Semua Bab The creature inside me: Bab 11 - Bab 20

“Who gave you the permission to let them go?!” Mark snarled, sending a death glare to Hannah. Zadkiel and Abel stood at the corner of the office with their hands joined in front of them. “Zadkiel was crying in pain. Mr Ford said he knows a doctor who can help.” She spoke, hanging her head low. “And who made that revelation on Mr Ford that Zadkiel was in pain and he decided to show up here?” He questioned, arching his eyebrow. Before she could answer, Zadkiel beat her to it. “I asked her to call him. I thought he is rich so maybe he knows a doctor we can’t afford, who can treat me.” Zadkiel didn’t stutter while answering. He could feel Irvin inside the building and that was enough confidence for him. Mark wasn’t going to get convinced this time so easily. As he opened his mouth to further investigate, there was a knock on the door. “Yes?” He bellowed. A lady entered the room. “Mr Ford is here to meet you.” She informed Mark who rolled his eyes in anger. “Tell him to come in.” He

Zadkiel was staring at the spot where Irvin had first parked his car, through the window and kept replaying the first meeting he had with Irvin. He smiled thinking how confused he was. It’s not that he wasn’t confused anymore but just at that point he did a terrible job at hiding it. He was still going through that pain daily. It had been 4 days since he saw Irvin. He needed him every day, all the time. He was craving his touch, his smell and his warmth. He just wanted to be in his arms. Every time, the pain exceeded the tolerance level and something in his mind whimpered for Irvin, he’d just cuddle a pillow tightly, thinking it was Irvin. Sometimes it worked. Sometimes it didn’t. “Still trying to make his car magically reappear on that spot?” He heard Abel and smiled at his comment. He turned around and leaned his back against the wall beside the window, tilting his head a little to face his friend. “Any news on him?” He questioned him, hoping that Irvin had at least asked about hi

Zadkiel’s heat was over and he was now feeling more relaxed than ever. He started helping Hannah with accounts. He was trying to fully indulge himself in his previous routine. He liked himself better when he hadn’t met Irvin because then the only thing he had on his mind was what would he be doing when death will knock at his door but recently he had only one thought in his mind. Has Irvin already rejected him? Though a voice in his brain said that he hadn’t because he somehow knew that he’d feel the breaking of the bond. He couldn’t believe that he was actually believing the bond shit. Well, in all the things that were happening, what Irvin had told him felt very less strange and made a lot of sense. Though he still didn’t understand that if Irvin was just like him, why wasn’t he dying like Zadkiel? He wasn’t complaining but he was confused because he knew that whatever he was going through had something to do with his demonic side. Zadkiel was doing the accounts work in Hannah’s

“Guess what? I have convinced Sister Hannah to convince Father to call Irvin here to ask him about the doctor he took you to.” Abel proudly informed Zadkiel who was busy throwing the ball at the wall and then catching it when it bounced back. “You’re wasting time and energy. Irvin doesn’t care now.” Zadkiel murmured and didn’t even try to tell Abel that Irvin never took him to any doctor. They never had a conversation about him after that night because then Zadkiel almost tried to kill Mark in his office and Abel witnessed it. “Well, talk to him one last time.” Abel insisted. Zadkiel didn’t answer and kept playing with the ball. He had shed his fair share of tears over it. He wasn’t going to even try now. He wouldn’t. If Irvin didn’t want him, he didn’t want Irvin as well. What’s the worst gonna happen? Irvin said he’d die? Well, he was already dying. Just that he thought he’d spend the last of his days with Irvin and that’s the only thing that kept making him sad from time to time

Zadkiel had informed Mark about his decision to go with Irvin. He didn’t want to hide it. Of course, Mark tried to change his mind but Zadkiel was very much persistent that he wanted to go with him and there’s nothing Mark could do to stop him.Mark let him live in his dream for few days and was thinking of new strategies to make Zadkiel stay. He was well aware that Zadkiel must have thought something about Abel and that’s why he was so confident in his decision.Zadkiel was sitting with Hannah in her office and helping her with account details when Hannah looked up at him and saw him whistling while doing the work. She never saw him radiating this many happy vibes.“You look happy.” She looks back down on the register she was holding. Zadkiel stopped whistling and glanced at her.“Is that a bad thing?” He smiled at her.“No. It’s just I never saw you like this. So alive.” She commented, meeting his gaze and giving him a soft smile.“I still don’t see a problem in it.” Zadkiel s