It’s been so long since I last felt this foreign feeling, I couldn’t even blink normally due to what my heart feels right now. All I could do is to stare at the wall, like what I always do when my mind is in a state of being in turmoil. Breath in, breath out. “He’s your husband, Euphoria. Your husband, okay? Not a high school crush or something,” I reminded myself while my feet is on the wall while my hands were playing with something on the floor of the rooftop. I chuckled upon saying that thought in a whisper. Yes, he is my husband, but I still, feel like I am living with a stranger on whom I have a crush. The last thing I felt about this one is way back in college. When our parents forced us to live under the same roof for us to be so closed since we were about to marry each other when the time comes. Well, we still ended up together, but not in a situation I expected back then. We ended way far from that situation.I can’t help but stare at the millions of stars, shining so brig
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