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CHAPTER 13 "This love is impossible"

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JORDAN-

I figured; Cole was the one who killed Jasmine. He finally confronted and things became really confusing as now, Lee would be heart broken. Cole wasn’t just a mere bodyguard but his brother, he already went through a lot, the poor guy had to deal with so many things.

The inexplicable pain that I was feeling for Lee, how is he going to be sane when things take turn like this. The thought of Lee going crazy made my whole-body shiver in terror, I know he loves Jasmine despite of what she’s done to him but I knew my heart wanted to be with him.

This love is impossible, as I can never bring myself to date a man who has tortured me. My conscience won’t allow me to do so, I know the journey I'm on will be very painful for me as this love would be unrequited and even if it is, my mind won’t let me.

I don’t know when it started but it would be very tough for me to put an end to this nonsense. As Lee used to approach me come unexpectedly close to me
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