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Hurting

Author: Ali Parker
last update Last Updated: 2023-12-13 02:22:30

Harry

As soon as I’d heard her voice on the message, I’d known that she was hurting as much as I was.

I had managed to restrain my anger over all of this well enough until that moment. I knew there was no point in getting angry, but that wasn’t going to stop me, not when it felt like there was so damn much on the line and so little control given to me over the lot of it.

I was just angry that I felt like all of this was spinning out of control again, when it had just started to fall into place for a change.

I had been nervous about seeing Raina. In fact, I was worried that she wasn’t going to want anything to do with me ever again. I already came with a lot of baggage, and this was just another stack of suitcases to add to the pile I was already heaving around everywhere I went.

It wouldn’t have surprised me if she had just thrown her hands up in the air and backed off, leaving me to cope with all of this by myself. I would have felt a little cheated, sure, but this wasn’t what she ha
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