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CHAPTER THIRTY TWO.
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“What do you mean?” I had to ask again to be sure, was he kidding right now? From what I know, being a priest was zayn’s biggest dream and now he was giving it up like it was a piece of cake. Didn’t he even feel remorseful at all?“Don’t pretend like you don’t understand what I mean gattina?” His voice made me jolt out of my reverie, “i know you want this so why are you acting so surprised?”I scoffed, he was really insane.“You think you can be a priest and quit as you please?” I asked him and he shrugged.“You left me alone in Mauritius, remember?” This time he cupped my face before speaking again, “everything I do, I do because of you Ayita and you know how much I love you right?”Right now, under the night sky he looked like a lost puppy who was looking for shelter. The zayn I knew never did anything without calculating but here he was giving up his entire dream because of me. Was it really worth it? Maybe God was going to accept him back if he genuinely prayed and confessed his s
A priestly obsession. CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR.
~~~~~Zayn~~~~~I felt like my whole world was crashing down, the woman I loved earnestly already called it quits with me.I couldn’t accept the fact that I lost the only woman I loved, even my heart couldn’t bear it.When I called her and she picked up, I figured she was crying and my heart sank to the base of my chest. One thing vowed not to do was make my woman cry and now she was crying, it was all because of me.“Are you crying?” I had to ask her and silence ensued between us, but I could hear her silent sniffs.“Why did you call, zayn?” Ayita asked me, she sounded so broken and the only thing I wanted to do was just pounce into her embrace and let her know that everything would be alright.“Can’t we talk about this?” I asked again, “I know I was wrong and I am sorry about that”“It is over, zayn” she replied and before I could say anything else, Ayita disconnected the call.I had the inkling to smash the phone against the body of my car, what the hell was going on?I didn’t know
A priestly obsession. CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE.
The moment I put the finishing touches to dinner, I heard Ayita’s car drive into the compound and my heart skipped a beat. I didn’t know how I was supposed to react near her, how was she going to react near me? A lot was on my mind as one of the workers walked over to the door and flung it open.There she was, dressed in a pair of white gown that stopped below her knees. The gown hugged her hourglass figure perfectly and her hair was tinted in a white color this time. She looked like an angel straight out of heaven and the only thing I wanted to do at that point was just to hug her and not let go.“Good evening, father”A pain tugged at my heart when she called me father, I was so used to Ayita calling me zayn, father made me sound so distant.“You look gorgeous” I managed to say and she flashed me a fake smile. Her eyes traveled around me for a split second and I could see her gulping.“Sorry, please come in”“Thank you”I gestured to the workers to leave and led her to the dinner ta
A priestly obsession. CHAPTER THIRTY SIX.
~~~~~~~Ayita~~~~~~Call it my stupidity or something but i didn’t know how I was tell zayn off anymore. The fear in his eyes was enough to make me change my mind, i have seen this man crying and I don’t want to see him hurt again. I was leading him to sin again and it was not something I wanted to do again, even my mum warned me but here I was, my heart winning over my head.“Flower” zayn called out to me while cupping my face, “are we back together?”“What do you think?” I asked back, “you are not even giving me the chance to speak for myself”His lips curved into a smile, “I have missed you so much Ayita” his hands were caressing the small of my back, “I thought I was going to lose my mind and I even wanted to confess to the bishop and tell him to take me back”“It seems you are still feeling conflicted about leaving the priesthood right?” I questioned and he sighed.“The moment Dmitri hears that I quit, he would do everything humanly possible for me to take care of the family”“He
A priestly obsession. CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN.
~~~~~~zayn~~~~~~Let’s just say my morning started on a fruitful note because I had the most beautiful woman on earth and I loved her to the moon and back. I just had to quit and move away with her to a safe place.Speaking of quitting, I knocked gently on the bishop’s door and I entered. He was engrossed in the book he was reading but when he saw him, a smile appeared on his face and my whole countenance changed. I knew he loved me like a son but our relationship ends here.“Zayn” the smile on his face continued to linger, “you are here earlier than I thought”I smiled and lowered myself on the sofa, “today is Tuesday and I know you have a lot to do today at the cathedral so I don’t want to waste your time more than necessary”My eyes hovered over the room and a feeling of nostalgia enveloped me. I could vividly remember seven years ago when I first entered this office by the time I was to be ordained a priest and I loved every ambiance of the room. Here I was, seven years later abo
A priestly obsession. CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT.
The time was 7 pm and I was already dressed up for dinner when a call came through my phone. It was an unknown number and it made me crease my forehead into a frown, who would be calling me at such a time?Sighing to myself, I answered the call and it was the sad voice of a woman that I heard.“Father zayn” I could recognize that voice anywhere and anytime, she was Ayita’s mother.“Hello ma’am, what happened?” My heart was already beating faster than usual. Naturally when people called crying, it was always because of bad news.“Ayita…” her voice trailed off and my own world came to a halt for a few seconds. What the hell happened to my woman?“Calm down ma’am and talk to me”“She is gone,” the woman said after a while.“What do you mean she is gone?”“I can’t find her zayn, I looked everywhere and i can’t find her”I was already feeling frustrated, what the hell was she saying now? Ayita called me to come for dinner right so how the heck was she gone? Was the mother and daughter duo
A priestly obsession. CHAPTER THIRTY NINE.
One week later.I was finally discharged from the hospital and the church also sent their condolences alongside my termination letter. Even if Ayita was no longer around, I still wanted to quit and live my life the way I wanted. She said so many horrible things to me which kept playing in my head every single day like some kind of music but no matter how much I tried to deny it, she was right.I was a psychopath and a murderer but did she have the right to call me names and make me feel less of myself?“Welcome, father” my butler greeted as Alex helped me to sit down.I was no longer a priest and I didn't appreciate anyone calling me that which I made clear to all of them. I was just zayn now.“Did you find anything?” I asked Alex after a while and he nodded in the negative.This was a week after I told him to find Ayita but it was null and void, shs did a good job in hiding herself.“I don’t think she wants to be found zayn, you should forget about her” Alex advised, “ she is not wo
A priestly obsession. CHAPTER FORTY.
~~~~~~Ayita~~~~~~The soft knock on the door made me drop the plate I was holding and I briskly walked to the door. I had ordered some takeouts and I was certain it was the delivery guy by the door. The moment I opened the door, I was dumbfounded by who I saw. How did he know I was here in the first place?My breath hitched for a split second as I saw him standing with an expressionless look on his face. Those eyes that were filled with nothing but love for me now looked at me like I was some kind of stranger. Believe me when I said I wanted to hug him and tell him how much I loved him but I could not.“Ayita” my name rolled out of his lips and a kind of feeling enveloped me.“Zayn?” My voice trailed off, “how did……”“You thought I won’t find you?” He asked me, the sad look on his face made me want to hug him so bad but I had to take a hold on myself, I was not that weak right?“What are you doing here?” I finally asked.“You won’t invite me inside?” He questioned while raising a bro
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