All Chapters of Carrying The Billionaire's Heir: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

Do you know what makes it more heartbreaking? Seeing his dull eyes, realizing how indifferent it looks to me. So blank. So unfamiliar.I feel betrayed. I feel played. I feel like i'm the most foolish person in the world. He made me become one."What the fuck, Lorcan." Now, his name rolled out my tongue like a venomous acid.I can't even see some guilt on his face. Like he's already expecting this, like he doesn't care about what I would feel. He doesn't give any single fuck, at all."Tell me you're just being drugged." I said in a firm tone. His blank eyes stared into mine."I'm not." It broke me more. How can he even say that without batting an eye? Another batch of tears started falling from my eyes. My knees are about to wobble, this is hilarious. I turned to Violet, she has a victorious smirk on her lips while looking at me, mockingly. Holding the white blanket, covering her body, she looks satisfied. Fuck."H-how can you do this to me? You hate this woman, right?! You loathe he

"Pineapple juice?" I offered Atticus who was sitting on the sofa while watching Damian playing on the rug."Please," i gave him one glass then. "Mommy, i want lemon flavor!" The kid demanded and i was like, 'why does he have to be this difficult most of the time?'"Baby, pineapple juice is the only one available." I told him and i got to see his pouting face again. My eyes softened."Hmp! Then, i don't wanna drink anymore!" He turned his back on me in a very snobbish manner. What the eff."Tell me you don't act like that when you were still young." Atticus said after he took a gulp from his juice. I gave him a look."Of course, i wasn't! It's your half-brother, he's that complicated i swear. Like you'll be needing a very long patience to--" i paused immediately when i realized what i was saying. "Oh. I think i have gone too far. Sorry." Shit! Why did i even have to reminisce those things about him?The sudden silence between us felt so freaking awkward that i wished Sydney didn't hav

This is actually normal but why does it have to be so painful? Damian's starting to ask about Lorcan and i can't stop myself from making promises that are uncertain to happen. Am i being a harsh mother? Because that's the only way i know to prevent his innocent little heart from breaking apart.The least thing i want to happen is for him to discover the real state between me and his Daddy, the fact that our family is years broken and too impossible to be fixed.Especially now that his father is bound to marry other woman. I feel so sorry for my son. He doesn't deserve any of this unfairness but i can't do something about it. Even how much of a successful woman i am right now, it's as if i'm still powerless when it comes to him.Because in the very first place, how can i fight for someone who dumped me for his perpetrator? How can i get him back when he was the one who was first to give up our relationship? I know it's a dead end. There are things that better to keep, and words left

All i know is i have to deal with another awkward moments once again with Atticus Fauler. Him and his actions that bothers me a lot. Do i have to deal with this total change of heart from now on?"Here's for you," Atticus handed me the bouquet after i turned on the lights in the living room and we sat together on the sofa."Oh, thank you. This is unexpected, huh." I had to say that, to let him know that things are still bewildering to me."Those are freshly-picked, and what's so unexpected about it? I have already told you over the call last night. I meant it." There was a long stare coming from those dark oceanic depths."So..." I made a pause to swallow hard. "You're literally serious about the, uh... confession?" I aimed for some clarification, and he nodded firmly. Goodness gracious."I'm serious as hell, Atasha. Want me to prove it all the way to you?" There's a dare in his tone and i was like, "No, no, no. Not the kiss again!""Okay, okay! Fine, i believe you. You fell for me an

"You're hiding him from me, again." It wasn't an accusation, it was a certain statement coming from him.Oh, dear. Curse the beer for making me a bit dizzy and lightheaded to push him away and regain our recent reasonable distance that he purposely engulfed."I'm not..." Still, i stood with it. His brows were near to cross one another, his smirk slowly faded."Prove me wrong then." He dared. I bravely leveled his piercing stares. Lorcan licked his lower lip and to my heart's danger, he leaned his face closer to mine as if he was still unsatisfied by the inches apart. I can already smell the intoxicating menthol in his breath mixed with rum and a bit part of cigar. All in one, it clouded my remaining rational thoughts for a second and i insanely think of inhaling it more to my advantage because of how hot he is right now.Jesus, Atasha! Get a hold of yourself! Stop fantasizing your cheater ex-husband for pete's sake! "I'll prove you nothing, Lorcan. Now, move away and let me take a n