You're my boyfriend

Dear Irish,

I must apologize. Yesterday I was quite upset, and I don't want to add to your troubles. I know that I shouldn't have taken that way out. I hope you don't take it to heart. When I told you that I loved you, I meant every word. It was very hard for me to say those words, because I'm afraid that I'll lose you one day. Maybe even today. And it would be very painful for me, to lose you. However, I know that I'll never forget you, because I always see you as my best friend.

I'll miss you. I love you. I love your smile, your laugh, your gentle ways, and I will always remember them. I will cherish every single second with you.

Sergio.

I sighed deeply and put the note back on the sink. Tears began to fill my eyes once again. I wiped them away quickly before turning around to leave the bathroom, closing the door behind me quietly and walking down the corridor towards the kitchen.

I could hear the sound of the water running. My mother was sitting at the table with her head resti