Semua Bab The Babies Of Two Alphas : Bab 131 - Bab 140

"Which way?" I asked him."Take a left on this road." he replied.I turned the key in the ignition and stepped on the gas pedal. The engine roared to life immediately causing me to jump slightly."Sorry." Sergio chuckled."Don't worry, I'm used to it."We drove for a bit before arriving at the park. There we stopped in front of the swing sets. I wanted to ask him how old he was when he started swinging, but I didn't. Instead I decided to just keep quiet. Maybe he'll explain it to me if I ask him."So, why don't you go play somewhere else? Or do you prefer to sit here and watch me swing for a while?" I asked him."No, it's fine." he responded quickly."Good." I smiled at him.I didn't say anything. After a couple of minutes I heard him sigh again. I glanced at him in surprise and saw that he was staring intently at the ground and biting his lip."What? Is something wrong?" I asked him.He looked up at me and I could see a trace of sadness in his blue eyes. He sighed again and ran his h

After spending most of the afternoon with Sergio, I returned to my apartment and went straight to bed. I fell asleep almost instantly. When I opened my eyes the following morning, I was surprised to see that I slept in later than usual, which was unusual. Normally I was usually the first one up. As I climbed out of bed and started stretching, my cell phone buzzed next to me. It was Sergio. I picked it up and looked at the notification. I rolled my eyes. I should have known that he wouldn't miss class today.I looked around the room and decided to text him while I got ready for school.I replied, throwing myself onto my bed and burying my face in the pillows. I heard a knock on my door, and I ignored it. Then again, a few moments later, there was a knock again. And then again. And then another, louder knock. I groaned and covered my face with my hands. I slowly got out of bed and went to open the door. When I opened it, Sergio was standing there with a small smile on his face. "Mor

Sometimes it feels like a burden to carry the guilt that is attached to me everyday. I try to ignore it, but sometimes the guilt gets to me. I think it gets to everyone too. Even those who pretend they aren't bothered. Like people who have a lot of responsibilities. And even more, people who are burdened by the burden they carry. Like me. And Sergio. He carries a huge weight on his shoulders, and that makes it even harder for him to smile sometimes. Maybe that's why it hurts me to see him struggling.I can tell that he loves me. In fact, he adores me. And he's trying hard to show me that. But it's just not enough. The pain is still there. The guilt. The guilt that comes with being a human being. I know it's wrong of me to blame myself, but it's easier for me to live with that than to admit that I'm the reason behind all of this. And that's why I've been trying my hardest not to acknowledge my feelings towards Sergio. I know it's not right, but if I can just hide them for a little w

"Sorry. It's just that you didn't give me a chance." I said looking down."Irish?" He called my name in a quiet voice.I looked back up at him. He was staring at me intensely, like he wanted to ask me something but didn't know if he could."What is it?"He didn't reply immediately. Instead he sighed heavily. "When you told me last night that you love me too. I thought that you meant that you love me more than a friend. I thought you actually meant that you love me as more than a friend." He explained.My cheeks started turning pink. I hadn't expected him to mention that, because I hadn't even realized it myself. Of course, I loved him as more than a friend. I mean, I wouldn't have ever admitted it to him otherwise.I shrugged my shoulders. "Well, it's true.""Yes. But I'm afraid I didn't understand you. Because of course I love you too. And yes, you're my best friend, but I also love you as more than that.""Well, maybe I love you differently. You're my best friend, but I also love yo

"Of course, we'll try it." I answered reluctantly, earning a big smile from my dad. "I mean, it sounds perfect.""Great!" She exclaimed happily. "I'll be right back." She hurriedly rose from the chair and left the kitchen.We waited a few seconds after she disappeared into the hall before my father cleared his throat. "So.. where is Sergio?""I'm not sure. I didn't see him anywhere in the house." I lied, frowning.I was worried that he might have gone out somewhere. But I didn't want to worry my parents. They needed all the happiness they could find right now. Besides, I hoped Sergio was alright. He'd probably feel bad if he saw me crying over what had happened. I felt horrible about what I had done to him. I had never been so cruel to anyone before, especially Sergio.After a couple of minutes, my mother walked back into the room carrying a small plate with two plates. There was some kind of pasta and cheese on each plate. The smell alone brought a big smile on my face as I sniffed