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Chapter 90: Helplessness

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If Killian and I are officially mated, and I don't escape, will I even want to anymore? What if I love him too much? Can I ever leave him? What if I love him more than Erix?

I quickly shook my head off those thoughts before getting lost and unable to dig myself out. I looked down and placed my hand on my stomach. There is no guarantee that my baby will know its father other than Killian once he marks me. Erix is the only father, not to someone else.

"If only I could do anything to help you, Rain, I already did. I don't want you to stay with Killian. He may be Rijel's brother, but he's unstable and frightens me. He is a very determined person, Rain. He gets everything he wants because he'll do everything to get it by crook or hook. The moment he told us that he found you and no longer wanted Isabelle, I could've imagined what he did after that. Among the two brothers, Killian is the worst. He knew how to play his game."

The way she talked about him sent chills up my spine. Everythi
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