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Mila’s POV “But that wouldn’t be fair to you. You’re a beta, you need a mate than can stand up by your side, that can support the Luna in her duties. It’s a responsibility that every beta’s mate has to take on, to protect her Luna and help her manage pack business. That’s never going to be me. So please….you don’t have to feel like you are obligated to help me because of where I came from. It’s okay I don’t need saving anymore. You did something that not many people are able to do which I truly appreciate. Someone else in your place would have rejected me by now or not bothered to save me in the first place but you did. You paid a fortune for me even though you didn’t have to and that’s the most humane thing you could have done for me….. You did your part and it’s my turn to do mine and that’s to set you free like you just did me” I said honestly. That was the longest speech I have given for a very long time. In the past, I used to be a very chatty person, no one was able to keep up
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Mila’s POV“Her name is Tina” I said firmly trying to control her emotions rushing through the bond and my own bloody body’s response.It's not that I didn’t like how I was feelings things I thought I would never get to feel again that bothered me, no. It was the fact that these feelings won’t be enough to heal me back to my own self and make this work between us. It will only lead to him having false hope for things to work out and hurt him in the long run.Doesn’t it bother him really? That every time he looks at me he sees my ugly eye patch? That he knows the horrible, disgusting things I have had to do every night with all sorts of men? How can he even look at me so warmly? Think about having a future with me?Urgh! It’s all because of the damn bond! It’s masking the way he should really feel about me, about my dreadful past. When will it wear off? When will he begin to realize that his feelings ar
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Andrea’s POV His voice, his scent, his violating touches, and his disgusting taste was invading all my senses. Alpha King was domineering my subconscious, twisting reality with my nightmares and filling them with pain. I knew I was stuck inside my own head, somehow I could sense it that I was just reliving my trauma and not experiencing a new session but I just couldn’t get out of it no matter how much I tried to. I thought I would never wake up, I thought I would be stuck in that hell forever but eventually I did. And if I thought waking up was going to end all my nightmares, I was extremely wrong. I opened my eyes to dim lights and the face of the second person I fear the most, Alec. He was hovering over me while I was laying naked on the cold, hard floor. It was too much for my tortured soul that I lashed out at him, My mind conjuring twisted sick images of him raping me too and I reacted accordingly. I pushed him away from me with all my might and was about to scream at him
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Andrea’s POVI stood my ground, not letting him intimidate me with what he said as I said back coldly “What more could there be? You think avenging my brother’s death is not enough cause for me to go after you? I don’t know about you, but family matters to me”He shook his head in determination “No, you’re hiding something else. You know me. Like really know me. That day in the forest, that wasn’t the first time we met. I am sure of it”There is no chance he knows who I am. I was eight years old the last time he saw me, and even then he paid me no attention at all because I was merely a child in his eyes. There is no way he recognized me.But what made him sure that I know him?“You’re wrong. If we met before, trust me, you would have remembered me. I am quite unforgettable” I said bitingly.“That’s what frustrates me the most. I can’t seem to remember meeting you at all. But still, you’re hiding something else. For the last time I’m asking you, tell me the whole damn truth before I a
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Alec’s POVI fucking hate her!She is everything I did not want in a mate!Stubborn, disobedient, ungrateful, resentful, and so full of anger it is no wonder she got herself in so much trouble.She can’t see right from wrong and it will not make this end well for her. Her hatred is blinding her from seeing what’s in front of her.Because here she is, scared out of her mind that I was about to hurt her or worse rape her when I already told her I would never do such a thing! Everything I said back at that cell passed right out of her other ear and she refused to believe a word out of everything I said to her.She was gazing at me with eyes that held so much pain and agony for what she thought was about to happen to her, My heart screamed at me to do everything I can to wipe that look off her face permanently. To never have her look at me like that again. But I know that’s not just my heart, that’s the mate bond be
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Alec’s POV“Making her clean the entire place is such a nice thing to do, that’s how you think she will believe you’re actually a good person? You’re doing this all wrong! She needs assurances and softness, not this! You ruined all our chances to be with her by being a cold dick!” Maddox growled angrily at me.“Watch it! I am not being a dick, She’s making me treat her this cruelly. Because even if I show her kindness, she still won’t trust me enough to tell me anything. She already has her mind made up about me for some fucking unknown reason!”“And you just confirmed she is right to think that way by telling her She’s our slave!” he shot back dryly.I ignored him, he wouldn’t understand even if I tried to explain it to him.Kindness goes both ways and I won’t be the first one to display it. She hurt me first, she made my heart bleed and darkened it, it was h
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Mila’s POVAfter he left me to rest in the morning, I didn’t do much.I went to the room he indicated and as soon as my eyes landed on the huge, super soft looking bed, a long yawn escaped me.I climbed into the bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow, I was fast asleep. It was like a magic spell my body needed to give in to the five years of built up lack of sleep and tiredness from sleeping on the hard, cold ground all this time.It felt like minutes when a loud knock woke me up again.I sat up and looked at the window in disorientation. It was probably the afternoon, making me realize I slept so deeply, I lost track of time even though I told myself I was only going to have a short nap because I need to start exploring the pack house on my own and figure out where 300 was being locked up.I got up and walked towards the door, not knowing whether it was Ryan or someone else. The thought of a stranger made me a bit nervous but
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Ryan’s POVI was running like crazy with my heart up my throat from panic I am not usually used to feeling, even during the many battles I joined in on with Alec in his attempt to rid the world of rogues. I never felt this amount of dread as I did now at the thought of not finding her or losing her before I got the chance to help her heal.I can’t find Mila.I came back to my place an hour before dinner and have looked everywhere for her in my quarters but she wasn’t there. So I started searching the entire pack house looking for her, asking anyone if they saw her at all.“Calm down! You’re the one who told her she can wander around. She must be here somewhere” Sword tried to calm me down.“I didn’t want to make her think she’s a prisoner again but I didn’t expect her to really wander around on her own in an unknown place. I thought she’d be too reluctant because of her past! I shoul
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My Alpha, My Hellfire Acknowledgement
Another book finished and another thank you to everyone who reached this far and finished the book, I’m glad you stuck around and went through this journey with me. I hope it met your expectations and was worth your coins and bonuses. I have to admit, this was the hardest book to write until now. Not for lack of imagination, but more like lack of motivation in addition to multiple sicknesses that overtook me through the course of writing this book, it all made me spend many days not having the right mood to write and I didn’t force it because I would never write unless I was focused one hundred percent otherwise it wouldn’t be fair to my characters nor readers. But I am glad I was finally able to pull through and finish it and it all comes down to one person who kept me going. This book is dedicated to you, you made me have the energy and will to keep writing despite everything. When it felt like no one else was reading the book, you gave me everything I needed to continue writing
My Alpha, My Hellfire Epilogue
The Moon Goddess’s POVIf you ask me what are the best moments I enjoy watching between two mates I have paired together, I will have more than one answer for you.The moment they first meet and their wolves whisper that one word I love hearing the most, the moment they pretend they hate and loathe each other or act as if they hate the fact that they were each other’s mates or even when they get angry with me for mating them, the moment they begin to feel that tiny little spark of love but try as hell to hide it even from themselves, the moment they start with a verbal or physical angry fight and end up kissing each other heatedly, the moment they show their care for each other even when they visibly and stubbornly insist they don’t, the moment they finally accept and admit how much they are madly in love with the other, and even the small little moments they do or say something that shows me how right I was to pair them together…. Like this moment right now for example.It was three
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Andrea’s POVAfter what seemed like forever, she nodded her head at him and looked down at his hand that was clamped over her mouth, asking him to remove it so she can talk.“Keep your voice down” he asked gently before removing his hand away, and got off her, giving her a little space to sit up against the wall.She had wavy, long, brown hair that she kept tied in a low pony tail. Her brown eyes were gazing at Robert uncertainly, unsure about his claim that he wouldn’t harm her even if she agrees to help.“How will you break the spell on the bracelet? Alpha King is the only one who has the key to unlock it” she said in a small, raspy voice.“Are you going to help us?” he asked pressingly before answering her earlier question.“If you promise to let me live after I uncast it. Give me your word” she said tensely.“You have my word. As soon as you uncast the spell, your freedom is yours. You can either portal out of here and go anywhere you want or you can stay until the battle is over
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Andrea’s POVRobert was busying himself with transferring the food from the trolley to the small round table when he got Jude’s text.He took his phone out of his black jeans pocket and visibly stiffened in his place after reading it.He started typing after a few seconds and Jude read his reply out loud “There is no way I am doing anything to hurt her. Find another way while I feed her, she’s starving”Davina said heartily “Ethan please! Is there anyway you can…. I don’t know! Cut the feed or something! Make it look like the camera broke down. They probably won’t interrupt him just to fix it in the middle of his paid session right?”“That won’t work, a camera once broke down during one of the sessions and they…. moved us to another room instantly” Mila said nervously before lowering her head down sadly.Ryan squeezed her shoulder supportively and raised her head back up by touching her chin gently.They looked at each other without exchanging words and she nodded her head at him emot
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Andrea’s POV“A man by the name of Ryan Evans told me about this place. He’s a dear friend of mine and we regularly keep in touch. Told me he bought a slave from you a while back and seemed pretty satisfied with his purchase. It tempted me to visit this place and experience it for myself” Robert said egotistically.Ryan put his arm around Mila protectively after what Robert said. She leaned into him and clutched his shirt tightly.It was the answer Alec and Ryan suggested for Robert to say. It seemed fitting considering he met him pretty recently and would most probably remember Ryan’s name more than any other name Robert might come up with to avoid any suspicion and further questioning by alpha King.Alpha King’s face split into a bright grin as he nodded his head enthusiastically “Oh yes, I remember beta Ryan. I also remember that slave he purchased, she was a long time favorite of mine. It was a little sad to part with her because she was pretty useful around here but well…beta Rya
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Andrea’s POVI released a deep sigh for what felt like the thousand times in the past hour alone.I was barely holding it together but I could feel that control slowly slipping the closer we reach to the go time of the battle.Alec made sure to keep me by his side the entire day today, knowing how much I need him by my side for as long as possible before he leaves.Yesterday was a turning point for us, not just because we made love multiple times and confessed our love to each other, but also because I realized how much his love for me got me out of my darkness and gave me a new happy beginning I never thought I would be able to have before he came along. Being with him takes all my fears and pain away. Being with him makes me feel blessed, safe, and happy.That’s why I was slowly getting restless the closer it gets to his departure. I needed him like I needed air, like I needed my beating heart.I cannot lose him, not now, not ever.Everyone was ready and on alert. All the warriors f
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Andrea’s POV“You have no idea how much you telling her you love her really affected her Alec” I mind linked him affectionately.It’s been two hours since our wolves officially met each other and they are still inseparable until now. They won’t let us shift back yet despite Alec having a ton of responsibilities to do and prepare for tomorrow.“She’s truly adorable, Maddox is totally smitten” Alec said lovingly.I chuckled and asked him lightly “I want to talk to him as well, don’t shift right away ok?”“He wants to meet you too. I finally got him to start saying goodbye, they are reluctant but he does understand that I have somethings that need to be done before tomorrow. I’m sorry I’m going to have to leave you on your own until dinner” he said apologetically.“Don’t worry about me I will hang out with Mila. I love you”“I love you too, Andy”I shifted back into my body while Maddox stayed in his form, gazing at me with glowing light blue eyes.I stepped closer to him, I didn’t need
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Alec’s POV Her outburst took me a little by surprise but it kind of made me admire her more. Okay, yes I was trying to protect her from the scary truth, I didn’t want to make her imagine the worst case scenario or make her fears worsen for tomorrow, but she also had a point… kind of. She’s not eight anymore. She will become my Luna and she needs to learn to remain strong in the face of any threat or doom that might or might not come at us in the following years. If she falls apart, the rest of the pack will fall apart as well so she needs to keep her fears well hidden and stand strong despite everything. A part of me wanted to keep her protected and hide her from ever getting hurt or scared again, but a bigger part completely understood her. I said she isn’t weak before and I meant it. She is really strong, so strong because despite falling apart consistently in the past few days, she still picked herself up and handled everything that was thrown at her despite how hard it was to t
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Alec’s POV“Say it again” I asked softly, my soul requesting to hear this sentence over and over again. I realized that I too longed for that sentence to be said to me. I wasn’t as deprived of love as she was for the past ten years, but let’s just say it’s been a rough month that had me realizing that I needed her in my life now more than ever and was thankful; despite the very horrible circumstances in which we met, that I had finally found her… My fated mate, the one chosen for me by the moon goddess. I pray she forgives me for cursing her out at first because I seriously thought she had it out for me for making this girl my mate, but now I know she was really giving me exactly who I deserve to spend the rest of my life loving and caring for.She smiled, knowing how much her admitting her feelings to me made me very delighted.“I love you so hard, Alec” she said tenderly with a bright smile, the brightest
