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Alec’s POV
I fucking hate her!
She is everything I did not want in a mate!
Stubborn, disobedient, ungrateful, resentful, and so full of anger it is no wonder she got herself in so much trouble.
She can’t see right from wrong and it will not make this end well for her. Her hatred is blinding her from seeing what’s in front of her.
Because here she is, scared out of her mind that I was about to hurt her or worse rape her when I already told her I would never do such a thing! Everything I said back at that cell passed right out of her other ear and she refused to believe a word out of everything I said to her.
She was gazing at me with eyes that held so much pain and agony for what she thought was about to happen to her, My heart screamed at me to do everything I can to wipe that look off her face permanently. To never have her look at me like that again. But I know that’s not just my heart, that’s the mate bond be
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