Helmut narrates I had struggled to make a decision with Aitana. Although I felt I should punish her with more time in the cell, so that she would learn that she should be obedient and invisible to me for the rest of the months together, I felt bad if she continued to stay there. Aitana was like a child with her sweetness against a rustic, dark and cold world. She was the contrast to all the women I had ever had, because, each of them had already reached adult maturity. But, Aitana was that sweet girl who, not being in society, grew up being sweet, naughty and innocent. Something that attracts me too much, to the point of not knowing how to treat her. To the point of hesitating like now. "Sir, already the lady has left" Peeta says and I sigh deeply. "Where did she go?" I ask, though I don't wish to know the answer. I would be too disappointed to know that she is doing the wrong things, that the innocence I love so much is just a mirage or that, because I punished her, she is now t
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