Chapter Sixty Four

This is actually normal but why does it have to be so painful?

Damian's starting to ask about Lorcan and i can't stop myself from making promises that are uncertain to happen. Am i being a harsh mother? Because that's the only way i know to prevent his innocent little heart from breaking apart.

The least thing i want to happen is for him to discover the real state between me and his Daddy, the fact that our family is years broken and too impossible to be fixed.

Especially now that his father is bound to marry other woman. I feel so sorry for my son. He doesn't deserve any of this unfairness but i can't do something about it. Even how much of a successful woman i am right now, it's as if i'm still powerless when it comes to him.

Because in the very first place, how can i fight for someone who dumped me for his perpetrator? How can i get him back when he was the one who was first to give up our relationship?

I know it's a dead end. There are things that better to keep, and words left