All Chapters of A priestly obsession.: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

~~~~~~~Zayn~~~~~~The moment I alighted from my flight, my black maybach was already waiting for me and I immediately drove over to Ayita’s place. I knew she was going to be home, after all Arturo died.For a priest and a man who faithfully served God for the past seven years, I didn't even feel guilty for what I have been doing. Ranging from sleeping with Ayita to having two persons killed. I was supposed to be mad at myself for committing such atrocities but here I was going to the house of the woman I started my first sin with.I should feel guilty, my conscience should prick me and let me know I was a bad person but I felt totally fine like it was a normal things. Yes it was a normal thing for me to see in my mafia family everyday but I was a priest and this was a different ball game altogether but let’s just say, I was already neck deep into sin, I didn’t know how to save myself anymore.I was deep in thought and by the time I looked up, I was already approaching Ayita’s gate. Fu

“What do you mean?” I had to ask again to be sure, was he kidding right now? From what I know, being a priest was zayn’s biggest dream and now he was giving it up like it was a piece of cake. Didn’t he even feel remorseful at all?“Don’t pretend like you don’t understand what I mean gattina?” His voice made me jolt out of my reverie, “i know you want this so why are you acting so surprised?”I scoffed, he was really insane.“You think you can be a priest and quit as you please?” I asked him and he shrugged.“You left me alone in Mauritius, remember?” This time he cupped my face before speaking again, “everything I do, I do because of you Ayita and you know how much I love you right?”Right now, under the night sky he looked like a lost puppy who was looking for shelter. The zayn I knew never did anything without calculating but here he was giving up his entire dream because of me. Was it really worth it? Maybe God was going to accept him back if he genuinely prayed and confessed his s

The moment I put the finishing touches to dinner, I heard Ayita’s car drive into the compound and my heart skipped a beat. I didn’t know how I was supposed to react near her, how was she going to react near me? A lot was on my mind as one of the workers walked over to the door and flung it open.There she was, dressed in a pair of white gown that stopped below her knees. The gown hugged her hourglass figure perfectly and her hair was tinted in a white color this time. She looked like an angel straight out of heaven and the only thing I wanted to do at that point was just to hug her and not let go.“Good evening, father”A pain tugged at my heart when she called me father, I was so used to Ayita calling me zayn, father made me sound so distant.“You look gorgeous” I managed to say and she flashed me a fake smile. Her eyes traveled around me for a split second and I could see her gulping.“Sorry, please come in”“Thank you”I gestured to the workers to leave and led her to the dinner ta

~~~~~~zayn~~~~~~Let’s just say my morning started on a fruitful note because I had the most beautiful woman on earth and I loved her to the moon and back. I just had to quit and move away with her to a safe place.Speaking of quitting, I knocked gently on the bishop’s door and I entered. He was engrossed in the book he was reading but when he saw him, a smile appeared on his face and my whole countenance changed. I knew he loved me like a son but our relationship ends here.“Zayn” the smile on his face continued to linger, “you are here earlier than I thought”I smiled and lowered myself on the sofa, “today is Tuesday and I know you have a lot to do today at the cathedral so I don’t want to waste your time more than necessary”My eyes hovered over the room and a feeling of nostalgia enveloped me. I could vividly remember seven years ago when I first entered this office by the time I was to be ordained a priest and I loved every ambiance of the room. Here I was, seven years later abo

One week later.I was finally discharged from the hospital and the church also sent their condolences alongside my termination letter. Even if Ayita was no longer around, I still wanted to quit and live my life the way I wanted. She said so many horrible things to me which kept playing in my head every single day like some kind of music but no matter how much I tried to deny it, she was right.I was a psychopath and a murderer but did she have the right to call me names and make me feel less of myself?“Welcome, father” my butler greeted as Alex helped me to sit down.I was no longer a priest and I didn't appreciate anyone calling me that which I made clear to all of them. I was just zayn now.“Did you find anything?” I asked Alex after a while and he nodded in the negative.This was a week after I told him to find Ayita but it was null and void, shs did a good job in hiding herself.“I don’t think she wants to be found zayn, you should forget about her” Alex advised, “ she is not wo