All Chapters of The Burning Lust Within Me : Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

I remember the first time I met Allen at a grocery store I was with my ex Lawrence, he bought his friend over to see me for the first time all I could think about how fine and delicious he look his body was like hercules coming to tame me like I was a wild beast. All I could think about at that instance us rolling in bed in between the sheets dripping in sweat from the intense heat, waves of lust washing over me, as I reach close to my peak my body starts to tremble then, I hear Lawrence call out my name Maria bring me back from my dream of lust. Up on hearing my name and coming back to reality I said yes Lawrence he looked at me and said are you okay, not wanting arouse any suspicion I immediately said yes I'm good!! I just was thinking about something he then shook his head and said this is Allen my friend and I just want you to meet him. I've been knowing him for a while now he's from our neighborhood so he comes over time to time at my mother's house an he's a good friend of the

It took me a minute to respond back, not wanting Lawrence to get suspicious of my actions I immediately said uhh he seem like a nice guy from what I can see from meeting him earlier today. but I really can't say because I don't know him but into response to him I said why do you ask Lawrence said no reason just wanted you to get to know him better since he's a family friend and we will see him more in the future. I know if people could read my mind they probably would say why are you thinking about this other man when you got a man already, little as they don't know I have an appetite for real burning lust I mean the lust that make you lose all sensible thinking, the lust that make you forget whether you coming or going the lust that change reality. The lust that you think that's only fabricated in fantasies or in your dreams as a victorious woman I want that.I need that but with Lawrence I only get the bare minimum so with that being said I am not deeply satisfied I yearn for more

A week later Lawrence cousin Kevin came to visit us for a family gathering that I didn't want to go into the first place. This cousin in particular do not like me since I'm the reason his cousin settled down and stop going out to clubs, parties and even stop drinking for my understanding. Kevin would go out his way just to make things difficult for me at family occasions or when he come around to our house. Only thing he wants is for his cousin to drink and be a player like him treat a woman as if she was just nothing but garbage just to throw away in the trash nothing.A narcissistic man cold as ice with no heart or filter. sometime later up on arriving home I decided to go take a shower and get ready for bed Lawrence on the other hand stay outside on the porch with his cousin conversation.so I didn't think nothing of it while getting dressed in my pajamas I heard Lawrence laughing out loud. His voice was so loud that it prompted me to go downstairs to figure out what was going on

I'm a project manager an I really need to get myself together so I can have my deadline in before the week out. with that thought in mind I push my feelings aside and got back to work. when 6: 00 pm hit it was time for me to go home. but I didn't know up on arriving at home that would be someone there waiting. As I pulled up in the driveway I was surprised to see Allen there and I said to myself why is he here. Not wanting to wait any longer I grabbed my bag and hop out the car lock my doors and walked up the driveway to my door and said hey Allen are you looking for Lawrence because he's not here he get off from work in 30 minutes.Allen respond with a smile and said yeah I'll wait for him we got some things to discuss. I was momentary stunned because the way this man was looking at me as if he wanted to devour me at that moment in time. when I say the attraction between both of us was so strong I almost couldn't breathe. up on glazing at this man I couldn't believe why I was feeli

After talking to Allen and making decision to confront Lawrence all I have to do is wait for him to get home. so I decided to go in the kitchen cook some food I was starting to get hungry. Allen sat in the living room watching TV while I was in the kitchen preparing dinner. what's the food was finished cooking I prepared meal plate and Allen a plate we sat down at the table casually conversating our jobs we do I didn't know that he worked in construction for about 10 years now and he also was single pretty much financially stable nice home nice car. I was prompting to ask why are you single then look at in straight in the and said I have found my match my soulmate my lover who could please him with pleasure. I was so stunned I almost choked on the food I was chewing.Damn this man is so straightforward he reminds me of so much of myself or at least the person I used to be before meeting Lawrence and changing myself just to be with him. now my face turned red and not wanted to look dir