Semua Bab SIN FOR ME: Bab 11 - Bab 20

-----~[AMELIA]~-----I take a deep breath feeling a huge lump in my throat as I observe him taking his seat beside me and breaking the cap that holds the cover of the lemon juice keeping it sealed. little actions such as this that makes his muscles ripple and reflex makes my heart throb with excessive want. How does he keep doing this? how does he keep managing to keep the strings of My heart attached to his paws controlling them anyhow he wants with just little menial actions of his? He really has my entire spirit soul and body within his grasp and whatever happens to my soft fragile heart depends on what his next actions are going to be. I really can't help it and I feel totally helpless about the entire situation. I can't stop looking at him as he opens the juice and pours in a little quantity in the glass cup he brought along. He tilts his head to look at me and catches me staring at him. He smiles and I feel the adrenaline spiking in my body accelerate to a whole new frustrati

-----~[AMELIA]~-----I manage to shine a smile as Lily's hug engulfs almost choking out my breath while I look behind her gazing at her mum who is smiling beautifully at us both. I chuckle and part Lily's back as calmly as I can with a little discomfort and contentment eroding my senses. The previous event of the past few minutes has already catapulted my brain into a state of utter disarray and it seems like nothing else can calm it down except the presence of my beautiful majestic silent home. But what am I supposed to do right now that the person I promised to visit has finally caught me and has trapped me in her circle of confinement with her friendly, irresistible embrace? Uurgh. I really have no choice in this. I am stuck here totally with her. It seems like my promise to her has to be fulfilled no matter whatever my choice may be. I have to get back into the building where the object of my current trembling is residing right now. Shit. my body is still in a little too much c

(AMELIA)"Okay sir, I think you really need to stop this, It's not making sense at all I just..... " He places his index finger on his lips as if asking me to keep quiet.. "shhhh. It's all right dear you have nothing to be scared about. Just be still and take in a deep breath, I was just teasing you. " He says and I look at him with disbelief. Is he trying to mess up with my memory or what?I chuckle and shake my head with disbelief. Oh you have got to be kidding me, seriously?I sigh nervously and look away from him brushing my hair behind my ears. From this moment on what I'm going to ensure that this is the last time Lily ever leaves me alone in any area of her house. I just can't take this anymore. Why the hell is she always leaving me alone running anywhere to get whatsoever? I take a deep breath and shut my eyes with the attempt to cool off a little bit and gather my senses. Mr Mitchell is still smiling beautifully at me. I look at him with a raised eyebrow. "Is there any p

(AMELIA)The sun sets and as briskly as a cheetah and night time descends without caution with the moonlight sparkling through the meadows and casting shadows over different directions. The entire night went absolutely well and just as planned, I and Lily make sure the night didn't pass us by without the both of us getting entertained as we usually do. We had a nice time playing some games and watching countless movie series before Lily finally succumbs to the passionate arms of slumber at around 11:00 a.m. . I find myself seated on her bed on able to sleep, busy with her my phone as I keep texting my mom trying to figure out how things are going between her and Dad in whatever all night program they went to. Then after a long while of chatting, I decide to be considerate and not disturb her. I switch off my phone and drop it on the bed before taking any deep breath. I glance back at Lily to see her fast asleep beside me looking all peaceful and comfortable. I smile and adjust the c

(AMELIA)Warm, heavy, soft arms on my shoulders jolt me, bringing me back into the land of reality from the land of my dreams and I snap my eyes open to behold the ceiling above me. My eyelids flutter as I look around me to see myself all wrapped up in a duvet lying down in a comfortable bedroom which I am quite not familiar with. What the hell. I jerk as quickly as I can with the attempt to get up when ......." hey hey hey. it is okay. Relax. Don't be scared. You are just in the guest room. " Mr Mitchell's familiar consoling voice fills up my senses and I turn to see him sitting down beside me on the bed with his palm on my shoulders in a consoling state. Oh my God. Did we sleep together in this bed? I find myself asking that stupid silly question in my brain. What the hell happened last night that I didn't know about? I try to rethink back and then everything flashes in my brain. The duty I had to assist Mr Mitchell with, I became so exhausted and then when straight to bed. I f