dear allah

"Kamu tahu? Terkadang alasan kita berhenti mencintai seseorang bukan karena kita telah membencinya, tetapi karena kita sudah mulai menyadari bahwa mungkin saja seseorang itu akan lebih bahagia ketika kita melepaskannya." Kali ini, airmata sudah lancang turun membasahi pipi Zea Mahia Farhana. Dia tak lagi mampu membendungnya. Niat hati tak ingin menyakiti, tetapi dengan lancangnya pisau itu telah menggores luka di hati seseorang. Jika takdir belum berpihak pada keduanya, maka mustahil cinta itu hadir. Negeri Kinanah menjadi saksi atas perjalanan kisah cintanya. Dia yakin, bahwa takdir tak akan pernah salah mengetuk pintu hati. Dia yakin, pada akhirnya dia hanya akan mencintai dan dicintai oleh lelaki yang telah Allah tetapkan untuknya sejak zaman azali.

"Apa, garis dua?" Wanita berusia dua puluh dua tahun itu menatap nanar benda berbentuk stik di tangannya. Air mata mengalir deras dari kedua netra, tubuhnya merosot begitu saja ke lantai kamar mandi. "Ya Allah, aku harus bagaimana?" bisik Maira sembari memeluk lutut. Membayangkan hidupnya yang akan hancur, mimpinya yang akan kandas membuat wanita berkulit putih dengan hidung mancung itu semakin frustrasi. "Kenapa kamu harus hidup di perutku, hah, kenapa?" Dengan penuh kebencian Maira memukul perutnya, berharap janin tak diharapkan itu segera pergi untuk mengakhiri mimpi buruknya. "Kenapa ya Allah, aku salah apa?"

Menceritakan cerita cinta Gendhis Astari Wijaya mantan calon madu Assyifa Furqon di Season 1 Selir Kesayangan Suamiku, justru sedang melakukan perjodohan dengan Mulki Furqon Syawiyan adik kandungnya. Padahal Mulki tahu jika Gendhis adalah 'Sugar Baby' kakak iparnya, Rio Gunawan. Dia ingin melindungi rumah tangga kakak perempuannya dengan menikahi CALON MADU- nya. Apakah ide gila Mulki ini di terima oleh keluarganya? Bagaimana dua orang dengan latar belakang hidup saling bertolak belakang di satukan takdir dalam ikatan pernikahan. Bukan tentang seberapa Bajingann di masa lalu, namun seberapa banyak usaha untuk memperbaiki diri dan Allah memantaskan jodohmu. SEASON 2 DARI NOVEL SELIR KESAYANGAN SUAMIKU

Bolehkah Salwa marah kepada takdir? Selama ini, Salwa tak pernah mengeluh diberi nasib seperti apapun setelah ia meninggalkan dunia gelapnya. Salwa sudah teramat menyesalinya dan selalu berusaha memperbaiki. Tapi apa sedemikian besarnya kesalahan yang ia perbuat, sehingga hukuman seperti tak henti-hentinya diterima? Tidakkah Allah terima taubat nasuha yang sudah ia lakukan? Novel ini mengisahkan beratnya hijrah seorang mantan kupu-kupu malam yang bernama Salwa Nurjannah (ketenangan cahaya surga). (Season 2) Menceritakan tentang kesendirian Raffa dalam membesarkan anak-anaknya setelah kepergian Salwa istri tercintanya. Dalam hidup, ada yang pasti tak sejalan dengan apa yang kita inginkan. Raffa tidak tahu bahwa keinginannya untuk terus sendiri seumur hidupnya, harus ia tepis. Sebab ia telah menemukan pengganti Ibu untuk anak-anaknya. Meskipun ia belum bisa mengatakan cinta.

Emma is the unfavoured adopted daughter of the Quinsley family. She was just a pitiful little girl who had to live under someone else's roof. And Archie, son of the richest man in the country, tall, handsome, cold and evil. Initially, There was no way that their fates would have crossed. However, due to a coincidence, Emma had become Archie's wife. Emma had initially thought that she was only being used by him, but he would actually be a wife-doting man! Whoever dared to bully her would be annihilated by him! He was highly overbearing outside, yet he was more like a hungry wolf in bed. She couldn't bear it any longer and wanted to escape, but he blocked her. He lovingly asked, "Wife, you're already pregnant with my child. Where do you think you could escape to?"

Being a Cinderella, I was forced to marry a rich man who was crippled. But I was shocked when I met him. He made me realize that I deserved nothing but him. Now I don't care about his health situation. All I want is him by my side. That's all, I felt when I fall in love with him slowly, desperately and hopelessly. Until on the honeymoon, I finally found out, my husband who loves me dearly , met his first love who supposed to be dead. Will he leave me for her?

"Save me, and you'll get 100 million dollars!"Larissa Solace accidentally saves a man. Her reward? 100 million dollars as well as Ambrose Hamilton, the man whom she just saved."Mr. Hamilton, Mrs. Hamilton said she wants to buy a luxury goods store!""She can use my card for that.""Oh no! Mrs. Hamilton punched someone in the nose!""Why didn't you punch that person for her?""Mister, that celeb is so hot! Can I become his fan?""Sure thing."That night, Larissa buys a train ticket and flees the city overnight. "Screw you for saying that, Ambrose!"Before Larissa meets Ambrose, her life is a pathetic mess because her sister has stolen everything from her. After that fateful meeting, she finds herself getting pampered like a princess.

Eight years have passed since the battle that took the lives of many, eight years since the birth of an Alpha prince, and eight years since the world has been at peace. Alejandro Rossi, the Lycan King, ruled his country with a just and fair hand. Enjoying life with his mate Kiara and children in tranquillity. That is until the shadow of a new threat falls upon them. One mistake, one failure and one regret, destroy the very foundation of his life. A mother's pain, brings his queen to her knees. Will his guilt throw him back into the darkness he once drowned in? Will her pain make her forget everything she holds dear? With time ticking out, will they strength the bond of love, family and hope before everything is destroyed? THE FIFTH INSTALLMENT IN THE ALPHA SERIES Book 1 – Her Forbidden Alpha Book 2 – Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Book 3 – Her Destined Alpha Book 4 – Caged Between The Beta & Alpha

Evangeline Rose is an omega with no memories of her past. Orphaned at a young age she was taken in by the Alpha of the Silver Mountain pack. Grateful for her life and all she has; she keeps her wishes and desires a secret. But what happens when she comes of age and her life is destroyed by those that she holds dear? When heart-breaking truths come to light, she is forced into the grasp of a beast; an Alpha Prince known to be ruthless, dangerous, and cruel. A fate she tries to escape but finds herself trapped with no solution in sight. With recurring nightmares that haunt her nights begin to increase, foreshadowing a terrifying truth, Evangeline needs to get to the bottom of whatever it is that is plaguing her life before it catches up to her. A prince of darkness and an omega orphan, they are worlds apart yet destined to collide. When secrets, lies, and a forgotten curse come into play, they are forced to embark upon a journey filled with passion, hatred, and temptation. Mixed in with a forced union, old flames, and manipulation, Evangeline is plunged into a game larger than her. Will she be able to make it through, or will she succumb to those around her? Follow me on IG at author.muse and FB author muse

WARNING— 18+ READ WITH CAUTION Slowly stroking her again he leaned down placing a kiss on her forehead. "Just calm down Kitten. No more crying." He extended a hand using it to wipe the tears that laid on her cheeks. Seeing them there didn't set right with him, she was suppose to be writhing in pleasure not crying in pain. "Do you not trust me?" Celeste nodded holding onto him for dear life. "I do." "Then spread your legs wider Kitten." **** Celeste always thought her life would change for the better, the future she had foreseen was one like no other; a mate that would love away her pain, a mate that would see only her, breathe only her. However, when she found herself mated to Zillon Macre; her life long crush as well as the future alpha of her pack, her dream remained just that, a dream. Her life did not change in the way she wanted it to, instead of better, it changed for the worst. Her insignificance didn't dissipate, it augmented, and somehow it left her being unwanted... By her pack members... Her family... And lastly by her mate who only craved for her twin sister.