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Mila’s POVHe showed no response as he stepped further into the water and rinsed his hair off from the shampoo.I took the body wash next with a soft white sponge. He was spraying enough water behind him I was able to wet the sponge and make it as soapy as possible before he was finished rinsing.He turned his head in my direction and saw that I was ready to start washing his body, so he stepped back from the water again and gave me his back to start with it first.I cleaned his back and behind carefully, his muscles were popping under the sponge and he had lots and lots of them.It wasn’t really a turn on because I’ve already seen it all and the sight of a well toned, muscled man no longer made me feel any desire, because that would entail feelings and I don’t do feelings anymore. So I pushed that trivial observation out of my mind and focused on the task at hand.I finished his back and stepped back to let him know that he can turn so I can carry on with his front body.He turned hi

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Mila’s POVI decided to take my chances, if he wants to hurt me then let him get right on it, maybe the pain will shut my mind off from overthinking everything he’s doing and saying to me.“I’m full, master. Thank you very much for feeding me. I am really grateful for your great gift” I said meekly trying my best to not appear like I am not appreciating what he did, and do what I do best in these sessions, survive with the least amount of damage.He picked up a glass of water and said gently “Drink” putting it in my mouth and letting me drink as much as I wanted until I finished all of it.“You are welcome. I am happy you appreciate your reward. And because of that lovely thank you I will give you another reward. You can sleep on the couch instead of the floor for tonight. Remember, the more you please me, the more comfortable you will be. You can lay down now and take that blanket on the bed to cover yourself with, I don’t want you getting sick on me now, do I?” he spoke softly while

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Ryan’s POVA slash of pain went through me at my last thought.How many times has my mate prayed for this to be her last day in this place and never got her wish?I was dying to leave this place after just one night here while she spent countless nights trapped here, aching, suffering, and dying slowly with each night she was forced here in a similar room.I shook those dark thoughts out of my head, pushed them away by telling myself that it was all over now for her, and turned around. She will be safe and happy again, I will make certain of that. Even if I have to give her my own soul to revive her back, I will fucking do it.I stopped short when my eyes fell on her. She was standing naked by the couch I left her sleeping on with her head down and her hands intertwined at her front. The knocking must have woken her up. Her hair was falling in waves in front of her, disheveled by her sleeping but she still looked so damn beautiful, My heart skipped a beat at the sight of her all on it

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Ryan’s POV“I will make sure she’s okay and comfortable, don’t worry. I just need to talk to her alone please” I said politely to them.“I think it’s best if Rhea talks to her Ryan. She still doesn’t know what…” Adrian said meaningfully, predicting that Twelve must be terrified around us; men, and would be more willing to settle down and understand that she wasn’t brought here to be a real slave for me if Rhea was the one talking to her instead of me. But I wouldn’t listen. I wanted her to know this from me, not from anybody else. I needed to bring some light back into her eye and watch that light come to life myself.“She’s my mate” I said strongly, cutting him off midsentence.They both looked at me with their mouths hanging a little open in understandable surprise.While the only reaction coming out of Twelve is gripping her hands together in front of her a little tighter.“I can do this, alpha. I need to be the one doing this so please, let me” I said a little softer trying my bes

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Mila’s POV “But that wouldn’t be fair to you. You’re a beta, you need a mate than can stand up by your side, that can support the Luna in her duties. It’s a responsibility that every beta’s mate has to take on, to protect her Luna and help her manage pack business. That’s never going to be me. So please….you don’t have to feel like you are obligated to help me because of where I came from. It’s okay I don’t need saving anymore. You did something that not many people are able to do which I truly appreciate. Someone else in your place would have rejected me by now or not bothered to save me in the first place but you did. You paid a fortune for me even though you didn’t have to and that’s the most humane thing you could have done for me….. You did your part and it’s my turn to do mine and that’s to set you free like you just did me” I said honestly. That was the longest speech I have given for a very long time. In the past, I used to be a very chatty person, no one was able to keep up

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Mila’s POV“Her name is Tina” I said firmly trying to control her emotions rushing through the bond and my own bloody body’s response.It's not that I didn’t like how I was feelings things I thought I would never get to feel again that bothered me, no. It was the fact that these feelings won’t be enough to heal me back to my own self and make this work between us. It will only lead to him having false hope for things to work out and hurt him in the long run.Doesn’t it bother him really? That every time he looks at me he sees my ugly eye patch? That he knows the horrible, disgusting things I have had to do every night with all sorts of men? How can he even look at me so warmly? Think about having a future with me?Urgh! It’s all because of the damn bond! It’s masking the way he should really feel about me, about my dreadful past. When will it wear off? When will he begin to realize that his feelings ar

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Andrea’s POV His voice, his scent, his violating touches, and his disgusting taste was invading all my senses. Alpha King was domineering my subconscious, twisting reality with my nightmares and filling them with pain. I knew I was stuck inside my own head, somehow I could sense it that I was just reliving my trauma and not experiencing a new session but I just couldn’t get out of it no matter how much I tried to. I thought I would never wake up, I thought I would be stuck in that hell forever but eventually I did. And if I thought waking up was going to end all my nightmares, I was extremely wrong. I opened my eyes to dim lights and the face of the second person I fear the most, Alec. He was hovering over me while I was laying naked on the cold, hard floor. It was too much for my tortured soul that I lashed out at him, My mind conjuring twisted sick images of him raping me too and I reacted accordingly. I pushed him away from me with all my might and was about to scream at him

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Andrea’s POVI stood my ground, not letting him intimidate me with what he said as I said back coldly “What more could there be? You think avenging my brother’s death is not enough cause for me to go after you? I don’t know about you, but family matters to me”He shook his head in determination “No, you’re hiding something else. You know me. Like really know me. That day in the forest, that wasn’t the first time we met. I am sure of it”There is no chance he knows who I am. I was eight years old the last time he saw me, and even then he paid me no attention at all because I was merely a child in his eyes. There is no way he recognized me.But what made him sure that I know him?“You’re wrong. If we met before, trust me, you would have remembered me. I am quite unforgettable” I said bitingly.“That’s what frustrates me the most. I can’t seem to remember meeting you at all. But still, you’re hiding something else. For the last time I’m asking you, tell me the whole damn truth before I a

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Alec’s POVI fucking hate her!She is everything I did not want in a mate!Stubborn, disobedient, ungrateful, resentful, and so full of anger it is no wonder she got herself in so much trouble.She can’t see right from wrong and it will not make this end well for her. Her hatred is blinding her from seeing what’s in front of her.Because here she is, scared out of her mind that I was about to hurt her or worse rape her when I already told her I would never do such a thing! Everything I said back at that cell passed right out of her other ear and she refused to believe a word out of everything I said to her.She was gazing at me with eyes that held so much pain and agony for what she thought was about to happen to her, My heart screamed at me to do everything I can to wipe that look off her face permanently. To never have her look at me like that again. But I know that’s not just my heart, that’s the mate bond be

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Alec’s POV“Making her clean the entire place is such a nice thing to do, that’s how you think she will believe you’re actually a good person? You’re doing this all wrong! She needs assurances and softness, not this! You ruined all our chances to be with her by being a cold dick!” Maddox growled angrily at me.“Watch it! I am not being a dick, She’s making me treat her this cruelly. Because even if I show her kindness, she still won’t trust me enough to tell me anything. She already has her mind made up about me for some fucking unknown reason!”“And you just confirmed she is right to think that way by telling her She’s our slave!” he shot back dryly.I ignored him, he wouldn’t understand even if I tried to explain it to him.Kindness goes both ways and I won’t be the first one to display it. She hurt me first, she made my heart bleed and darkened it, it was h

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