All Chapters of Racing Desires: Chapter 121 - Chapter 130

Dean's POV:Alright, I'll admit to myself that when it comes down to Kiara, I might not be the tough guy, which I'm usually during my work. And with her, I definitely lose control again and again, which never used to happen. Right now, I'm losing control again, and it's not just because of her, but our babies too.It's too damn early, six weeks too early. They'll be too light, they might not be able to breathe yet properly and be totally fragile. They might need an incubator, Hayley and I had to go into one after birth. What if their hearts are weak? No, the doc said their hearts were fine. But I mean, two days ago, he also said everything was ok.So if he didn't see the birth coming, he might have not seen something else either? What if the pain gets too much for Kiara? She's been through so much pain already. I can't bear to see her in pain again. And it's going to be my fault again. Yep, this pain is definitely my fault. I fucked her, I got her pregnant, so this is my god damn faul

Kiara's POV:****beginning of August****I still hate my alarm clock and nearly smash it against the wall when it sets off. The only thing I don't mind to wake me are my babies, or Dean's kisses and his superior body. And god knows I'm lacking sleep right now, with the twins crying half the night and me being excited on top.Getting up for breakfast, I feel like I'm going to puke. Luckily, I can have breakfast in my suite, so if I do need to puke, the toilet isn't far away. No, I'm not pregnant again, I'm simply feeling totally nauseous due to my wedding in a couple of hours.A wedding is a big and very emotional deal anyway. And it occurs if you're marrying THE man, the super rich and hottest CEO in the UK, you can't go with a normal wedding. This thing is going to be totally insane and apparently epic. You'd think it's a royal wedding.If someone had asked me, I would have married Dean in some side street or industrial area with a mass of cars surrounding us instead of a mass of pe

Dean's POV:The last couple of hours have been torture. No scratch that ever since she left the house yesterday at lunchtime has been a torture. Damn, it's only been a little over 24 hours, and I'm missing her like hell. At least I had Phoebe and Leo during the daytime yesterday, while Gale took Kiara for a spa. But since Gale picked up my babies last night, I missed them all so incredible much.Tyler and Chris wanted to go for a strip club. No way was I up for that. I don't want to see any other woman naked in front of me, other than my own girl. To my surprise, Tyler even wasn't too pushy about it and quickly understood. Of course, he had a remark about it."Honestly, man, if I had Kiara at home, I wouldn't want to see any other chick naked again either. She's the jackpot, and no sexy stripper could keep up to that. Fuck, I'd never let her out of the bed again and fuck her until she couldn't walk and keep it going." Yes, he did get a smack for that from me.The thing with Tyler is,

Kiara's POV:,"You're so god damn beautiful, Mrs Arlington." Dean whispers full of awe against my lips before drawing fully back. I love the way that sounds.People around us start laughing and cheering even more at Dean's eager kiss. Neither of us wanted to break out of it. He noticed right away when my legs had reached their limit, and now I'm in his amazing, strong arms. Arms, which make me feel treasured and protected in every single way.Sean was the only one who knew about me wanting to walk down the aisle. He rushes down the other end, where I have left my wheelchair behind, and he gets it for me. Tyler uses his chance to squeeze us first, and I literally mean squeeze because what he's doing right now isn't hugging. He's squeezing the living shit out of us."Air, Tyler. I need air." I manage to get out totally breathless while being squashed between Dean and him. "We're not a hamburger, and I'm not the piece of meat in between.""Oh, beautiful, but I wouldn't mind you being the

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