HANA Ever since the surgery, I was so scared about sex. I lost the confidence I built for days, and one night is all it took for Bash to prove that it's no big deal. To bleed again for the first time felt nothing. In fact, I was left thinking about the other things; every kiss, every touch, every breath and every lingering gaze. Here I am, lying on Bash's bed, staring at his watch, sitting quietly on the bedside table and smiling to myself. My body is still sore but my heart feels good. Our clothes from last night are discarded everywhere on the floor. I picked out the shirt I wore for a brief moment last night before he removed it from me. I haven't worn any of my boyfriend's shirts before especially after sex. It feels too intimate, and I was always used to feel disconnected from them. But today, I didn't hesitate to pick Bash's shirt. Because I am a fool. He was gentle, and that's all it took for me to fall for him. I got down expecting Bash, cooking breakfast in
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