|•ZEKE•|"Kian! If you are gonna keep playing like a sick chicken, you had better fuck out of that field, what the hell is wrong with you today!" Coach K yells at me from the side stand."Sorry coach" I mutter even though I know he doesn't hear me, I'm too messed up to speak out loud.It is day one after Bliss Carnap and heck, I have never been more miserable in my entire life. I feel like my very own breath has been sucked out of me. "You know if you were just gonn' fuck up all our games, you shouldn't have bothered being on this team" Liam Parker huffs at me once we get to the changing room.I force myself not to roll my eyes, Liam has been on my neck since rumors started going round that I might be the next quarterback after the present one gets into NFL... It is a loss for him because he has been eyeing the 'position' since last year which was his first year on the team."I've never played a game for this team, so how can you say I fuck it up?" I reply him as calmly as I can, el
BLISS I want to d*e.Their laughter is sickening like choking chirpings from a sick cricket.They say laughter is contagious, I say laughter is the worst disease anyone can ever have.I am there again, in my dark basement a two-day-old leftover pizza at my feet. Slowly I pick the pieces, not minding the offensive smell and I eat it all, swatting away the buzzing insect sneaking their way to it.The basement door opens and she comes in. I look up from my food and stare at her, the woman who is my guardian. Aunt Patty. I don't refer to her as "Aunt" even though she is my mother's sister because I had made that mistake once and she had hit me severally with a mopping stick, not without her telling me how evil I am and how I deserve everything she does to me because I am nothing but bad luck just like my mother."Good evening ma'am," I greet as she stalks her way toward me, her heels making annoying clicking sounds on the floor. It only sickens me the more."Did you say your prayers bef
BLISSI should have known that the devil could be anyone.His groans fill the room as I bounce on his c*ck, his fingers digging tightly as he searches for his release.Me? I don't feel a thing..... Not the pain, not the pleasure. Their touch does not affect me, I am only numb.My identity changed from Bliss Carnap, the demon-possessed girl to Bliss Pyaar, the Royal hooker of Sandy's Club and Bar, in NY.How it happened? She sold me.Deaconess Patty sold a thirteen-year-old girl, that's me to a club owner.Far away from South Dakota.⇜⇜⇜⇜⇜FIVE YEARS AGO.Patty turns to the lady sitting opposite her. "Here she is," she says. The woman looks at me thoroughly with a smug smile spread on her lips."I will take her," She says.I am perplexed as I stare at her curiously. "Take me? Where?" I ask."You should be grateful that someone is ready to buy your pathetic self... It was hard finding a buyer because of your ill fate!!" Patty barks at me.I want to scream, I want to cry, but I do none o
BLISSScream for me."Are you fucking kidding me right now Pyaar!" Sandy barks at me. "A fucking scholarship to NYU of all places, many of our big clients are lecturers from that school !"I blink, after Bella had given me the scholarship slot, she had urged me to inform Sandy. Of course my hopes had gotten shattered because I knew Sandy will never agree, even though she wasn't as cruel as Aunty Patty, she wasn't one to trample on either. Many times she had first bought me, she would make me starve for days because I had not pleasured her "clients" the right way. Though the starving was worth it because when she would finally give me food, it would be a heap I could eat it for two hours straight no exaggerating.Now that I think of it, I guess the heap of food was also a part of the punishment. "I can wear a disguise, put on an head warmer, sunglasses or something—" I suggest shakily."No! And if you don't shut the fuck up, I will make sure your next client is a Dom!" I flinch. Havi
ZEKEStepping into the house, I wipe away the streak of blood on my face and swipe it over my faded jean trousers. He is sitting at the couch when I enter, a half lighted cigarette on his hand. —Ryder, the one man I hate the most and yet the only one I have to trust."You are here, two hours late at that" he remarks eyeing my bloodied face."I was ambushed by the—""Skull kings, Knew they would be there.. Got their stuffs didn't you?" He cuts in, taking a long drag from his cigar before dropping it on the ashtray before him."You knew they were gonn' be there, yet you let me come through that route?" I ask, clearly stating the obvious, dropping the box on the table.He shrugs. "Not bad if you get into an impromptu fight that's what this shit is all about boy"Fucking bastard!I shake my head, wondering how I got myself into this mess.Well I do remember —* * *Seven Years Ago...It was in junior high, guess I was just Fourteen at that time, still trying to get used to the folks and n
|•ZEKE•|I sit across Lucas, two of his men standing guard behind him and I'm sure there are still some outside.. Probably five of 'em, nothing I can't handle.Lucas is one of our buyers, though from the look of it he sells it again and as it is.. I think it is to the high ranked officials in the city. Not my fucking business anyway, I just need my cash. "Last time you didn't play by the rules, this time you have to drop twice" I tell him.He eyes me warily. "Still wondering why Ryder has a small chap like you doing business with me"I laugh my fingers tapping the table. "You sure do not wanna know what this small chap is capable of doing Lucas Stockholm, let's finalize this and get the hell out of here" I state."Axel drop it" He finally says to one of his men."Good choice" I smile as Axel drop the bags on the table, I bring out the suitcase and dropp it down as I pick up the bags. "You had better not try anything funny Lucas" I warn him and stand up pressing my way out of the crow
|•BLISS•|Now here goes nothing...So after submitting my files to the administration office, I was asked to see the dean of Sociology for my schedule and hand outs.. And here we are now."Bliss Carnap right?" The man asks in his unmistakable rich Mexican accent."Bliss Carnap" I affirm with a nod, I actually decided to use Carnap which is my mum's surname actually.. I won't want a situation where one of Sandy's numerous client would recognize me by Pyaar.He types something on his laptop and then looks up at me. "Check your mail for your schedule and your list""Oh okay" I reply staying sitted and unsure of what to do next. I fiddle with my fingers fighting the urge not to stand and scream out loud... I'm a college student!"We are done here Miss Bliss, you may take your leave now" his thick accents sounds in my ear and I instantly stand up, bowing slightly before i walk out."You done" Bella who us already waiting for me outside the asks as I step out, she has a candy stick in her
|•BLISS•| "Okay, I think I just ruined my appetite, eat up and let's get outta here" Bella says dropping her leftover sandwich on the tray. "And am I the only one that hasn't noticed those set of noisy hot footballers at the table over there?" She adds gesturing to a table. I roll my eyes, "noisy hot?, is that a compliment or an insult?" "Well, it can be the two together can't it... But seriously you should check them out, they are fucking hot" her eyes is still trained at their table and looking around, I notice everyone is either staring or stealing a peek at them. I roll my eyes in irritation, are they some sort if god or something. 'Yes, they could be demi- Greek - gods if you look closely, especially at the one you know is watching you right now' my subconscious pokes at me. Pardon me if I say I knew when these guys entered, and forgive me if I also say I am aware one of them is watching me with a very intense gaze and I'm trying so hard not to blush... So
|•ZEKE•|"Kian! If you are gonna keep playing like a sick chicken, you had better fuck out of that field, what the hell is wrong with you today!" Coach K yells at me from the side stand."Sorry coach" I mutter even though I know he doesn't hear me, I'm too messed up to speak out loud.It is day one after Bliss Carnap and heck, I have never been more miserable in my entire life. I feel like my very own breath has been sucked out of me. "You know if you were just gonn' fuck up all our games, you shouldn't have bothered being on this team" Liam Parker huffs at me once we get to the changing room.I force myself not to roll my eyes, Liam has been on my neck since rumors started going round that I might be the next quarterback after the present one gets into NFL... It is a loss for him because he has been eyeing the 'position' since last year which was his first year on the team."I've never played a game for this team, so how can you say I fuck it up?" I reply him as calmly as I can, el
|•BLISS•|"Hi" she gives me a wicked grin and there is an hint of asperity in her tone.Fantastic! Just when I thought my day was getting better and then the she-devil herself decides to show up at my front door! Fucking hell!"Raleigh!" I gasp out and she cocks her head to a side."Surprised to see me bitch?""What the fvck are you doing here!" I half yell and she winks and pushes her way inside. I turn back in shock as she steps in."Raleigh Lockwood!" Chloe exclaims. "What are you doing here?" Chloe knows her?"Hello to you too sister, and yes I've been very good, thank you for asking" Raleigh says in sarcasm and sits down cross legged on the couch. Wait, Sister? What the fvck is going on here and why aren't Piper and Bella acting as surprised as I am."Don't you fvcking call me your sister.... It is step to you... Step sister.. you slut!" Chloe yells at Raleigh standing to her while Raleigh just tapped her feet's watching Chloe with an amused expression."Ow! I'm so hurt... You w
|•BLISS•|"Hey" I greet the girls as I enter, they all sprawled down on the rug watching a movie from Chloe's laptop."Oh my God! Newbie you are drenched!" Chloe exclaims springing up to collect my bag and my bear, sometimes I wonder if she doesn't really remember my name that's why she keeps calling me 'newbie'. She looks at the bear and piper stands up too."You went on a date?" They ask together and that has Bella up instantly, her eyes narrows at me and she grabs the bear from Chloe."You went on a date?" She repeats their question in a confused voice and I shrug."That I have a stuffed animal with me doesn't have to mean I went on a date, does it?" I say as I pull off my wet clothes leaving only my underwear on."Are you lying?" Bella asks and I shrug again."I didn't deny it, neither did I admit it" I say, a painful smile spreading on my lips as I remember the day with Zeke and how I totally ruined though I can't deny that I had the mist of fun I could ever ask for.Chloe drags
|•ZEKE•|"Oh hell! Why the fvck is this place smelling like a dang roadside bar?" Cole exclaims as he walks into the house, he sights the bottles at my feet and his eyes snaps to mine."Jesus! Man you've been drinking, are you okay?" He drops his backpack and rushes over to my side.I'm not okay, I'm not fvcking okay because I just literally got my heart shattered into bits and pieces.... Again."You are back" I say and grin at him but my words come out slurry and I hiccup."Zeke! What the fvck is this about, you haven't drank like this since Raleigh... Did you meet her again?"I wish. "I'm fine Coleman.. Really fine" I tell him, my voice still slurry. I think I'm drunk.. Oh right yeah I'm drunk.'Sorry to say Zeke, but we never began' her words keep ringing in my ear and I take another swig from my drink, Cole immediately snatches the bottle from my hands and throws it down, making it shatter to the ground."Look whatever this is, you and I know drinking won't solve it.. And if this
|•ZEKE•| I've never had this much fun in all twenty one years of my life.. And you know what is more fun? It is watching Bliss laughing and smiling. Her excitement intoxicates me. I try to tell myself I'm doing this all for the bet but i know I'm only lying to myself.. This is more than just a bet, this is more than trying to get Blaze on my bed. And that's why I'm asking, my hands holding her firmly as I stare at her. "W..what?" She stutters and bits her lip, nervousness showing on her face and heck do I feel like kissing her right here. I hold my stance. "The connection between us, can you feel it?" She gulps and blinks her eyes, fiddling with her fingers. "Do I have to answer that?" I sigh in resignation and shake my head. "You don't have to" I tell her and she jerks her hand away from my hands, the beary thing I won for her falling down to the ground. "I can't do this Zeke.. I can't" her lips quivers as she speaks and I grab her hands again.. Why does s
|•BLISS•|Few minutes later, Zeke pulls up in the parking lot of.... "An amusement park!" I shriek and I almost fall at the intensity of my own excitement.I get down from the park and so does Zeke, he unstraps his helmet and also mine then he grins at me. "You've never been to an amusement park?" He asks in amusement and I nod bobbling my head like a kindergarten kid."Woah! You sure you aren't an alien being? Probably dropped off another planet entirely? I mean who has never been to an amusement park?""A certain girl named Bliss Carnap, come on come buy us the tickets" I tell Zeke with so much enthusiasm. I am too excited to even dwell on the fact that I lost most of my childhood to staying in an hellhole called basement that I couldn't even live like the normal little kids.Zeke grabs my hands and pulls us to the ticket stand. "I might end up bringing you to here every free time I have to see you smile like that" he states matter-of-factly and I find my face heating up as he stare
|•BLISS•|Professor Jo gives a quick smile as she finishes her lecture and steps out of the class. In all of my classes, I think I prefer Professor Jo better, she has the smooth way of carrying her students along which I admire.I pack my books and place it in my bag. A hand covers mine as I make to sling my backpack over my shoulders. Whoops! I almost forgot Zeke is here.. Almost.. Because I cannot deny the fact that I felt his presence beside me throughout.. I mean no one can miss his manly scent and that subtle breathing of his."Hey" he smiles at me and collects my backpack from me before slinging it on. He grabs his own with the other hand."You can't carry the two together" I start to protest but Zeke just places his hand over my shoulder and nudges me forward."You don't doubt the abilities of a football player, Blaze" he says, winking at me in his most Zeke-like way."Being a football player doesn't make you capable enough to drag two backpacks round campus Zeke" I counter."Y
|•BLISS•|"From the way you leave and arrive late at night, I'm starting to think you are a bar worker" I hear Piper say as I try to walk stealthily into the house.Fuck! She is awake.I close the door behind me and turn to her, how did I not notice that the lights were on. The 'client' I had gone to meet was an hour late and the prick did not finish with me until nine thirty."Hey Piper, you are awake" I fake a smile at her and kick of my heels."Don't evade my question Bliss, why do you always stay out late.. I mean I'm always ... We are always worried about you"Foreign words, total lies.. Nobody has ever been worried about me, no one can ever be worried about me.. Not if they know who I am, not if they know I am nothing but a demon possessed skank."We?" I ask her as I slump on the couch."Yeah we" Chloe says from the kitchen, she comes out munching on some pancakes. "Where the fuck are you coming from newbie?" She snaps and I sigh."I work late into the night.. I'm a part time wo
|•BLISS•|Oh shit! Did he really see that? Of course he did. I immediately grab the phone and stuff it into my skirt pockets."You are not answering me Blaze, what's that?" He asks again and I gulp."Its none of your business Zeke" I reply keeping a straight face even though I am obviously shaking like a jelly fish inside. . He cannot find out like this. No. He won't even find out. Ever!"So we are back to this huh? The keep-your-nose-outta-my-business thing is what you wanna do right?""Zeke please I really have to go and I do not wanna talk about this with you or anyone" I snap and Zeke shakes his head."Yeah sure, the key is at the door you can leave" His tone is clipped and I know he is annoyed, frustrated even. What the heck have you done Bliss! You were getting along just fine and now you ruined everything with your goddamned carelessness."Zeke. ..""Why are you still here? You have a very important place to be don't you think"Wait. Why is he angry? It isn't like we are dating