All Chapters of SIN FOR ME: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

(AMELIA)" I just know it. Because I had a feeling about it." I say unsure as I find myself rethinking how the hell i got to know about Christian being Lily's crush. That's right, it was in the dream. We both went to the school playground and I noticed the awkward interaction between them. But all of that was a fucking dream. It was a f****** dream. Oh my goodness. "Have you been spying on me Amelia?" Lily asks and I divert my focus back to her. "Uuhmm..... I don't think you should say it like that. I am not spying on you okay. Don't think too much about it. " I say and she squints her eyes at me. "Truth to be told, I was thinking of informing you but not just yet. When have I ever gotten to deny that I have a crush on him? " She asks and I bite my lip. I chuckle and shake my head. "I'm so sorry. I was in my head. It is a silly explanation though. Part of the scenes in my dream involved you and Christian having an awkward conversation and it was so obvious the romantic energy

(DANIEL)It didn't take too long before I packed the car right in front of Lily's school gate and I switch off the ignition taking a deep breath with my heartbeat thumping hard and loud in my chest. I am actually going nuts at the moment, I just know it. This is already too much to comprehend right now at this moment. I am practical hyperventilating as a grip hard against the steering wheel, trying to contain my raging emotions. I can't believe that the thoughts alone about meeting this little girl is getting me this riled up. Just what the freaking hell is wrong with me? What heck is my problem? It's not like I'm about to follow through a suicide mission or perform a very huge project that might probably take away my life. I just want to pick up my daughter. Oh my goodness I find myself and gripping hard against my steering wheel with both hands as I relax back against the car seat shutting my eyes and taking quick deep breaths. "Calm down Daniel. Calm down. Take a deep breath. S

(AMELIA)We finally arrive at Lily's home and I find myself freaking the freak out with my palms sweaty and thinking faculty a little bit jumbled with a lot of extreme advanced thoughts about what the f*** happened back at school. I can't believe I completely let myself down for him right from the moment he grabbed me. Just feels like I wasn't myself anymore the moment he arms wrapped me. I was just completely lost in his arms under his enthralling glorious embrace ready to give in to whatever he had in store for me. I don't understand why the f*** it's just so hard to still myself and stop myself from doing things that shouldn't happen between us whenever I am with him. I bite my lip and tilt my head to glance at him as he switches off the ignition and takes a shirt breath flexing his attractive knuckles with the muscular majestic veins popping out in different sections. Then he diverts this attention to me and I snap my gaze away immediately. I think I should really get out of

(AMELIA)"Amelia.. Amelia. " I immediately jerk awake as fast as ever on the bed leaning against my arms as I look around me. I bat my eyes too Make the picture surrounding me a little bit clearer. My eyes are a little bit blurry as i squints them finally using my palms to rub my eyes seriously. I look around to see Mr Mitchell and Lily around me smiling with Mr Mitchell leaning against the door to her room, folding his arms and smirking. What the hell is going on? I wonder and glance at my wristwatch. My eyes go wide with so much intensity that I get up against the bed.shit. Holy fuck. This is a freaking 12:00 a.m. It's 12:00 midnight? Already? How? What the f*** ........ I immediately spring off the bed and begin to rush up and down like a crazy lady as I immediately pack my books inside my back.. what the hell came over for me? I sincerely promised my mom that I'm going to be back home as soon enough early before ........ holy s***. My mom. I take a glance at my phone

(AMELIA)If I had actually claimed to have experienced the most terrifying worst moment of my life previously, then I must have just been kidding or exaggerating. Because this right now, is actually going to be the most terrifying exasperating moment of my life. I can't believe this is happening. Mr Mitchell wants to ...... Oh my God he wants to meet with me to talk with me in the middle of the night while Lily is asleep and her mom is not around? Is he trying to toy with my thinking faculty or what? Just what the hell is going on here right now? Why does he want to see me? What does he want with me? I am trying everything as possible as I can to keep my distance away from him but he doesn't seem to be getting the memo. I am currently sitting down on the bed leaning against my pillow with my arms folded as I stare into space with a lot of random thoughts spinning, running back and forth in my brain. I shut my eyes and shake my head before facepalming myself. I really don't know how