All Chapters of Accidentally All of Me: Chapter 91 - Chapter 100

HarryI slumped into the seat as soon as I had dropped Winnie off at school. The last few days had been unfairly hard, and I was still trying to wrap my head around the reality of everything that I had just found out.Raina had been there when the news had broken, and she had been nothing but good with me—or at least, that was what she had tried to do anyway. I could tell that she was as flabbergasted as I was, and I could hardly blame her. I couldn’t believe what I was dealing with.Just when everything had been going the way it was meant to, just when I had been allowing myself to really love someone again, this had come busting in to make sure that I didn’t get anything close to comfortable.“You’ll need time,” Raina told me, her voice as steady as it could be given the revelation that we’d just had dropped on the both of us. “I’m not going to push you. Don’t worry. I understand. You need to explain this to Winnie and everything.”Even though she was saying all the right things, I

RainaI made it into work about ten seconds before I would have become officially late, and I stumbled through the door just in time. I felt like I was the living dead that morning, and there was a damn good reason for that.I had lain awake all night the night before, tossing and turning and trying to make the slightest bit of sense of any of it. It hadn’t worked so well.I had slept through coffee with Reed. I had begged off, claiming illness, because the thought of coming out and telling him that the man I had fallen in love with had just turned up with a baby that he claimed he didn’t know about? Fuck that.I was just about to dive into my work for the day when there came a knock at the door. I looked up, and Rita was standing there, her head cocked to one side, eyeing me like she could tell there was something up.“Hey,” I greeted her, hoping that the smile I swiftly plastered on my face was enough to convince her that I was doing just fine.“Hey,” she replied. “You all right? Yo

HarryI checked the front door and the back door and then walked around to the long driveway that ran down the space in front of George’s house. He really knew how to deck a place out. It looked great here, perfectly preserved, and I would have been lying if I said there wasn’t some part of me that craved something similar in my own life.But I wasn’t here to check out his property. I was here to make sure that nobody got so much as close to George again, at least not unless I knew something about it first.“I really don’t think we’re in any danger,” George called to me from inside the house, but I shot a look over at him and gestured for him to sit down again. He did as he was told. I knew that this had been a lot of stress on him, and I didn’t like the thought of being the one who had caused it.“And I really don’t think that you’re going to need the guard,” Yara added, appearing next to me, slightly winded from the swift journey she had made around the property to check out all the

Raina“Hey, Harry.”Is that what I sounded like? My voice echoed around my head, and I tried to keep myself from slamming the phone down and forgetting this whole thing. I didn’t want to have to do this, but I didn’t see what choice I had. I was worried about him, and I needed to hear his voice again before I lost my damn mind. I took a deep breath and forced myself to keep talking.“Hey, Harry,” I repeated. “I just wanted to check that you got my message the other day. I miss you. I wanted you to know that I’m thinking about you, and I can’t wait to see you again.”I paused for a moment. Was that enough? It was going to have to be. Before I could talk myself into more of a corner, I hung up the phone and slumped against the wall outside the clinic. It was done. I had done it. Now I just had to find some way to get on with the rest of my day without my head exploding.I knew that I was overreacting. It had just been a few days since I had heard from him last, and he had to be crazy bu

HarryAs soon as I’d heard her voice on the message, I’d known that she was hurting as much as I was.I had managed to restrain my anger over all of this well enough until that moment. I knew there was no point in getting angry, but that wasn’t going to stop me, not when it felt like there was so damn much on the line and so little control given to me over the lot of it.I was just angry that I felt like all of this was spinning out of control again, when it had just started to fall into place for a change.I had been nervous about seeing Raina. In fact, I was worried that she wasn’t going to want anything to do with me ever again. I already came with a lot of baggage, and this was just another stack of suitcases to add to the pile I was already heaving around everywhere I went.It wouldn’t have surprised me if she had just thrown her hands up in the air and backed off, leaving me to cope with all of this by myself. I would have felt a little cheated, sure, but this wasn’t what she ha