All Chapters of the lonely wolf (bxb): Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

(Ryker) " I don't feel so good." I said as I got in bed next to Elias who woke up because of the noise I was making before. ' what's wrong with you?' He asked. Not in a worried tone, but an irritated one. " probably a stomach bug or something, don't mind me. I'm just going to sleep it off." I replied as I started to snuggle with the pillows. Still thinking about what max had done, I couldn't help but want to vomit every time. Max found it funny though, laughing at my expense. I am never going to give him control ever again. ' maybe it was something you ate before, would you like some tea?' I shook my head at Elias's question, closing my eyes as I groaned. " I'm just going to sleep it off, hopefully I'll be better in a couple hours or so." I said and he nodded his head. It didn't help that max was teasing me, it wasn't funny at all. Sure I would have killed Sheila myself, but i wouldn't resort to eating her! That's the last thing that was on my mind. But max is a wolf so I had no

(Elias) ' I really want to know what I should do Raina. Should I forgive him or not?' I was confused. My feelings were getting stronger and stronger as the days goes by for Ryker and I didn't know what to do. Raina and I are currently at the tree house hanging out after I told her that I wanted to come here. " I can't tell you what to do Elias, that would only confuse you more. You should look deep within yourself to see if this is what you want or not. Only you can answer that question." I groaned at her reply and shook my head. This didn't make any sense, none of it did. ' how can I know the answer when I'm so confused? It doesn't matter if he's my mate or not, I just don't know if I should trust him or...or forgive him for what he did a-and try to move on. I can't...." I started to sob as I looked back at all the things I've been through. All I wanted was love, I wanted a family dammit! Was that too much to ask for? What wrong have I done to be treated like this? Life is not fa

(Ryker) " you can't be serious!" I shouted, not believing what he was saying. He only stared at me with a blank expression on his face, as if challenging me to try and stop him. I shook my head while standing up, as I began to pace because I didn't know what to do anymore. " I'm finally able to settle down and start a relationship with my mate after so long and this is what you're telling me? What you told me before now, was it all a lie? Was it a way of getting me to be soft so that I can let you do this?" I asked even though I didn't believe that was his intention. ' no Ryker that's not it at all. My parents must know something about my powers and how I can get it back. Plus I won't go alone, I'll have Raina there with me and I'm sure now that I've told you, you would be there as well.' He replied with a scoff before folding his arms. Damn right I'll be there. I wouldn't let him go through this without being there to comfort him. ' stop acting as if you're perfect, you wanted to

(Elias)Over the weeks everything seemed normal so far. They held a ceremony for kai and I, making us officially a Luna of the pack. I chose that title instead of being an alpha because Ryker was already the alpha here and I felt like I was cheating fate, so I went with the Luna title. I wasn't born an alpha, so it was better that way. I was making a lot of progress here which was new. I didn't hate the dark sea pack anymore, as it became my home away from home. Today is the 7th of June and the day I was making plans with everyone here in the office on how I was going to enter my parents pack. I wanted to do this as quickly as I can so that I could get it out of the way. There was no use in dragging this out when I have better things to do with my life. Ryker on the other hand had proven to me that he really did change. Even though we were still going to therapy and getting the help we needed, he did make some changes on his own. He had stopped killing rogues and even offered some a

(Elias) It was too much for me. I don't even know why I was stressing myself so much when I already knew what I was getting myself into. But seeing them again, had left me feeling emotionally drained. Not even Ryker knew how to comfort me, no one knew. I wanted to be alone, so I informed Ryker that I was going for a walk by myself even though he didn't like it. Crossing the border, I took my clothes off and shifted into my wolf form, then picked them up with my mouth before running through the forest. I didn't know where I was going until I spotted the one place I thought I'd never see again, the cave. Forest whimpered a little when he saw what was once our home. I shifted back into my human form and got dressed before entering the cave. I looked around in disbelief as I couldn't believe this used to be my home. It used to be forest home when he was in control back then. ' it's cold in here.' I said to forest who was still whimpering, sad because of the things we had experienced