All Chapters of Delusional Jane: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

“Alright so just lay down right here. Take in deep breaths, and calm your mind. The doctor will be here soon,” the nurse said to me. She was making me lay down back flat on my bed. I did need to take deep breaths because I was a nervous wreck already.Her voice was already soothing enough and I took refuge in it while I relaxed my back. My head still hurt a little from all that thinking and remembering. I was glad there was a remedy for all of that. I knew Rick was lying to me about how we ended up. I wanted to know things for myself. I didn’t want even my sister to tell me what had happened because even if I confided in her, I was still the one who felt the pain. Nobody else can interpret the pain I felt but me. It was a roller coaster in my head.“I know that so many thoughts would be going on in your head right now,” the nurse smiled warmly at me. How did she do it? She must have really loved her job to actually spend her time being nice to patients. From my memory, while growing

“In love?” I gasped in shock staring at the doctor. “Well, I wouldn’t be surprised, Doctor. You have quite the body and I’ve been crushing on you since I got here,” I smirked and winked at him while he smiled back at me. “I will give the anesthesia now, you will be asleep in no time,” he smiled and I nodded. “I’m ready,” I said.He pressed a bell on the corner of the room to summon the nurses. The nurses rushed in and took me into the theatre. “Are you ready? Count down from 10,” the doctor said holding my hand while they injected something into me.“10, 9, 8, 7…” I counted and the more I went on, the heavier my eyes got. When I got to seven, my eyes closed shut.……….Throwback………“Hi, welcome to the most prestigious school in France. What’s your department?” A pretty lady with a beautiful smile tapped me from behind and when I turned around she was a rare gem. I had actually lost my way as I just got to France a few days before and decided to visit my school to start with the regist

“Hello, excuse me,” I saw Landry’s head poking out of the door. My husband and I were doing some catching up and flirting with each other just like in the good old days. “You’re excused,” Rich replied with a welcoming smile. I admired him all over again. For a second, the memories of everything he did to me washed away. Just for a second. I kept trying to hold on to that one string of hope that he actually loves me and is willing to change. Call it delusional if you want.“My days doctor. I feel like shit,” I remarked which caused them to cackle loudly. “It’s pretty normal and should resolve in 24 hours,” he smiled back at me and he looked as pretty as always.I could remember when I used to meet up with him anytime my husband was out cheating on me or even worse, inside cheating on me.How I met him? You may ask. …….Throwback……“You had no right Rick!” I thundered. I went to his bedroom that morning and saw two females walking out of his bathtub covered in their respective towels.

"Oh, come on, you and I know that's not what you want to hear, OK?" I said, gazing deep into his eyes, trying to use my charm to manipulate him. He looked apprehensive, visibly swallowing hard, which amused me, causing a slight giggle to escape my lips. I reached out and lightly touched his hands resting on the table, urging him to relax. "OK, calm down. I'm not going to do anything to you. Come on."He nervously chuckled and retorted, "And who says I don't know exactly what you want? Who says that what you have in mind is not exactly what I have in mind to do to you, baby?""That's a good boy. So, then I wasn't crazy when I saw you staring at my legs just a few minutes ago," I said playfully, and he chuckled lightly while glancing at his shoes and then back at me."What do you want, ma'am?" he asked."Oh, nothing much. I just want somebody to rub my feet, massage my back, make me feel good, you know?" I replied, tracing my fingers up his arm, making him visibly nervous. “Ma’am, you

So my sister and her husband finally left my hospital room. They had been fussing over me ever since I woke up from the surgery. I appreciated their concern, but I really needed some peace and quiet. I had this banging headache that wouldn’t leave, so I decided to sleep it off.I slept for what seemed like five minutes, but it was actually two and a half hours before my husband came in. He said he just wanted to see someone outside that it wouldn’t take long but now it was taking forever.“Baby, I’ve been waiting for you,” I said in a sleepy voice as I opened my eyes and saw him standing by the door. He smiled at me and walked over to the bed. He leaned down and kissed me gently on the forehead.“I’m so sorry, love. The business meeting took longer than expected, but I’m here now, okay? Are you ready to go? Do you feel better?” he asked, stroking my hair. I smiled and nodded. I felt quite lighter now that I had slept.“What time is it?” I asked, looking at the window. The sun was still