joy x sadness

"I've never wanted to taste anyone as bad as I want to taste you " He whispered against my neck, kissing me there sensually. He is gentle, yet his grip on my neck is firm. I've never felt this unfamiliar feeling, is this lust? My back arches, as my core throbs against his hard abs, and a soft moan escape my lips. "Just let go beautiful. I will be gentle, you are safe with me." A 21year old Timika, catches the attenion of the Alpha of the BLOOD STONE PACK, while visiting family. But there is more to the beauty than meets the eye. She has a hidden past, and will be hard to win over. With only dreams of her future Fated Mate's golden eyes, one who will play a vital role once her secret comes to light. Will she be tempted to let her guard down and give into the attraction she feels for the tall, dark and handsome Alpha? Alpha Arkham Stone is nearing his thirties and has had a lot of back and forth regarding his Fated Mate. Whe he decides he will choose his own Luna, the new pack member seems to pique his interest. Will he be able to win her over? When he seems to fall for the girl he tries to pursue. Dreams he has forgotten about suddenly return. Dreams of his Fated Mate and her beautiful voice, awakening feelings he has supressed for years. With the pressure of a prophesied responsibility, Arkham is forced to make a hard decision. With magic covering up more than a hidden past. Will their connection be enough to bring them to their Fated Mates? Or will the very thing that is meant to protect Timika, be the same thing to rip her heart to pieces?

Sejak dulu hanya Marcel yang Joice cintai. Sekalipun penolakan yang menyakitkan kerap diterimanya, tapi nama Marcel tak pernah sedikit pun hilang dalam hati Joice. Berkali-kali Joice pernah berjuang melupakan Marcel, tapi hasil yang didapatkan adalah nihil. Joice tidak pernah bisa melupakan sosok Marcel De Luca yang merupakan cinta pertamanya. Bagi Joice, Marcel adalah hidupnya. Pusat di mana dia merasakan kebahagiaan walaupun kerap luka yang dia dapatkan. Hingga suatu ketika di saat Joice memilih untuk menyerah pada perasaannya, takdir membawanya ke dalam jerat satu malam dengan Marcel De Luca. Hubungan rumit yang tercipta membawa mereka memiliki ikatan kuat yang tak bisa terlepaskan. Lantas, bagaimana kelanjutan kisah Marcel dan Joice? Mampukah Joice bertahan? Atau dia memilih untuk mundur dan menghindar? *** Follow me on IG: abigail_kusuma95 (Informasi seputar novel ada di IG)

Karna sebuah peristiwa, Eleanor terpaksa dinikahi oleh Effendy Chislon Abimanyu, putra dan pewaris tunggal dari mendiang konglomerat Astakara Abimanyu. Ele terpaksa masuk dalam dunia pernikahan yang tidak pernah dimimpikannya, hidup sebagai istri dari seorang suami yang tak menganggapnya di sepanjang pernikahan mereka.

Bunga yang di nikahi Ragil karena terlalu polos akhirnya menderita selama pernikahan mereka. Apalagi sikap Ragil yang sangat berbeda padanya dan pada keluarga pria itu. Bunga berusaha untuk bertahan. Tapi, kenyataan jika Ragil berselingkuh dengan keponakannya sendiri membuat wanita itu akhirnya berpikir ulang apakah harus bertahan atau berpisah.

"Can I taste you down there?" He said and I swallowed. "I want to claim you." His words disrupted my thoughts and I inhaled in a sharp breath. "When you fell on my hands before practically falling on the floor, I knew I just had to have you." His deep voice reverberated throughout the empty room. He was sounded confident—no he was confident. "Even if it's for a night." “I want to feel your skin on fire. I want to inhale the sharp of your breath as blood rushes through your body. Tell me bunny, are you wet right now?” He asked and I inhaled sharply. He growled. She was Fire, and he wanted to consume every bit of her. It was supposed to be a one night of fun, letting go and celebrating graduation from college. That was all Emma had bargained herself for. He was Gideon, the owner of the biggest club in New York and few other countries. A typical player? No that wasn't the type of man he was, but that didn't mean he didn't mind having some fun occasionally. Or maybe more than occasionally. What then happens when the one night of fun revolves into a forever when an unnerving situation binds both parties together? Would they be able to make the best out of the situation or would it turn out to be a disaster?

Pernikahan yang terhalang oleh restu. Karena keegoisan dan ambisi seorang ibu pada anak-anaknya rela mengorbankan karir dan juga masa depan anak-anaknya. Memisahkan anak dengan istrinya dan mencarikan putranya seorang pengganti yang ia kira jauh lebih segalanya, ternyata zonk. Rahasia masa lalu yang akhirnya perlahan-lahan berubah.

All my life, I've only wanted one thing. LOVE. Why, you might ask? It is because love is like honey and poison stirred together, love is like heaven and hell all rolled into one. LOVE. It is also the one thing that killed my father, drove my sister to insanity and lead me into the arms of the Mafia King. My name is Lily, and this is my story.

“Elena,” he says. My name has never sounded more filthy. He slams the door shut behind him with a kick of his foot and I flinch. My hand remains behind my back, it is a good thing he does not notice that my hands are now free. He inches forward and I take as many steps back as I can until I hit the wall. He comes even closer until his ugly face is mere inches away from my own. I can smell the stench of his wolf as he roughly grabs me by the chin. I quake uncontrollably, it is as if a wave of parasitic worms has taken hold of me, his touch is repulsive as it is nauseating. This man, who is old enough to be my father leans in and smiles. My eye starts to water and a sob escapes my lips. ****** Elena is a wolf-less girl who hails from a long line of omegas. One day, the enemy pack comes demanding for tributes, virgin girls to work as their slaves and to save her family, Elena volunteers to become one. She ends up a slave to the alpha of the enemy pack where she is horribly tortured. All hope seems lost and all she wants to do is to die, but then her savior comes in the form of Hunter, the alpha of the Storm Riders pack. Hunter takes one look at her and realizes she is his one true mate. But the only problem is, she has already been claimed by the alpha of the enemy pack. Will Elena be set free and allowed to choose her own path and happiness? Or will she be forever doomed to live in the shadows of her scars and past?

Menikah dengan seorang laki-laki berumur, bukanlah impian seorang gadis yang bernama Keyra Andini. Ia terpaksa menikah gara-gara perjodohan bodoh yang dilakukan oleh kakeknya dimasa lalu. Bowo Susanto, kakek Keyra, bersama sahabatnya, Rinto Wijaya, telah mengucapkan janji bahwa apabila anak-anak mereka kelak memiliki anak perempuan dan laki-laki, maka mereka akan menjodohkan kedua cucu mereka. Keyra, cucu kedua dari kakek Bowo yang kini baru saja berumur 19 tahun harus rela menikah paksa dengan Ardi Wijaya, seorang CEO tampan dan mapan yang terpaut umur 10 tahun dengannya yang merupakan cucu satu-satunya dari kakek Rinto. Keyra mempunyai seorang kakak, Devan Anggoro, sayang sekali kakaknya itu laki-laki sehingga Keyra lah yang harus dijodohkan dengan cucu dari sahabat kakeknya itu. Bagaimanakah biduk rumah tangga Keyra bersama laki-laki yang tidak atau belum ia cintai? Apakah akan ada cinta yang bersemi diantara mereka berdua? Sanggupkah Keyra menerima kenyataan bahwa ternyata sang suami memiliki mantan kekasih yang masih sangat dicintainya? Sanggupkah Keyra menerima surat perjanjian pranikah yang diajukan oleh Ardy? Sanggupkah Keyra bertahan ketika sang mantan kekasih suaminya itu ingin kembali merebut apa yang pernah menjadi miliknya?

"Yes baby, just like that. Oh yes! Yes!" I opened my mouth as utter shock and pain filled my body. My husband was my step sister on our wedding night. Hot tears dropped from my eyes as the sounds and grew louder and louder. *** Larissa, the esteemed Luna of the Tokenmoon pack, had it all. A loving husband and a strong pack. But it was all a lie. Stefan, her alpha husband, was the devil. He maltreated and abused her constantly while cheating on her with her step-sister. To make matters worse, he rejected her and sent her away. Heartbroken, Larissa was lost until she stumbled across her second chance mate. . . Kaden. Kaden, handsome as sin and the alpha of Griffen-howl pack is a broken man. When his wife runs away with another man, while abandoning him and his son, he vows never to believe in love. But when a homeless woman, Larissa comes into his territory, it appears that he might be breaking those vows. She is his second-chance mate but will he be able to believe in love again?