All Chapters of The Wild Virgin [SPG] : Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

Hindi malaman ni Lexie kung ilang minuto na siyang nakatanga sa harap ni Ram, tahimik na pinag aaralan mga salitang binitiwan nito. ‘Our marriage meant everything to me…’ Lexie tried to console herself and forced to meet his gaze. “Our marriage meant everything to me, Lexie. Must I draw it to you like blood from stone?” Mayamaya pa ay ulit nanaman nito, halos mabingi si Lexie sa lakas ng tibok ng kanyang puso, for a quick second, she was scared that Ram could hear her heartbeat. “You gave me beautiful things, Ram. Put me in a beautiful home, made me experience heaven by your side…” Lexie whispered and felt incredibly sad. “Except nothing was beautiful, not really. I loved you, you knew I was loyal to you, you knew that I am yours, I have given myself to you, and I could not help but feel like I was nothing but your new playmate.” Sumbat niya rito kasabay ng pagkabasag ng kanyang tinig. “I was too young for you, too naïve and I didn’t know the rules of your game.” Dagdag niy

Pilit pinaliwanag ni Lexie ang kanyang mukha, ginawang mapag anyaya at mapagtangap ang ekspreyon kahit sa totoo lamang ay halos ayaw niya nang buksan ang pinto. Kung hindi pa siya muling hinila ng anak ay hindi niya pa pipihitin ang doorknob. Agad nahigit ni Lexie ang pag hinga nang bumungad sa kanya ang isang matangkad, may kayumanging balat, seryosong mukha at gwapong lalaking nakatayo sa pinto, naka suot ito ng maong shorts na umabot hanggang tuhod nito, itim na t-shirt habang hawak ang isang napakagandang bouquet. For a brief second, Lexie thought of smiling as she raised her arms to accept the flowers from Ram and dismissed it immediately when Ram moved it away. Oh ayan gaga, napahiya ka tuloy. Inis na kastigo niya sa sarili saka pilit na ngumiti na sa huli ay nauwi lamang naman sa ngiwi, sandali pa siyang nakaramdam ng inis nang makita ang pigil na ngisi ni Ram. Lexie fight the urge to roll her eyes at him, and knew for a fact that if only their daughter wasn’t around she

“It’s late Ram, I think you should leave.” Kagat-labing sabi ni Lexie habang pilit na iniiwasan ang mapanuring tingin ni Ram. Of all the right places and of all the right timing, kung bakit ba naman kasi ngayon pa napili ni Ram ang halikan siya, tuloy ay hindi niya malaman kung paano niyang sasalubungin ang tingin nito lalo pa at nakuha pa nitong ngumisi. Marahas siyang napabuntong hininga nang muli nanaman siyang hilahin ni Ram, pinigil rin ni Lexie ang mapa pikit nang masuyo nitong haplusin ang kanyang mukha, pa akyat sa kanyang batok habang marahan iyong minamasahe. “R-Ram, you sh- you should leave.” Nauutal na ulit niya pa. “Are you sure?” Ram asked naughtily making her squirm. “N-no…” Pabulong at tila wala sa sariling sabi ni Lexie, tila pa siya agad natauhan nang marinig ang mahinang tawa ni Ram. “I mean y-yeah, I need you to l-leave, it is late and we should all take some rest.” Mabilis niyang bawi na tila hindi naman umipekto dahil lalo lamang lumaki ang ngisi ni Ra

Pasado alas nueve nang makatulog si Macy, sandali pang napangiti si Lexie bago hinimas ang buhok ng anak saka dahan-dahan nang umalis sa kama upang mag tungo sa sarili niyang silid.Hindi malaman ni Lexie kung dapat nga ba siyang mag pasalamat na pumayag din naman si Ram na magkaroon siya ng sariling silid tulugan.She argued that even she and Ram had already decided to start over, in the past six years of being apart she would still need her own privacy now.Paano nga ba naman siyang makakatulog sa iisang silid matapos ang anim na taong nasanay siyang mag isa, bukod pa doon ay hindi niya rin itatangging naiilang pa rin siya kay Ram.Anim na taon rin ang binilang, sa tingin niya naman ay normal lamang na iyon ang maramdaman niya.Ram was never open to how he feels and Lexie tried to understand, siya na rin ang nag sabing dahan-dahanin nila, one step at a time kumbaga, bukod pa doon ay hindi niya pa rin naman itatanggi na kahit pa unti-unting nagiging maayos ang lahat sa pagitan nila a

It was past nine in the evening when her cousin Claire and Andrew decided to leave, she had already tucked Macy in her bed and did not take long before her daughter fell asleep. Masyado rin marahil napagod ang kanyang anak sa pakikipag kulitan sa tiyahin nito. Wala sa sariling napa ngiti si Lexie saka mas binilisan pang lalo ang pag lakad patungo sa kanyang silid. She maybe let herself slip last night and allowed to share Ram Jordan’s bed and she had no intentions of doing the same. She was beaming with the thought that she and her cousin Claire reunited and was pleased with the knowledge that even Claire hasn’t given up looking for her. And very pleased with the knowledge that Ram Jordan, after all that’s happened between them never given up on her, although it wasn’t clear how he really felt towards her, Lexie would not dare to deny how much she’s still hoping for the best. Wala naman marahil masama kung umasa… Lexie jumped out of shock the moment she entered her room and saw