All Chapters of ALPHA CILLIAN'S PRECIOUS OMEGA : Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Just like I thought, no one will ever look for me. Not a surprise though, I rather expected it. The silence was the one that woke me upo in this darkness. I blinked a couple of times. Again with this familiar aching all over my body. I'm used to it but I don't wish to feel it anymore. Especially when I felt how good it is to wake up without any pain on my body. I want to feel that again. I have two choices. Live my live free from this torture or free from this life. I'll try the first one. If I failed, I will do everything it takes so that they can't torture me like this anymore. I stared at the sky. It's already so dark. It was so clear and I could see the stars sparkles beautifully sprinkled the night sky like twinkling little diamonds. And there the moon... I gulped, whinched as it felt like I just swallowed a sharp rock. My eyes set at the big Moon above me and I lifted my hand as if I wanted to reach it. "P-please.." I wanted to pray, I wanted to talk to Her. To a Goddess

Once again, I woke up in a warm, comfy bed. I usually woke up from banging on my doors, nightmares, or stomach ache from hunger. But this time I woke up from a very delicious smell of foods that entered my nose. I sat up straight and noticed that this is the guests room where Alpha Cillian stay. He brought me here again? I didn't remember what was happened before I black out. I only knew that it was him that chase me all the way to the pack's broderline. Why he brought me here? I thought he would just kill me or abandone me to die anyway... But than again. Those foods on the table not too far from the bed where I am right now, were too tempting. It made my stomach hurt even more. I tried to remember when the last time I chew a bite or two little meal since yesterday.I looked around. That sweet scent from Alpha Cillian still quiet strong, I think he's here a moment ago. I felt better. I don't feel pain. Just stiff in some parts. My dress got change and body seemed and felt clean

I looked myself at the mirror and I felt ridiculous. The one that staring back at me looked so funny to my eyes. The beautiful dress that she wore didn't match with how dull her skin and eyes were. She was much more skinny than any woman that would fit perfectly with this dress. It was a long, purple dress. Some sparkle diamond thingy around the waist. So soft and beautiful. Hm, what a waste. This dress could be more beautiful if someone like Laura wear it instead of me. There is no way that Alpha Cillian blinded by this mate bond right? I sighed and took a hair brush from the dress table then began to comb my hair gently. It's been a while since I take care of my hair. I usually tied it to a bun or just a pony tail without truly brushing it. Not that I don't have time. But it's always painful for my scalp since I always had wound on my head. Or any part of my body. Now, I don't feel the pain at all. I could brushed it gently from my scalp to the end of my long hair and braid it o

"Wh-what? C-can I...?" I was so speechless that my stutter became worsened. "Hm? You don't want to?" He lifted his perfect eyebrow and I quickly wiped his shoulder and chest with the cloth. Even though it made me embarras but I need to do this for me to also had my fill in dinner. He chuckled when he saw my attempt cleaning his mucles body. I hope I didn't irritate him with my disgusting blushing face. "You'll get use to this. You will do something like this often now." He said. Made my movement halt for a second. I shouldn't felt it. But still, I felt a pang in my chest. Somehow his words remind me how dirty I am as a she-wolf in this world. I did everything those men asked me to do to please them, if I refused, not only that I got their punch but also Haris or Alpha Jordan will beat me to the point I couldn't walk. This should be easy. He only ask something like this and nothing more, right? But then my eyes caught his men's eyes on us. They looked at me with curiousity from b

Everytime I opened my eyes inside the carriage in the dawn, we will continue to move till noon, took a break, moved on till it's almost dark and rest for the night. It would repeat to the next dawn. It's been the third day we were on this journey and I wonder how many days it would take us to Silver Moon. It's like this expedition is no end. I wanted to ask Cillian about this but he seemed to avoid me since that night. He would made my bed inside the carriage, help me with my food, asking if I'm okay every one hour or two, but that's it. He would rush to stay away as soon as possible after he felt like he approach me enough. Maybe it was because my appearance and stutter come into light in his eyes and ears. Well, I can't blame him. No one want me anyway, so I should be grateful that he brought me away from the Denmir Family, gave me food and protection. It hurt me a little but I think it was because the pull of our mate bond. I shouldn't ask for more and know my place. But ever