BLISS I want to d*e.Their laughter is sickening like choking chirpings from a sick cricket.They say laughter is contagious, I say laughter is the worst disease anyone can ever have.I am there again, in my dark basement a two-day-old leftover pizza at my feet. Slowly I pick the pieces, not minding the offensive smell and I eat it all, swatting away the buzzing insect sneaking their way to it.The basement door opens and she comes in. I look up from my food and stare at her, the woman who is my guardian. Aunt Patty. I don't refer to her as "Aunt" even though she is my mother's sister because I had made that mistake once and she had hit me severally with a mopping stick, not without her telling me how evil I am and how I deserve everything she does to me because I am nothing but bad luck just like my mother."Good evening ma'am," I greet as she stalks her way toward me, her heels making annoying clicking sounds on the floor. It only sickens me the more."Did you say your prayers bef
BLISSI should have known that the devil could be anyone.His groans fill the room as I bounce on his c*ck, his fingers digging tightly as he searches for his release.Me? I don't feel a thing..... Not the pain, not the pleasure. Their touch does not affect me, I am only numb.My identity changed from Bliss Carnap, the demon-possessed girl to Bliss Pyaar, the Royal hooker of Sandy's Club and Bar, in NY.How it happened? She sold me.Deaconess Patty sold a thirteen-year-old girl, that's me to a club owner.Far away from South Dakota.⇜⇜⇜⇜⇜FIVE YEARS AGO.Patty turns to the lady sitting opposite her. "Here she is," she says. The woman looks at me thoroughly with a smug smile spread on her lips."I will take her," She says.I am perplexed as I stare at her curiously. "Take me? Where?" I ask."You should be grateful that someone is ready to buy your pathetic self... It was hard finding a buyer because of your ill fate!!" Patty barks at me.I want to scream, I want to cry, but I do none o
BLISSScream for me."Are you fucking kidding me right now Pyaar!" Sandy barks at me. "A fucking scholarship to NYU of all places, many of our big clients are lecturers from that school !"I blink, after Bella had given me the scholarship slot, she had urged me to inform Sandy. Of course my hopes had gotten shattered because I knew Sandy will never agree, even though she wasn't as cruel as Aunty Patty, she wasn't one to trample on either. Many times she had first bought me, she would make me starve for days because I had not pleasured her "clients" the right way. Though the starving was worth it because when she would finally give me food, it would be a heap I could eat it for two hours straight no exaggerating.Now that I think of it, I guess the heap of food was also a part of the punishment. "I can wear a disguise, put on an head warmer, sunglasses or something—" I suggest shakily."No! And if you don't shut the fuck up, I will make sure your next client is a Dom!" I flinch. Havi
ZEKEStepping into the house, I wipe away the streak of blood on my face and swipe it over my faded jean trousers. He is sitting at the couch when I enter, a half lighted cigarette on his hand. —Ryder, the one man I hate the most and yet the only one I have to trust."You are here, two hours late at that" he remarks eyeing my bloodied face."I was ambushed by the—""Skull kings, Knew they would be there.. Got their stuffs didn't you?" He cuts in, taking a long drag from his cigar before dropping it on the ashtray before him."You knew they were gonn' be there, yet you let me come through that route?" I ask, clearly stating the obvious, dropping the box on the table.He shrugs. "Not bad if you get into an impromptu fight that's what this shit is all about boy"Fucking bastard!I shake my head, wondering how I got myself into this mess.Well I do remember —* * *Seven Years Ago...It was in junior high, guess I was just Fourteen at that time, still trying to get used to the folks and n
|•ZEKE•|I sit across Lucas, two of his men standing guard behind him and I'm sure there are still some outside.. Probably five of 'em, nothing I can't handle.Lucas is one of our buyers, though from the look of it he sells it again and as it is.. I think it is to the high ranked officials in the city. Not my fucking business anyway, I just need my cash. "Last time you didn't play by the rules, this time you have to drop twice" I tell him.He eyes me warily. "Still wondering why Ryder has a small chap like you doing business with me"I laugh my fingers tapping the table. "You sure do not wanna know what this small chap is capable of doing Lucas Stockholm, let's finalize this and get the hell out of here" I state."Axel drop it" He finally says to one of his men."Good choice" I smile as Axel drop the bags on the table, I bring out the suitcase and dropp it down as I pick up the bags. "You had better not try anything funny Lucas" I warn him and stand up pressing my way out of the crow
|•BLISS•|Now here goes nothing...So after submitting my files to the administration office, I was asked to see the dean of Sociology for my schedule and hand outs.. And here we are now."Bliss Carnap right?" The man asks in his unmistakable rich Mexican accent."Bliss Carnap" I affirm with a nod, I actually decided to use Carnap which is my mum's surname actually.. I won't want a situation where one of Sandy's numerous client would recognize me by Pyaar.He types something on his laptop and then looks up at me. "Check your mail for your schedule and your list""Oh okay" I reply staying sitted and unsure of what to do next. I fiddle with my fingers fighting the urge not to stand and scream out loud... I'm a college student!"We are done here Miss Bliss, you may take your leave now" his thick accents sounds in my ear and I instantly stand up, bowing slightly before i walk out."You done" Bella who us already waiting for me outside the asks as I step out, she has a candy stick in her
|•BLISS•| "Okay, I think I just ruined my appetite, eat up and let's get outta here" Bella says dropping her leftover sandwich on the tray. "And am I the only one that hasn't noticed those set of noisy hot footballers at the table over there?" She adds gesturing to a table. I roll my eyes, "noisy hot?, is that a compliment or an insult?" "Well, it can be the two together can't it... But seriously you should check them out, they are fucking hot" her eyes is still trained at their table and looking around, I notice everyone is either staring or stealing a peek at them. I roll my eyes in irritation, are they some sort if god or something. 'Yes, they could be demi- Greek - gods if you look closely, especially at the one you know is watching you right now' my subconscious pokes at me. Pardon me if I say I knew when these guys entered, and forgive me if I also say I am aware one of them is watching me with a very intense gaze and I'm trying so hard not to blush... So
|•BLISS•| I stand in front of the apartment that would be my home for the next four months or so with my luggage in hand, actually it is Bella's apartment. I couldn't get an apartment that day because Sandy strongly disagreed on me living alone— probably she thinks I'm going to run away or something. To me I think that's so dramatic because like I always say running has never crossed my mind... Maybe it does once in a while but not to the point of executing it.. Nah, I'm not a fool to think Sandy will let me go just by running away so if I even want to leave I will rather have a better plan with a lot of cash in hand. To cut the long story short Bella offered to take me in, saying that it would be an eyesore for me to leave for school from the club and I totally agree. Though I know Sandy isn't pleased with my decision but she has no choice but to listen to Bella because somehow and surprisingly enough Bella's words work like magic on her. Anyway it's been two long wee
|•BLISS•|"We need to talk Blaze" Zeke icy tone sends shivers down my spine and I quickly remove my hands which are placed on his chest.I gulp as he pulls me away from the lecture hall, different thoughts running through my head. What does he want to say? What if Raleigh already found out about me and told him. I cringe at the thought... It can't be.. It won't be.Zeke finally stops when we get to the love garden of the school. The place was almost empty except for a few number of final year students as it seems seated on Slavs either studying or doing random stuff.Why did he bring me here? What does he wanna say? I almost shriek out loud when his hands pull me down to the empty slab and that's when I realize that he is already sitting. Take a deep breath Bliss, you can do this. Well, maybe not. . because the keen way he is staring at me as I can observe from the corner of my eyes is enough to make my face redden like a fucking tomato.I breathe in a sigh when I finally decide to ta
|•BLISS•|'Wake up all ye sleepy headFvck off that bed lazy ass..Behold the morning sun so bright...You'd be damned if y'all don't rise and shine'"Fvck!" I cuss covering my ears to Ava's stupid voice ringing out from the outer room."Lockwood!!!" Bella yells in frustration as she springs up from the bed racing outside. I chuckle when I hear Ava's scream and then the banging off the door. I'm sure Bella just hit her with a pillow or whatsoever she finds.After what happened yesterday, Ava had decided to sleep over obviously because of the fight with her sister but she had told the girls otherwise, saying she just wanted to stay with Chloe. I breathe in a sigh as I remember the events of yesterday. From Cole's lashing out at me to my telling the girls my story.I smile... A genuine smile at the way they had acted yesterday. How could I have thought they would ask me to live, how could I have thought they would hate me afterwards... I was only being a coward by not telling them... By
|•ZEKE•|The streaming rays of sunlight into the room is what wakes me up. I blink my eye repeatedly so as to get used to the blinding light, only to feel a terrible throbbing ache in my head. It is then I notice that the bed I am sleeping on isn't mine. I jolt up and I wince at the instant zap of pain that I feel at the intensity of my sudden move.Painfully and gingerly, I step down from the bed and take a swift look around... The room is no where near familiar to me. It is painted in pink and there is a movable wardrobe at a corner. There is a reading table too beside the bed and the shoes at a corner are... Ladies shoes! Just where the fvck am I!The door open swiftly and my eyes widens in shock as I see Raleigh entering with a steaming mug on her hand."Ra. . . Raleigh?"She beams at me "you are awake... Good morning babe"Good morning babe? What. The. Actual. Fuck!"Raleigh what is this?" I ask her, my head almost spinning.. What am I doing here? Heck why am I even here.Raleig
|•BLISS•|"He fvcking ruined my picture perfect fantasy!"The words are out of my mouth before I can even process what I meant, and I can't help but ask myself; what the fvck was my picture perfect fantasy and how did Zeke ruin it?. But then again, this dude has no fvcking right to come here and cast blames on me.Imagine him saying I'm the reason why Zeke is back in Raleigh's hands. Pfft! Unbelievable.. Does he not know that Zeke is professionally stupid where Raleigh is involved?"I think you should leave now Coleman" I hear Ava say and I turn to stare at Cole gauging his expression. He looks downcast, hurt even. I sigh. It is not my fault he came here to haul insults at me because his 'dear friend' is so miserable without me. I huff inwardly... Sarcasm, does he think he can fool me?"Yeah I think you've used up your stay here, you should leave Mr" Piper adds sternly and Cole turns to me with an hard glare."You had better stay far away from my friend if this is what you're going to
|•ZEKE•|I should have known allowing Raleigh on my bike was a bad idea and somehow, I end up with her in a bar, well she had practically pleaded to hang out with me and I, not wanting to hurt her feelings had foolishly accepted.Now here I am, downing down my sixth cup of tequila and I am already feeling dizzy. I am a lightweight drinker especially when it comes to tequila.. I feel my eyes rolling and brain becoming all fuzzy."Zeks you are getting drunk way too fast, is anything on your mind" Raleigh asks me and I stare at her, my vision a blurry mess."Why do you care huh! You are only gonna leave me again" my words are slurred and I hiccup. I pour myself another shot again, guzzling it down in less than two seconds."Oh Zeks... You know I will never leave you... Everything that happened was a mistake okay, we can work this out" I squint at her and see that she is smirking but I'm too fvcking wasted to give a meaning to it."She left just like you di....d, she to...ld me to fv...
|•BLISS•|I'm marking the count down, I'm trying to see how long I can keep doing this before I break. I have decided to fight my demons but yet again I'm finding it difficult to focus... Because of him.It is the first day after whatever happened between us.. Well I do not know what name to call it. Was it a break up? Or what? I can't tell but either way, I feel as miserable as I can feel... I feel like I'm loosing my mind because all my thoughts is clouded of him. What is he doing now? Is he hurt by my words? Is he hurt by how I foolishly and indirectly told him to fvck out of my life? Or maybe he is back to her.. Raleigh."You know if you keep zoning out on me like that, I'd be forced to let you fall in a muddy puddle" Ava says from beside me, snapping me out of my train of thoughts."Um... Sorry" I utter quietly and she turns to me, trying to study my face or whatever she thinks she is doing."Hey stop looking at me like that, it's giving me creeps" I mutter and she rolls her ey
|•ZEKE•|"Kian! If you are gonna keep playing like a sick chicken, you had better fuck out of that field, what the hell is wrong with you today!" Coach K yells at me from the side stand."Sorry coach" I mutter even though I know he doesn't hear me, I'm too messed up to speak out loud.It is day one after Bliss Carnap and heck, I have never been more miserable in my entire life. I feel like my very own breath has been sucked out of me. "You know if you were just gonn' fuck up all our games, you shouldn't have bothered being on this team" Liam Parker huffs at me once we get to the changing room.I force myself not to roll my eyes, Liam has been on my neck since rumors started going round that I might be the next quarterback after the present one gets into NFL... It is a loss for him because he has been eyeing the 'position' since last year which was his first year on the team."I've never played a game for this team, so how can you say I fuck it up?" I reply him as calmly as I can, el
|•BLISS•|"Hi" she gives me a wicked grin and there is an hint of asperity in her tone.Fantastic! Just when I thought my day was getting better and then the she-devil herself decides to show up at my front door! Fucking hell!"Raleigh!" I gasp out and she cocks her head to a side."Surprised to see me bitch?""What the fvck are you doing here!" I half yell and she winks and pushes her way inside. I turn back in shock as she steps in."Raleigh Lockwood!" Chloe exclaims. "What are you doing here?" Chloe knows her?"Hello to you too sister, and yes I've been very good, thank you for asking" Raleigh says in sarcasm and sits down cross legged on the couch. Wait, Sister? What the fvck is going on here and why aren't Piper and Bella acting as surprised as I am."Don't you fvcking call me your sister.... It is step to you... Step sister.. you slut!" Chloe yells at Raleigh standing to her while Raleigh just tapped her feet's watching Chloe with an amused expression."Ow! I'm so hurt... You w
|•BLISS•|"Hey" I greet the girls as I enter, they all sprawled down on the rug watching a movie from Chloe's laptop."Oh my God! Newbie you are drenched!" Chloe exclaims springing up to collect my bag and my bear, sometimes I wonder if she doesn't really remember my name that's why she keeps calling me 'newbie'. She looks at the bear and piper stands up too."You went on a date?" They ask together and that has Bella up instantly, her eyes narrows at me and she grabs the bear from Chloe."You went on a date?" She repeats their question in a confused voice and I shrug."That I have a stuffed animal with me doesn't have to mean I went on a date, does it?" I say as I pull off my wet clothes leaving only my underwear on."Are you lying?" Bella asks and I shrug again."I didn't deny it, neither did I admit it" I say, a painful smile spreading on my lips as I remember the day with Zeke and how I totally ruined though I can't deny that I had the mist of fun I could ever ask for.Chloe drags