All Chapters of Chasing Blaze: Chapter 31 - Chapter 38

|•BLISS•|I'm marking the count down, I'm trying to see how long I can keep doing this before I break. I have decided to fight my demons but yet again I'm finding it difficult to focus... Because of him.It is the first day after whatever happened between us.. Well I do not know what name to call it. Was it a break up? Or what? I can't tell but either way, I feel as miserable as I can feel... I feel like I'm loosing my mind because all my thoughts is clouded of him. What is he doing now? Is he hurt by my words? Is he hurt by how I foolishly and indirectly told him to fvck out of my life? Or maybe he is back to her.. Raleigh."You know if you keep zoning out on me like that, I'd be forced to let you fall in a muddy puddle" Ava says from beside me, snapping me out of my train of thoughts."Um... Sorry" I utter quietly and she turns to me, trying to study my face or whatever she thinks she is doing."Hey stop looking at me like that, it's giving me creeps" I mutter and she rolls her ey

|•BLISS•|"He fvcking ruined my picture perfect fantasy!"The words are out of my mouth before I can even process what I meant, and I can't help but ask myself; what the fvck was my picture perfect fantasy and how did Zeke ruin it?. But then again, this dude has no fvcking right to come here and cast blames on me.Imagine him saying I'm the reason why Zeke is back in Raleigh's hands. Pfft! Unbelievable.. Does he not know that Zeke is professionally stupid where Raleigh is involved?"I think you should leave now Coleman" I hear Ava say and I turn to stare at Cole gauging his expression. He looks downcast, hurt even. I sigh. It is not my fault he came here to haul insults at me because his 'dear friend' is so miserable without me. I huff inwardly... Sarcasm, does he think he can fool me?"Yeah I think you've used up your stay here, you should leave Mr" Piper adds sternly and Cole turns to me with an hard glare."You had better stay far away from my friend if this is what you're going to

|•BLISS•|'Wake up all ye sleepy headFvck off that bed lazy ass..Behold the morning sun so bright...You'd be damned if y'all don't rise and shine'"Fvck!" I cuss covering my ears to Ava's stupid voice ringing out from the outer room."Lockwood!!!" Bella yells in frustration as she springs up from the bed racing outside. I chuckle when I hear Ava's scream and then the banging off the door. I'm sure Bella just hit her with a pillow or whatsoever she finds.After what happened yesterday, Ava had decided to sleep over obviously because of the fight with her sister but she had told the girls otherwise, saying she just wanted to stay with Chloe. I breathe in a sigh as I remember the events of yesterday. From Cole's lashing out at me to my telling the girls my story.I smile... A genuine smile at the way they had acted yesterday. How could I have thought they would ask me to live, how could I have thought they would hate me afterwards... I was only being a coward by not telling them... By

|•BLISS•|If I had expected anything, Zeke kissing me right in front of twenty three players would be the least of all. My heart is beating so fast when he releases me that I'm sure it would be heard over the whistle and cheering. I peek at him from my lowered eyes and I see that he is smiling down at me.What the fvck!"Let's go babe" Zeke says and drapes his hands around me before urging me forward."Babe?" I ask cautiously raising my brows at him and he winks at me."Yes.. Babe" he drawls a reply and I find my eyes almost popping out. Is it the drinks? Or is he a bipolar?"So what's the fuss and celebration about huh?" I ask deciding to let his strange attitude slide. Zeke gives me a strange look before shaking his head."You still don't know what all this is all about?""No, am I supposed to?""Are you seriously from this planet? Because each time you keep giving me reasons to doubt" he mocks playfully and I chuckle."That bad huh? Stop being an asshole and tell me""Okay" he stop