All Chapters of The Howl of Rejection: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

Time passed by, whether I was living my life or not. There was a whole world outside these cells, and I wasn't sure I would ever see or be a part of it again. Killian hadn't spoken to me since the day he told me everything, and that was three days ago. I figured he was giving me time to think about my options. But he clearly told me that I'd be the one who would want to be with him, and I didn't want it to happen. I'll die first. Mate or die it's basically what he told me. But the way I see it, it's either kill or be killed.I would never willingly mate him, so the only other option for him is to kill me. Unless I can somehow manage to kill him first, I doubt I can do it. It had been a total of four days since I had last seen Erix. I was slowly dying inside without him. Although I couldn't use our mating link to connect with him and I couldn't use my wolf, I could still feel him, but that would fade away soon as well. I wish I knew what he was feeling, what he was thinking, or if h

"What about her? Why isn't she fighting?" I asked Killian, motioning my eyes to the little girl. He followed my gaze to her, disappointment crossing his features. "Some children adapt sooner than others. Sometimes we get the children too late; they can't be saved from their ways and rebel. If they are not with us, they're against us.""What happens to them?" My subconscious warned me not to ask, but I had to know the answer, however frightening it may be. Is it really better to be oblivious in these situations and never know the horrible truths?"They're put down," Killian answered immediately. "There is no other option. If they can't be tamed, we no longer have a use for them."Oh, Goddess. Nausea and dizziness hit me like a tidal wave, and I thought I might throw up. Unable to accept this part of reality, I put my hand in front of me and stepped back. "You can't be serious. You are killing innocent children. How monstrous you become, Killian. What happened to you? Why are you doi

Anger at the unknown person coursed through me. "Who?" I demanded slamming my fist on the table. "Who is the betrayer?" Killian didn't bat an eye and only shook his head at me. "Are you sure you really want to know? What's learned can never be undone." "I don't care. Tell me who?" Whoever they are, deserves to be brought to justice. And if it's the last thing I do, I'll see to it that happens. "See for yourself. They'll be here next week with Tobias and then you'll know." He reached out his hand, tucked a loose strand of blonde hair behind my ear and offered his best pity smile. "You should be careful who you trust." "I could say the same to you," I sneered. I didn't have to explain who I meant. He knew. And it was exactly instilling Killian's faith in me by saying the thing I had been, but the newest had taken more than off guard. Erix wasn't the only one being thrown off his game. So was I. Killian dropped his hand and stood up from his chair as the guard delivered me t

Killian helped me to bed and sat me on end. I propped myself up on my knees. My hands clutched them firmly. I don't want to be on Killian's bad side. Ever since he threatened me and I heard his story, Killian has become a lunatic in my eyes. He and Rijel were brothers. Their parents were separated, but both boys went to their rogue mother. The next story he told me, they both went through hardship at the hands of alphas after their mother's death. Soon, the boys were both adopted by two alphas who pitied them. To make the story short, Axian, who knew his alpha, killed his mate, Killian, and Rijel's mother took revenge.Killian wasn't Renato's real son. That explained everything. Killian probably developed bipolarity and a sadistic personality since childhood, and he hid it well until now. "You probably want to change clothes, too," Killian added. He walked to the closet and pulled out a pair of white maternity pajamas. I referred to them as my asylum wear. Everything I owned was wh

If Killian and I are officially mated, and I don't escape, will I even want to anymore? What if I love him too much? Can I ever leave him? What if I love him more than Erix? I quickly shook my head off those thoughts before getting lost and unable to dig myself out. I looked down and placed my hand on my stomach. There is no guarantee that my baby will know its father other than Killian once he marks me. Erix is the only father, not to someone else. "If only I could do anything to help you, Rain, I already did. I don't want you to stay with Killian. He may be Rijel's brother, but he's unstable and frightens me. He is a very determined person, Rain. He gets everything he wants because he'll do everything to get it by crook or hook. The moment he told us that he found you and no longer wanted Isabelle, I could've imagined what he did after that. Among the two brothers, Killian is the worst. He knew how to play his game." The way she talked about him sent chills up my spine. Everythi