All Chapters of Never Say Goodbye : Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

Arian They say you don't value what you have until you lose it. That is very true. Watching Mr Cruz dancing with his daughter to the song blaring from the speakers in the living room makes me imagine what my life would have been like if my adoptive parents had let me marry someone that I loved. If they'd not forced me to marry Rafael. Threatened to kill me if I ever thought of running away again - Rafael had told them about my escape that first time and they'd come to pay me a visit. I'd begged them to take me away from there and I was naive enough to think that they cared about me but I soon realized that they never cared when Fernando grabbed me by my hair and threatened to cut me from limb to limb if I ever put their lives in danger by running away. That was the day I knew that I was truly alone in this world. Seeing Mr Cruz now, grinning down at his daughter with his love for her shining in his eyes... I'm suddenly very pissed off that his wife doesn't care about him or her

Gabriel Two weeks later Today marks the second month since I sent Lucille to Bali. She's not called or texted since I told her not to and it's been wonderful. Kareena seems happier and I am equally as happy to be away from her as well and it's all thanks to Arian.Our sleeping arrangements have changed all thanks to her recurrent nightmares that sometimes, even scares me which makes me wonder just how fucked up her husband had been that he'd reduced such a lovely woman to nothing more than a quivering mess. I got home late from work and I figured that she'd be asleep so I went upstairs to my room to take a shower, changed into my night wear and headed downstairs to my home office to finish up the work I brought home.I was so immersed in the document I am reading on my laptop that I didn't hear the sound of glass breaking until Theresa barged into my office and called my attention to it. The noise had come from Arian's room so I ran down the hallway to her room and met her throwing

Gabriel It's crazy how my mind plays tricks on me every time I kiss Arian as we make love - makes me think back to the kiss I stole from my Kareena just before she disappeared from my life without a trace years ago. It makes me think that I'm kissing my Kareena but I just don't know it and it's seriously fucking with my head. I want to pound into her, lose control and go all caveman on her ass but I don't want to scare her into ending this. I can't end this - I don't want to end this, not when it's this good. Apart from the unfortunate incident with Lucille that I don't count as anything - Arian is my first. And if I never find Kareena, I'd like to spend the rest of my life with Arian if she'd have me. "Yes, Gabriel." She moans. "Harder. I want it harder. Make me crazy. Make me forget him. Make me yours." I know she's in the throes of passion and doesn't care about whatever comes out of her mouth as long as she comes but I don't care either and I show her that. "You want it h

Gabriel "You're a caveman, Gabriel Cruz." Arian's raspy voice makes me hard again. "I doubt I'd be able to sit well for a week."I turn on my side and prop my hand under my head and smile big at her. She looks so relaxed in my bed like we've been sharing it for years instead of a few days. Hopefully, I'll be able to keep her this way and never see her beautiful eyes be anything but happy."I didn't hear you complaining when I was busy making you come." I tweak her nose. "You loved it."She lets out a loud yawn and I chuckle but it's cut short as I follow suit, suddenly feeling very sleepy. I lift myself up, grab the blanket from the edge of the bed and throw it over us so she won't freeze to death. I like putting the AC on full blast because I'm so used to it but I don't think Arian is."Goodnight beautiful." I place a gentle kiss on her forehead. "Dream about me.""Goodnight." She snuggles up to me, sighs contentedly and drifts off to sleep. I follow suit ten minutes later with a sm

Gabriel A week later Having feelings for a woman who's incapable of reciprocating those feelings in return is something a man should seriously avoid. I wouldn't recommend it but It's hard to take my own advice so I've stopped trying to fight my feelings for Arian. It'll be okay if she never likes me back. It'll even be okay if she finds someone else that she eventually falls for. Lies! All of it! I'll go mad if she falls for someone else and it'll never be okay if she doesn't like me back, which is why I came up with the idea of a non-date outing with her. I've managed to mend cracked fences with my parents so Kary is spending the weekend with them which makes Arian available to go out with me. I just hope she'll say yes to it anyway. I find her lying on the sofa in the library with her legs waving in the air, reading a book. She had a nightmare two nights ago about what happened last week and she almost injured me as she struggled in her sleep. Fortunately, she screamed my nam