“Anything,” I said.“If we’re going to do this, then it can’t get…complicated. I couldn’t do that to Macy.”“I understand.”“We need to be friends from now on. Nothing more.”“Okay,” I said, and felt a hopeless, rising tide of misery. I was getting what I wanted from Lola. But I also understood that, in some sense, I was losing her.I was gaining a wife, but losing my lover.“Okay,” she said. “Now, if you don’t mind, I need to go pick up Macy.”“I’ll call for the car,” I said.And that was how I got engaged to Lola Ryder.***“There’s a lot to do,” said Lola. We were in the car, by the bus terminal. “If you want to make this convincing, that is.”“I know,” I said. “To be honest, I’m wondering how I’ll even pull it off.”“Well, don’t shut me out this time,” said Lola to me, and I felt a curious resentment. How much more could she have shut me out than she already had?I nodded. I hugged her, gently, the way you might hug a friend. And she got out of the car, and I saw her walk to the b
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