I was silently eating the apple I sliced lately while waiting for Leira to wake up again. The chaos gave her so much exhaustion, I know. Good thing, the commotion ended without anyone being in a critical condition. I protruded my lips while lying on the couch freely with heavy breaths mixed with heavy emotions all over my being, that I couldn’t even think straight. I still can’t move on about what happened lately for I still could feel my trembling hands upon watching Leira in a state of breaking down. The eyes of the woman Steffano brought instantly popped in my mind, making me tightened my fist upon thinking she might be one of the reasons why this thing happened to my little fella. But I sighed in the end, trying to calm my senses since the commotion’s already done and there is no point for me to feel this nonsense. They all vanished our sight the moment Leira said she wants everyone gone except her momma, which made my heart. At that moment, I instantly caressed her, thinking t
We have been staring with each other for almost a minute and it’s me who broke the cold stares between us. I didn’t even dare to drop a voice to him, and just looked at him as if I have been looking at the wall full of nothingness.My face began to heat up, pertaining that tears were now ready to flow from my eyes upon hearing his promises in my mind while looking straight to his eyes with a sudden gulp, for me to control my emotions. Being deafened due to his words in the past is what I have been feeling as of the moment.After a minute, I diverted my gaze elsewhere, for I am fully aware that the atmosphere is starting to be filled with awkwardness. From my peripheral vision, I noticed him walk towards our direction, especially to Leira’s bed.I remained Silent upon lifting my head, trying to see his reaction when he successfully sat next to the kid, talking to her in a whisper even she’s sleeping. After a moment of silence inside the room, I decided to maneuver my body, readying my
I woke up due to the cold floor that keeps touching my skin. I could barely open my eyes due to something that hinders me to open it, but I know the whole place is the last place I want to be situated. It feels like hell.Every thing is filled with darkness, and the only thing I can do is to move my body even it is so difficult for me to do so. I crumpled in pain when my elbow touched something very sharp. Now I am certain, I got lots of bruises because of it. I was handcuffed and I can’t even scream due to a cloth that was covered in my mouth. I can’t even maneuver my feet for it was being chained. All I could do is to cry helplessly without a voice.Why am I in this situation? Why do they always wants me to suffer? Damn this life of mine! I tried screaming without my actual voice, but I know I will end up tiring myself for nothing. It is so useless. After minutes of sobbing, sensing if there is someone around the area, I decided to just sit still, for I am already used to this kin
The filthy old man diverted his eyes on my direction while wearing his filthy wide grin, revealing his teeth. I could even see the golden teeth and his messy mustache, making him looks like one of the masterminds of a certain illegal organizations. There’s a big possibility, due to the way he act. I remained silent with a very pressed lips while trying to roam my eyes around the whole area, figuring out on how I can escape from this hellish place, but I doubt that, for the whole room was filled with tattooed and mustached men. And I only looks like little kitten begging for survival in front of them. But as of today, I haven’t feel fear or any emotions related to that. I felt nothing.I was just listening to the old man’s conversation with my husband with a poker face upon thinking that act is only a waste of their time. They’re just wasting their time talking with Steffano. He don’t care about me. “I know you’ve known me, mate. Why not a having a short reunion with an old of friend
“You’re so fucking hardheaded. Why can’t you just stay and take care of Leira? I shouldn’t have let you leave. Damn it.” I heard some murmurs and curses as I was forcing myself to open my eyes, but my head is too heavy for me to move even my brows. I felt like I was glued the moment I tried moving my body.I tried activating my ears fully but all I could hear is a buzzing sound mixed with a man’s voice, and I know it is from the man I once loved. His voice changed a little bit, but I know it’s him. The only thing that made the frustration from my system got increased is the fact that I can’t hear him clearly. I tried moving my body but it feels like it was being covered with heavy loads for I can’t even lift my finger. My body is aching as if it was being placed to a flame. Damn this! What is happening to me?!I can sense everything but not that clear and I can’t even move, like damn!“If only you know how it is so difficult for me to act this way. If only you know how it pains me w
I was following his every movement as I tried moving my feet for the second time. He was busy slicing some apples while wearing his knotted brows, like a mad man who is willing to risk his everything just to finish what he’s doing. He really looks so adorable with that expression of him.All I did is to savor the scenery in front of me. His presence is a masterpiece I could watch over and over again without being satiated. I was like a little kitten, waiting for my master to feed me, and even so, I haven‘t felt being a burden at all. Instead, the joy I haven’t experience for the past one year appeared with bloom, and the last thing I want right now is to end this moment with him for I know, this will only happen once in a blue moon. Even in his simplest gesture, I want to capture and put it in the safest part of my memory.“How’s your stomach? Is it still hurting?” he asked when he successfully sat next to my bed and handed me a a piece of sliced apple.I can’t help but watch the ev
It’s been almost three hours since I woke up emotionless in this four-cornered empty hospital room. I can’t help but wonder what I did in my past life in order for me to suffer this kind of life I have right now. My body is still numb for me to lift a finger, and even if it’s not, I will still not move for I am so tired of everything. I am so sick of my situation. I think, I suffered enough, I’ve had enough, and hope this is enough. I am going crazy if this will not stop, and I don’t want that to happen. I pressed my lips together with an emotionless feature when the door got opened, revealing my husband’s vulnerable and tired sight. I didn’t diverted my eyes to his direction and just looked at the wall like I haven’t looked at it for decades. I am fully aware that my eyes right now is filled with emptiness, stuck with nothingness. I can’t even bare looking at myself on the mirror, for I will always remember how that old filthy man licked my fucking neck. Even that is just a MERE ex
“No! I need my momma! Momma! Momma! I need my momma!” That’s the first thing I heard the moment we reached the hallway very near to her room. A deep sigh escaped on my lips when Tangerine stopped from pushing the wheelchair I am currently situated. I could even feel that her body got frozen and was rooted in place due to way she’s holding the handle of the wheelchair, so I diverted my gaze to her with a confusing look even it is so difficult for me to do so, but she didn’t even looked at me and her eyes were focused on the man in front of us who just appeared recently, ready to enter Leira’s room. My brow instantly got knotted upon watching their every reaction while staring with each other like they haven’t been talking for years. Their eyes are shouting with something very interesting and intriguing. Is there something between them without my knowledge? I pressed the holder of the wheelchair where Tangerine is holding, trying to distract her, but her mind is still out from her
“Steffano! Stop it!” I yelled in fear upon watching him punching the guy I am talking to earlier, nonstop, now filled with blood. My hands began to tremble as I was trying to stop him but damn, he is too strong for me to handle. “Fucking no one will gonna touch my wife! I will fucking kill you!” The bouncers were now trying to take Steffano away from Luvimir but it took them minutes before they let him go the poor man who’s just sitting peacefully earlier. Damn it. This is all my fault! The scene Steffano made brought a huge amount of gossip all around the place. The crowds were even surrounding us, talking about what happened. My trembling states doubled when Tangerine suddenly appeared from nowhere, so I took her hand and placed her at my back, for I am certain, Steffano will never let this thing be set aside just like that. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it!When the bouncers recognized him, they let him go, so he walked toward me and in just a swift motion, Steffano is now tightly h
“Come on! Just one shot!” yelled Tangerine when upon sitting on the couch, giving me a glass of Isabella Islay whisky which I am certain can burn my ass. I looked at her with my face filled with disbelief before roaming my eyes around every corner of the VIP table where we were currently at. I am even surprised that our old friends are here, willing to get wasted as well, which made me shake my head in disbelief. I can't help but feel uncomfortable every time I moved my body to find a comfortable position since one of my friend’s partners is sitting next to me and I could feel how flirting he is. The painful neon light mixed with the loud music made me feel so dizzy, partnered with different types of fragrances that were invading my nostrils. I felt like I will go nuts if I will keep myself in this chaotic place. I would prefer being with nature or anywhere just to be filled with silence than to stay in this unorganized and messy place. Now, I regretted why I came here, but ha
“Told you, I can’t go,” I said once more when she eyed me with her malicious stares and placed her arms on her waist. “No way. He fucked yo—” “Tangerine!” I yelled with the slowest voice I have as I tried not to cover my face with embarrassment. “Okay, okay. He made love to you, so it's your turn to have fun alone—Well, I know you’re also having fun fucking him—” “Okay, go out,” I cut her off, for I am so done with her. I can no longer contain this hot thing that envelops my whole being. I felt like I will be nuts if she will not stop talking. “Fine! Fine, but I'll not leave unless you will join me. Hmm?” She winked at me with her playful grin and even flexed her dress. She is wearing a black fitted sleeveless top and her cleavage is so evident that even I, can't stand watching it. She's in an all-black outfit and with a glimpse of it, you can easily figure out where she will be going. “I haven't prepared ye—” “Uh-uh. Shut up and let's go to your room. You look like a rag ri
If I woke up earlier with a ceiling who welcomed me early in the morning as the first thing I saw, today, I woke up for the second time, but I am now facing Steffano’s feature lying peacefully beside me. I can’t help but admire the every corner of his almost perfect face, that I can’t look away from it. I gestured my hand on air to point his think brows, to his pointed long and well-sculpted nose, down to his kissable wet thin lips. My finger even wandered his perfect and manly jaw that was waving in front of me as he slightly moved his body. I can’t believe he is this tired? He even fell asleep the moment we’ve done doing that thing, which made me so shock. He is indeed a beast on bed, but a kitten after it. It is already evening, yet we were still like this, feeling like our day is just started. A smile escape from my lips upon realizing everything we’ve done. Damn, I still could feel every thing. I don't know if he had work to do today, but I don't care for I enjoyed what happen
The morning sunrise welcomed my skin the moment I opened my sight, and the first thing I saw is the plain ceiling, which made me look at it as if it was the most interesting thing to see. I remained in that state for minutes before the phone rang from my side table out of a sudden, making me land my eyes on it and weighed myself on the bed to fish it. I adjusted first my position before answering a call with a yawn. “Euphoria! Goodness! I heard the news! Is it really true? Like effing true? How come y—” “W-Wait, wait wait, calm down, bitch,” I cut off her semi-tongue twisted words when she started yelling at the phone, too excited to talk to me. Damn, she's too loud for a morning phone call. “So, is it true? He brought you to the company?” she asked but more calmly as if that scene of being in Steffano’s company is a big deal. I can't help but roll my eyes at how nosy she is. Yeah, she is my cousin. Nothing changed. Well, I can't deny the fact that I finds it surprising, Stef
How come the sun is setting so fine even though it means, it will now be bidding its goodbye? Leaving is the only meaning of it but I haven’t felt any pain upon watching it vanish from my sight. Maybe because I know it will always come back no matter what? Before, I have been wishing to become a sunset or just to experience being one for me to feel how to take a rest beautifully without thinking any thoughts about life, but as time goes by, I realized that being a sunset can make you feel disappointed and could be filled with sorrow at the same time. I gulped with my thoughts. I don’t even know why I ended up thinking those. I have been here for hours and I could not help but admire the beauty of the whole place. How come it’s my first time coming to such paradise? Oh well, I’ve been wondering about malls and luxurious places before, and coming to this kind of place is just a waste of time for me. But now? I regretted that I haven't come here the moment I existed in this world. It
Starting today, my wife is now also your boss. Try gossiping, and you’re all fired,” he added as his touch on my waist tightened when those gossiping around us be filled with silence. But all I could see is his pair of eyes and I don’t have plans on looking around to see everyone’s reaction. I don’t care about them. I am still in a midst of confusion about what he is saying, but I chose to remain being with my poker face upon trying to uphold what I felt for I don’t want to act like a clown in front of everyone. He didn’t say a word after that and just grabbed me but with gentleness so we both started walking towards the elevator, leaving those people around us. But before I followed his every step, trying to compose myself with my sophisticated and bitchy ass look, my eyes landed on the lady only meters away from us, who is surprisingly looking at me with hatred visible in her eyes. I still looked at her as if I am curious with her sudden emotions. I bet she is in her mid-thirties
I didn’t come out to the car when we reached the company. I will not get out from here without Steffano by my side. I will wait for him no matter what for that is what I promised myself before I agreed to him being left on that road. The driver keeps on looking at me from the front mirror upon tapping his fingers on the car’s door, but I chose to ignore him and just focused my eyes on the entrance of the company. He didn’t even park it in the parking lot for he is hesitant to do so which made the scene of us, being in the midst of the company’s entrance caught each and everyone’s attention, particularly the employee. No, I will never go out without Steffano’s shadow. Their eyes were full of curiosity upon looking at the highly-tinted car where I am inside, thinking about Steffano’s safety. I pressed my lips together upon lowering my gaze, trying to divert my thoughts from those negative terms in my mind. Haggard is what I can see about my face right now. I didn’t even try putting
I can’t help but roam my eyes around every corner of my face in the mirror upon trying to boost my confidence with all those figurative words that were being chanted by my mind ever since the moment I sat there without my full senses. I was busy fixing my hair while trying to gather my ass as I was looking at the very deepest part of my system. I then put my red lipstick on for I know that red is the most suitable color for my face since it could partner my pointy nose’s shape, together with my eyeliner to make it look more intimidating and smoky. I am in the midst of doing those upon thinking that I will be going somewhere very important, even though Steffano will only bring me to his company. But it is just too difficult for me to just ignore it upon knowing the fact that their company is the witness of the scene our family made. It is not just a company. “You can do this, I know,” said my mind the moment I gestured my hand in the air to comb my hair while my other free hand is