda? will, Sabi nga nila mahirap kalaban Ang First Love.

Raymond Cooper—a former police detective at Morozov city, decided to resign from his job and move to Cirillo city to reinvestigate the murder case of his late friend, Arnold Walter, after the police decided it as a failed robbery attempt that led to the murder. With a piece of paper that he found in his friend's hand, he searched for clues leading him to a girl named Amanda Chloe. All the investigations he carried out in Cirillo city led him to the trauma and old wounds he had received from his past. Will he be able to deal with his trauma and find the answer to his friend's murder?

This story bothers on a young girl who starved get husband, for many months, disallowing him to have sex with her, because she had a baby through a C-section. She was determined to stay without sex, also because of the trauma of loosing her baby, but so much for avoiding sex, after few months, she discovers she is with child. How did she get pregnant? Her husband never touched her, and she has no memory of having sex with anyone. She encountered so many insults and suffering still the mystery was not unraveled. Find out, who is the baby daddy.

Takut dengan yang namanya pernikahan membuatku sampai hari ini memutuskan untuk sendiri, bahkan ketika saudara sepupu yang seumuran denganku saling bertukar cerita tentang anak-anak mereka, aku hanya bisa menjadi seorang pendengar dan mengulas senyum tipis sekadar membalas pertanyaan "kapan nikah?". Aku bahkan tidak bisa mengatakan pada siapapun tentang ketakutanku, tidak pada ayahku, apalagi ibuku. Ada apa denganku? Apa yang selama ini ku terima dari sikap kerabat ayahku lah yang menjadi salah satu alasan kuat trauma tentang pernikahan yang bahkan sejengkal pun belum ku tapaki. Kejadian demi kejadian membuatku semakin enggan menjalin komitmen dengan siapapun, mungkin sampai aku menemukan rumah yang tepat untukku pulang.

Apa yang kamu minta jika diberi satu permintaan? Kekayaan? Kecantikan? Kesehatan? Atau kesempurnaan? Hanya satu dan tidak boleh lebih. Hanya satu dan akan merubah segalanya. Hanya satu yang akan dikabulkan meski semustahil apapun permintaanmu. Awalnya ketika Violet ditanya apa yang akan dia minta jika diberi satu kesempatan untuk meminta apa saja. Violet menjawab bahwa dia tidak akan meminta apapun karena menurutnya hidupnya sudah sempurna. Dia tidak membutuhkan apapun lagi. Tapi suatu tragedi membuatnya hanya meminta satu hal. Kata-kata yang sempat dia ucapkan kala itu dia tarik kembali. Bukan kecantikan yang dia minta. Bukan pula kekayaan yang dia minta. Dan permintaan itu dapat langsung dikabulkan hanya dengan sekali kedipan mata. Tapi semua itu tidak gratis! Semua itu tidak bisa diberi secara percuma! Violet harus mengorbankan miliknya yang paling berharga agar permintaannya dapat dikabulkan. Dan Violet menyetujui hal itu. ️WARNING!!!️ CERITA INI MENGANDUNG BANYAK ADEGAN YANG MUNGKIN BISA MENYEBABKAN TRAUMA DAN SEBAGAINYA!!! YANG MELIPUTI KEKERASAN, DARAH, SUICIDE, PTSD, DSB. HARAP BIJAK SEBAGAI PEMBACA!!!

Airin adalah seorang penulis berbakat yang mengidap bipolar akibat dari trauma di masa lalu. Gangguan mood yang dialaminya secara tiba-tiba, antara fase manik dan depresi berdampak pada keharmonisan rumah tangganya. Tatkala, perhatian Sandy Keenan, suaminya, teralih kepada Hanna, teman seprofesi yang menjadi tempatnya berkeluh kesah tentang perilaku Airin yang kadang di luar kendali. Kepergian Sandy yang tiba-tiba, membuat kondisi Airin pun semakin memburuk. Hingga pada satu ketika, Adrian yang tidak lain adik kandung Sandy datang dan memaksa untuk tinggal di rumah Airin. Adrian yang nota bene adalah seorang dokter spesialis jiwa itu berusaha menjaga dan mengobati Airin dengan cara apa pun, karena rasa iba dan sayangnya yang begitu besar. Walau, sebenarnya laki-laki itu memiliki tugas khusus dari Sandy untuk memantau Airin, di samping sebagai kurir yang bertugas menyampaikan surat perceraian mereka. Konflik pun mulai terjadi. Kekasih Adrian, Tania, datang. Sifatnya yang posesif membuat Tania merasa cemburu dengan kedekatan Adrian dan kakak iparnya itu. Ia pun menuntut Adrian untuk meninggalkan Airin. Namun, keinginannya tidak bisa dipenuhi oleh Adrian. Karena merasa kecewa atas keputusan Adrian, Tania pun mulai menghasut Hanna yang belakangan merasa bahwa ada perubahan perilaku dari Sandy. Terlebih lagi, ia mendapatkan informasi bahwa Sandy beberapa kali menemui Airin secara diam-diam di rumahnya. Di satu sisi lainnya, Airin pun merasa kecewa terhadap Adrian, ketika ia menemukan fakta bahwa kedatangan Adrian adalah atas perintah Sandy. Tidak cukup berurusan dengan Tania dan Hanna. Airin yang awalnya terganggu dengan kehadiran Sandy, perlahan mulai goyah karena perlakuan Sandy terhadapnya. Laki-laki itu mulai kembali berusaha merebut perhatian Airin. Hingga membuat Adrian kalang kabut sekaligus frustasi. Apalagi, mengingat Airin yang beberapa kali mencoba bunuh diri karena permasalahan yang terus menghimpitnya. Membuat Adrian semakin posesif dalam menjaga Airin.

"Would You Rather: Live Apart or Die Together?" After surviving a harrowing plane crash, a 24-year-old wakes up in a strange, isolated village with a bizarre set of rules. The most chilling of these is a strict law that forbids any unmarried person from being near or seen with one another. Violating this law is punishable by public beheading. In this twisted new world, survival depends on following the rules — but for her, one rule proves impossible to obey. As she grapples with the oppressive laws and the lingering trauma of the crash, she finds herself drawn to Yoké, a charismatic and mysterious villager. Despite the threat of death hanging over them, their connection deepens, and no law seems strong enough to keep them apart. As their forbidden bond grows, she must decide: will she follow the rules, or risk everything for a love that could lead to their destruction? ★This book comes before 'Till Death Do Us Part'