All Chapters of LOVING HIS CAPTIVE MAFIA: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

LEE-I was angry and couldn't put words into my emotions. I grabbed his hand and pushed him towards the wall. He stood with his eyes wide open. I know he's feeling it too, but we were just busy suppressing our feelings for each other. My mind was filled with questions, what I'm doing is right or not. But I was too dumb to think rational, and just wanted to eat him alive. I could hear his breathing which was getting louder every second, I put my hand on his chest and he tried to avoid my eyes. "Relax, I know you want this too." I said but his heart beat got even louder and I couldn't help but smile. His eyes were shining as my hand swiftly reached his neck, he wasn't resisting but also wasn't giving in either. Maybe he was trying to put sense into his actions, perhaps debating if he should do it or not. I, myself was giving it a thought if I should kiss him or not, his lips looked so red and bright that I just wanted to suck them until they get swollen. I wanted to endeavor him comp

JORDAN-I figured; Cole was the one who killed Jasmine. He finally confronted and things became really confusing as now, Lee would be heart broken. Cole wasn’t just a mere bodyguard but his brother, he already went through a lot, the poor guy had to deal with so many things.The inexplicable pain that I was feeling for Lee, how is he going to be sane when things take turn like this. The thought of Lee going crazy made my whole-body shiver in terror, I know he loves Jasmine despite of what she’s done to him but I knew my heart wanted to be with him.This love is impossible, as I can never bring myself to date a man who has tortured me. My conscience won’t allow me to do so, I know the journey I'm on will be very painful for me as this love would be unrequited and even if it is, my mind won’t let me.I don’t know when it started but it would be very tough for me to put an end to this nonsense. As Lee used to approach me come unexpectedly close to me

LEE-Everything was bizarre for me and I chose to ran from the very place Jordan was sitting at. I had this habit of escaping every time when things don’t go my way, I don’t know about others but was really exasperated by this habit of mine.I had nowhere to go, because the dumbest of all, ‘Lee’ had given his room to Jordan, this house was jam-packed with rooms but I found comfort only in mine as the other felt very distant.I wanted to talk to Cole, but wasn’t prepared yet. What he’s done is something I can’t forget easily nor forgive him like it meant nothing to me. Jasmine was a traitor and it wasn’t my fault, nor was Cole taking actions without me in the know, my fault would be letting it slide. No one has the right to stab me in the back or take actions on my behalf.I wanted to see what everyone was doing so I chose to go in the control room out of boredom. I gave at look at every footage but my eyes stopped moving when they saw Jordan, he was sitting on ‘my bed’ and I was typic

JORDAN- I didn’t play dumb this time; he was too busy focusing on something that I didn’t care of and took the keys of my freedom out while applying bandage. How can someone be so reckless? He was busy kissing me and didn’t realize that he was lying on shreds. I was really worried for him but also wanted to escape, not sure from this hell or the feelings I hold for Lee. Perhaps, I wanted to run from Lee as I couldn’t bring myself to fall for someone who held me captive.Things were getting out of hands as the distance between us was tumbling, we kissed and none of us were against it. Furthermore, I don’t have the slightest idea of what Lee is feeling towards me. Is he playing with me, or he genuinely feels something for me?That won’t be possible, right? He is definitely playing with me, why would he have feelings for the one he hates, but then, how can I justify his actions of not letting me go? If he feels nothing than, I wouldn’t be here, right?Does that even matter? I got the ke

LEE-Jordan might leave if I leave him alone with that guard, this won’t be the first time he would try to escape. He might even kill my men this time, I can’t let go of him. Jordan thought he stole the key from me but now he can effortlessly snatch it from my guard.Nonetheless, the moment he dropped the letter from his hands in pure bliss, I couldn’t help but laugh at his cuteness. His reaction changed drastically as he stared at me in panic. This was probably one of the best moments we’ve had so far.I was smiling internally in order to not embarrass him, but couldn’t help it while walking outside and busted in laughter. I knew he hear me and is probably feeling ashamed at his idiocy but he doesn’t have to be this cute, does he?I turned around and went towards my room, I took the key from my guard’s hand and showed him the exit. Jordan was in the shower; and hasn’t taken a bath since he left the doctor’s cabin. I waited for a while without disturbing him.I sat on my desk and hear