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Chasing Blaze LIM 32
|•BLISS•|I'm marking the count down, I'm trying to see how long I can keep doing this before I break. I have decided to fight my demons but yet again I'm finding it difficult to focus... Because of him.It is the first day after whatever happened between us.. Well I do not know what name to call it. Was it a break up? Or what? I can't tell but either way, I feel as miserable as I can feel... I feel like I'm loosing my mind because all my thoughts is clouded of him. What is he doing now? Is he hurt by my words? Is he hurt by how I foolishly and indirectly told him to fvck out of my life? Or maybe he is back to her.. Raleigh."You know if you keep zoning out on me like that, I'd be forced to let you fall in a muddy puddle" Ava says from beside me, snapping me out of my train of thoughts."Um... Sorry" I utter quietly and she turns to me, trying to study my face or whatever she thinks she is doing."Hey stop looking at me like that, it's giving me creeps" I mutter and she rolls her ey
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|•ZEKE•|I should have known allowing Raleigh on my bike was a bad idea and somehow, I end up with her in a bar, well she had practically pleaded to hang out with me and I, not wanting to hurt her feelings had foolishly accepted.Now here I am, downing down my sixth cup of tequila and I am already feeling dizzy. I am a lightweight drinker especially when it comes to tequila.. I feel my eyes rolling and brain becoming all fuzzy."Zeks you are getting drunk way too fast, is anything on your mind" Raleigh asks me and I stare at her, my vision a blurry mess."Why do you care huh! You are only gonna leave me again" my words are slurred and I hiccup. I pour myself another shot again, guzzling it down in less than two seconds."Oh Zeks... You know I will never leave you... Everything that happened was a mistake okay, we can work this out" I squint at her and see that she is smirking but I'm too fvcking wasted to give a meaning to it."She left just like you di....d, she to...ld me to fv...
Last Updated : 2025-01-15Chasing Blaze LIM 34
|•BLISS•|"He fvcking ruined my picture perfect fantasy!"The words are out of my mouth before I can even process what I meant, and I can't help but ask myself; what the fvck was my picture perfect fantasy and how did Zeke ruin it?. But then again, this dude has no fvcking right to come here and cast blames on me.Imagine him saying I'm the reason why Zeke is back in Raleigh's hands. Pfft! Unbelievable.. Does he not know that Zeke is professionally stupid where Raleigh is involved?"I think you should leave now Coleman" I hear Ava say and I turn to stare at Cole gauging his expression. He looks downcast, hurt even. I sigh. It is not my fault he came here to haul insults at me because his 'dear friend' is so miserable without me. I huff inwardly... Sarcasm, does he think he can fool me?"Yeah I think you've used up your stay here, you should leave Mr" Piper adds sternly and Cole turns to me with an hard glare."You had better stay far away from my friend if this is what you're going to
Last Updated : 2025-01-22Chasing Blaze LIM 35
|•ZEKE•|The streaming rays of sunlight into the room is what wakes me up. I blink my eye repeatedly so as to get used to the blinding light, only to feel a terrible throbbing ache in my head. It is then I notice that the bed I am sleeping on isn't mine. I jolt up and I wince at the instant zap of pain that I feel at the intensity of my sudden move.Painfully and gingerly, I step down from the bed and take a swift look around... The room is no where near familiar to me. It is painted in pink and there is a movable wardrobe at a corner. There is a reading table too beside the bed and the shoes at a corner are... Ladies shoes! Just where the fvck am I!The door open swiftly and my eyes widens in shock as I see Raleigh entering with a steaming mug on her hand."Ra. . . Raleigh?"She beams at me "you are awake... Good morning babe"Good morning babe? What. The. Actual. Fuck!"Raleigh what is this?" I ask her, my head almost spinning.. What am I doing here? Heck why am I even here.Raleig
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|•BLISS•|'Wake up all ye sleepy headFvck off that bed lazy ass..Behold the morning sun so bright...You'd be damned if y'all don't rise and shine'"Fvck!" I cuss covering my ears to Ava's stupid voice ringing out from the outer room."Lockwood!!!" Bella yells in frustration as she springs up from the bed racing outside. I chuckle when I hear Ava's scream and then the banging off the door. I'm sure Bella just hit her with a pillow or whatsoever she finds.After what happened yesterday, Ava had decided to sleep over obviously because of the fight with her sister but she had told the girls otherwise, saying she just wanted to stay with Chloe. I breathe in a sigh as I remember the events of yesterday. From Cole's lashing out at me to my telling the girls my story.I smile... A genuine smile at the way they had acted yesterday. How could I have thought they would ask me to live, how could I have thought they would hate me afterwards... I was only being a coward by not telling them... By
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|•BLISS•|"We need to talk Blaze" Zeke icy tone sends shivers down my spine and I quickly remove my hands which are placed on his chest.I gulp as he pulls me away from the lecture hall, different thoughts running through my head. What does he want to say? What if Raleigh already found out about me and told him. I cringe at the thought... It can't be.. It won't be.Zeke finally stops when we get to the love garden of the school. The place was almost empty except for a few number of final year students as it seems seated on Slavs either studying or doing random stuff.Why did he bring me here? What does he wanna say? I almost shriek out loud when his hands pull me down to the empty slab and that's when I realize that he is already sitting. Take a deep breath Bliss, you can do this. Well, maybe not. . because the keen way he is staring at me as I can observe from the corner of my eyes is enough to make my face redden like a fucking tomato.I breathe in a sigh when I finally decide to ta
Last Updated : 2025-01-22Chasing Blaze LIM 38
|•BLISS•|If I had expected anything, Zeke kissing me right in front of twenty three players would be the least of all. My heart is beating so fast when he releases me that I'm sure it would be heard over the whistle and cheering. I peek at him from my lowered eyes and I see that he is smiling down at me.What the fvck!"Let's go babe" Zeke says and drapes his hands around me before urging me forward."Babe?" I ask cautiously raising my brows at him and he winks at me."Yes.. Babe" he drawls a reply and I find my eyes almost popping out. Is it the drinks? Or is he a bipolar?"So what's the fuss and celebration about huh?" I ask deciding to let his strange attitude slide. Zeke gives me a strange look before shaking his head."You still don't know what all this is all about?""No, am I supposed to?""Are you seriously from this planet? Because each time you keep giving me reasons to doubt" he mocks playfully and I chuckle."That bad huh? Stop being an asshole and tell me""Okay" he stop
Last Updated : 2025-02-11Chasing Blaze LIM 01
BLISS I want to d*e.Their laughter is sickening like choking chirpings from a sick cricket.They say laughter is contagious, I say laughter is the worst disease anyone can ever have.I am there again, in my dark basement a two-day-old leftover pizza at my feet. Slowly I pick the pieces, not minding the offensive smell and I eat it all, swatting away the buzzing insect sneaking their way to it.The basement door opens and she comes in. I look up from my food and stare at her, the woman who is my guardian. Aunt Patty. I don't refer to her as "Aunt" even though she is my mother's sister because I had made that mistake once and she had hit me severally with a mopping stick, not without her telling me how evil I am and how I deserve everything she does to me because I am nothing but bad luck just like my mother."Good evening ma'am," I greet as she stalks her way toward me, her heels making annoying clicking sounds on the floor. It only sickens me the more."Did you say your prayers bef
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|•BLISS•|If I had expected anything, Zeke kissing me right in front of twenty three players would be the least of all. My heart is beating so fast when he releases me that I'm sure it would be heard over the whistle and cheering. I peek at him from my lowered eyes and I see that he is smiling down at me.What the fvck!"Let's go babe" Zeke says and drapes his hands around me before urging me forward."Babe?" I ask cautiously raising my brows at him and he winks at me."Yes.. Babe" he drawls a reply and I find my eyes almost popping out. Is it the drinks? Or is he a bipolar?"So what's the fuss and celebration about huh?" I ask deciding to let his strange attitude slide. Zeke gives me a strange look before shaking his head."You still don't know what all this is all about?""No, am I supposed to?""Are you seriously from this planet? Because each time you keep giving me reasons to doubt" he mocks playfully and I chuckle."That bad huh? Stop being an asshole and tell me""Okay" he stop
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|•BLISS•|"We need to talk Blaze" Zeke icy tone sends shivers down my spine and I quickly remove my hands which are placed on his chest.I gulp as he pulls me away from the lecture hall, different thoughts running through my head. What does he want to say? What if Raleigh already found out about me and told him. I cringe at the thought... It can't be.. It won't be.Zeke finally stops when we get to the love garden of the school. The place was almost empty except for a few number of final year students as it seems seated on Slavs either studying or doing random stuff.Why did he bring me here? What does he wanna say? I almost shriek out loud when his hands pull me down to the empty slab and that's when I realize that he is already sitting. Take a deep breath Bliss, you can do this. Well, maybe not. . because the keen way he is staring at me as I can observe from the corner of my eyes is enough to make my face redden like a fucking tomato.I breathe in a sigh when I finally decide to ta
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|•BLISS•|'Wake up all ye sleepy headFvck off that bed lazy ass..Behold the morning sun so bright...You'd be damned if y'all don't rise and shine'"Fvck!" I cuss covering my ears to Ava's stupid voice ringing out from the outer room."Lockwood!!!" Bella yells in frustration as she springs up from the bed racing outside. I chuckle when I hear Ava's scream and then the banging off the door. I'm sure Bella just hit her with a pillow or whatsoever she finds.After what happened yesterday, Ava had decided to sleep over obviously because of the fight with her sister but she had told the girls otherwise, saying she just wanted to stay with Chloe. I breathe in a sigh as I remember the events of yesterday. From Cole's lashing out at me to my telling the girls my story.I smile... A genuine smile at the way they had acted yesterday. How could I have thought they would ask me to live, how could I have thought they would hate me afterwards... I was only being a coward by not telling them... By
Chasing Blaze LIM 35
|•ZEKE•|The streaming rays of sunlight into the room is what wakes me up. I blink my eye repeatedly so as to get used to the blinding light, only to feel a terrible throbbing ache in my head. It is then I notice that the bed I am sleeping on isn't mine. I jolt up and I wince at the instant zap of pain that I feel at the intensity of my sudden move.Painfully and gingerly, I step down from the bed and take a swift look around... The room is no where near familiar to me. It is painted in pink and there is a movable wardrobe at a corner. There is a reading table too beside the bed and the shoes at a corner are... Ladies shoes! Just where the fvck am I!The door open swiftly and my eyes widens in shock as I see Raleigh entering with a steaming mug on her hand."Ra. . . Raleigh?"She beams at me "you are awake... Good morning babe"Good morning babe? What. The. Actual. Fuck!"Raleigh what is this?" I ask her, my head almost spinning.. What am I doing here? Heck why am I even here.Raleig
Chasing Blaze LIM 34
|•BLISS•|"He fvcking ruined my picture perfect fantasy!"The words are out of my mouth before I can even process what I meant, and I can't help but ask myself; what the fvck was my picture perfect fantasy and how did Zeke ruin it?. But then again, this dude has no fvcking right to come here and cast blames on me.Imagine him saying I'm the reason why Zeke is back in Raleigh's hands. Pfft! Unbelievable.. Does he not know that Zeke is professionally stupid where Raleigh is involved?"I think you should leave now Coleman" I hear Ava say and I turn to stare at Cole gauging his expression. He looks downcast, hurt even. I sigh. It is not my fault he came here to haul insults at me because his 'dear friend' is so miserable without me. I huff inwardly... Sarcasm, does he think he can fool me?"Yeah I think you've used up your stay here, you should leave Mr" Piper adds sternly and Cole turns to me with an hard glare."You had better stay far away from my friend if this is what you're going to
Chasing Blaze LIM 33
|•ZEKE•|I should have known allowing Raleigh on my bike was a bad idea and somehow, I end up with her in a bar, well she had practically pleaded to hang out with me and I, not wanting to hurt her feelings had foolishly accepted.Now here I am, downing down my sixth cup of tequila and I am already feeling dizzy. I am a lightweight drinker especially when it comes to tequila.. I feel my eyes rolling and brain becoming all fuzzy."Zeks you are getting drunk way too fast, is anything on your mind" Raleigh asks me and I stare at her, my vision a blurry mess."Why do you care huh! You are only gonna leave me again" my words are slurred and I hiccup. I pour myself another shot again, guzzling it down in less than two seconds."Oh Zeks... You know I will never leave you... Everything that happened was a mistake okay, we can work this out" I squint at her and see that she is smirking but I'm too fvcking wasted to give a meaning to it."She left just like you di....d, she to...ld me to fv...
Chasing Blaze LIM 32
|•BLISS•|I'm marking the count down, I'm trying to see how long I can keep doing this before I break. I have decided to fight my demons but yet again I'm finding it difficult to focus... Because of him.It is the first day after whatever happened between us.. Well I do not know what name to call it. Was it a break up? Or what? I can't tell but either way, I feel as miserable as I can feel... I feel like I'm loosing my mind because all my thoughts is clouded of him. What is he doing now? Is he hurt by my words? Is he hurt by how I foolishly and indirectly told him to fvck out of my life? Or maybe he is back to her.. Raleigh."You know if you keep zoning out on me like that, I'd be forced to let you fall in a muddy puddle" Ava says from beside me, snapping me out of my train of thoughts."Um... Sorry" I utter quietly and she turns to me, trying to study my face or whatever she thinks she is doing."Hey stop looking at me like that, it's giving me creeps" I mutter and she rolls her ey
Chasing Blaze LIM 31
|•ZEKE•|"Kian! If you are gonna keep playing like a sick chicken, you had better fuck out of that field, what the hell is wrong with you today!" Coach K yells at me from the side stand."Sorry coach" I mutter even though I know he doesn't hear me, I'm too messed up to speak out loud.It is day one after Bliss Carnap and heck, I have never been more miserable in my entire life. I feel like my very own breath has been sucked out of me. "You know if you were just gonn' fuck up all our games, you shouldn't have bothered being on this team" Liam Parker huffs at me once we get to the changing room.I force myself not to roll my eyes, Liam has been on my neck since rumors started going round that I might be the next quarterback after the present one gets into NFL... It is a loss for him because he has been eyeing the 'position' since last year which was his first year on the team."I've never played a game for this team, so how can you say I fuck it up?" I reply him as calmly as I can, el
Chasing Blaze LIM 30
|•BLISS•|"Hi" she gives me a wicked grin and there is an hint of asperity in her tone.Fantastic! Just when I thought my day was getting better and then the she-devil herself decides to show up at my front door! Fucking hell!"Raleigh!" I gasp out and she cocks her head to a side."Surprised to see me bitch?""What the fvck are you doing here!" I half yell and she winks and pushes her way inside. I turn back in shock as she steps in."Raleigh Lockwood!" Chloe exclaims. "What are you doing here?" Chloe knows her?"Hello to you too sister, and yes I've been very good, thank you for asking" Raleigh says in sarcasm and sits down cross legged on the couch. Wait, Sister? What the fvck is going on here and why aren't Piper and Bella acting as surprised as I am."Don't you fvcking call me your sister.... It is step to you... Step sister.. you slut!" Chloe yells at Raleigh standing to her while Raleigh just tapped her feet's watching Chloe with an amused expression."Ow! I'm so hurt... You w
