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The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 5
A week later Lawrence cousin Kevin came to visit us for a family gathering that I didn't want to go into the first place. This cousin in particular do not like me since I'm the reason his cousin settled down and stop going out to clubs, parties and even stop drinking for my understanding. Kevin would go out his way just to make things difficult for me at family occasions or when he come around to our house. Only thing he wants is for his cousin to drink and be a player like him treat a woman as if she was just nothing but garbage just to throw away in the trash nothing.A narcissistic man cold as ice with no heart or filter. sometime later up on arriving home I decided to go take a shower and get ready for bed Lawrence on the other hand stay outside on the porch with his cousin conversation.so I didn't think nothing of it while getting dressed in my pajamas I heard Lawrence laughing out loud. His voice was so loud that it prompted me to go downstairs to figure out what was going on
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 6
I came to the realization that I didn't know Lawrence at all, couldn't believe he had been lying to me this whole time and now that I know he is just like his cousin use women as nothing but pawns to be played with. the fact that he had a relation with someone else outside our relationship pissed me off. I mean he couldn't even satisfy me but he decided to satisfy somebody else needs.I might dream and think or desiring of another man but I would never let another man touch me because I was in a a relationship with him for 10 years of being faithful to him and I loved him and never want to hurt him. damn I wish he could have been considered my feelings when he ultimate betrayed me.Needless to say now that my heart aches with anger all I want to do is go out and throw something at him make a fuss a ruckus causes a scene. but I ultimately decided not to do that. it's time for me to make a decision if I want to stay with Lawrence or get revenge in the end. now confused as ever on what t
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 7
I'm a project manager an I really need to get myself together so I can have my deadline in before the week out. with that thought in mind I push my feelings aside and got back to work. when 6: 00 pm hit it was time for me to go home. but I didn't know up on arriving at home that would be someone there waiting. As I pulled up in the driveway I was surprised to see Allen there and I said to myself why is he here. Not wanting to wait any longer I grabbed my bag and hop out the car lock my doors and walked up the driveway to my door and said hey Allen are you looking for Lawrence because he's not here he get off from work in 30 minutes.Allen respond with a smile and said yeah I'll wait for him we got some things to discuss. I was momentary stunned because the way this man was looking at me as if he wanted to devour me at that moment in time. when I say the attraction between both of us was so strong I almost couldn't breathe. up on glazing at this man I couldn't believe why I was feeli
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 8
After a while 30 minutes had came and gone no Lawrence I said to myself it's not like Lawrence not come home straight after work. what the hell he could be doing. so I decided to call him the phone ring and ring and ring till finally he picked up. I said Lawrence why you not home yet Allen came by to see you , as I said that I heard Kevin and a bunch of people in the background. This prompted me to ask Lawrence who's the people in the background I hear and where are you he stuttered for a moment and said it just Kevin and his friends we hanging out getting a drink or two I'll be home momentarily then he hung up the phone.Now I'm starting to find this real suspicious Lawrence have never act this way that cousin of his is a real bad influence on maybe I'm just too blind to see that he is not as great as I thought he was. Allen since my confusion and then ask are you okay I just sigh and said nope not really but Lawrence is at a bar with his cousin Kelvin and his friends and say he'll
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 9
After talking to Allen and making decision to confront Lawrence all I have to do is wait for him to get home. so I decided to go in the kitchen cook some food I was starting to get hungry. Allen sat in the living room watching TV while I was in the kitchen preparing dinner. what's the food was finished cooking I prepared meal plate and Allen a plate we sat down at the table casually conversating our jobs we do I didn't know that he worked in construction for about 10 years now and he also was single pretty much financially stable nice home nice car. I was prompting to ask why are you single then look at in straight in the and said I have found my match my soulmate my lover who could please him with pleasure. I was so stunned I almost choked on the food I was chewing.Damn this man is so straightforward he reminds me of so much of myself or at least the person I used to be before meeting Lawrence and changing myself just to be with him. now my face turned red and not wanted to look dir
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 10
I said how could you do this to me after all I have done for you the things I gave up for you and you betrayed me this way.I can't even begin how furious and angry I am at you if you wanted to cheat so bad why stay with me. you know what I know why because I was financial stable had things going for myself. I'm the reason why you had a car and nice clothes on your back food in your mouth and a job because of me. so you decided to use me and still do you and not be faithful to me. I stay with you even when I was not even happy knowing you couldn't satisfy me the way I need to be.I still stay and gave you a chance because I love you with that being said get your suff and get out of my house right now I never want to see you again and I hate it that I waste 10 years on your ass to be uttered disappointed in the end hell Nicole can have your ass I don't need you or want you anymore I'm going to act as you never existed in my world. Then I screamed at him get the hell out !!so loud that
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 11
As Lawrence packed in bags and took all his belongings with him and left I was grief stroking with pain and anguish. Allen who was still here at my house came and sat across from me trying to talk and console me. saying he's not worth your tears please don't cry don't let that man take your joy and your happiness away from you. you are a beautiful strong woman with a beautiful soul. Who did any everything she could to love a man who didn't deserve her. you sacrifice yourself just to make him happy any end he wasn't loyal.but you will ultimate find someone else who would make you happy and give you everything need and your heart's desire.I know it Allen was just trying to help get though my lost my pain I'm feeling now I just at the time didn't want to hear it so I ask nicely could you please leave. he frown but did as I ask but before he left he gave me his number then said call me if you need to anything and need some one to talk to or a shoulder to cry on I'm here always then he l
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 12
For the next couple of weeks I stayed busy the project that I was working on was a success like always I'm starting to feel better now that everything is over out the way I can now breathe again. I start doing things that I used to do that used to make me happy I started working out more start dressing sexy but tasteful at the same time. I start going out with my friends to parties that wasn't too outrageous. I start living life again I started feeling like myself returning slowly. During this time Allen did text me everyday just to make sure I was okay he always said something like hello beautiful how was your day today hope all is well. we always talk about our days our life our jobs what we do day to day. he always makes me smile and laugh out loud when he contact me just to check on me.Allen has helped me reflect on myself on who I used to be the last couple of weeks and I'm happy to say that I love the person I used to be. now everyday I start doing something for myself I buy me
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The Burning Lust Within Me charter 77
About five minutes later Allen came walking through the path he see me and scroll over and sat down he then said I forgot how much you love the lake it's very beautiful here and quiet very peaceful place. I look at he and said indeed that's why I love it so much but it's hard being back with out my mother I said sadly shaking my sad thoughts off I handed he his food he smile look at me you cook my favorite dish he kiss me on my lips then began eating his dinner the food was delicious me and Allen enjoy everything I cook. We sat and listen to music talk for awhile before I got up took my dress off look at him seductively then went into the water he's eyes open wide while scanning my naked body I tell he likes what he see, you going to stand their or join me I said in a sexy tone. Oh you don't have to tell me twice Allen took his clothes off and join me in the cool water omg honey this water is cool I said out loud. Maria then swim over to me then kiss me passionately I instantly bega
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 76
Sir Charles and I went to the office so he can have a look what's in the box I watch as he examine the content in side. I still can't believe all that has happened so far why our family had to suffer this much I feel like I left my wife and my in-laws down I suppose to be a protector and keep my family safe I fell to do so. My train of thought was cut short when I hear Sir Charles III say sir are you alright shaking my guilt off I told him yes I'm fine then I changed the subject what your findings. Well sir I had not found anything yet put I will take this with me and get it sent out to my friend who works in forensic to find any clue or evidence. Do try not to think about this much I will handle it and I think you and the Mrs should leave here at once to a safer place till I catch the villains I will call you when I get anything back I will be off. I walk Sir Charles to the doctor then I locked the house up turn the security alarm went took a shower got in bed put my arms around Mar
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 75
It's been a two weeks since I return home from the hospital after waking up from my coma I'm more alert now since someone took my parents away from me if Allen and I leave home to go anywhere we take bodyguards with us. I haven't decided to go back home to Minnesota yet my due date is fast approaching baby be here soon I will be 8 months next week we have a month left to prepare for birth and our safety. I'm setting watching TV and looking at my phone at the nursery my cousin set up for me at the farm at the lake house he did an excellent job but I have to give more credit to my husband for order everything I wanted for the baby fr my registry list. My cousin have the farm on lock down only employees, family members and close friends can get in an out they have to show a pass or ID to get in or out and the guards have to check with my cousin to make sure they're on the list to get in and out even with a past or an ID. The way my cousin got it set up you would think it's a military c
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 74
After our meal Maria seen to in better mood she talked talking saying she doesn't want to talk to the therapist nor the counselor. yes I'm hurting and because of my mother death but I don't want or need counseling I can get through this with our family and friends but I want the bastards who took my parents away from us to go down I want justice I will not rest easily till they are lock up or met the same faith. I wish you would have ask me before calling for a therapist before I could finish my sentence their was an knock at the door coming in I reply a man and a woman came in they look very professional this must be them I sigh damn it .Hello Mrs and Mr Johnson I am Doctor Lee young and I'm Daina west your counselor we are here to help you get though this difficult time now can you tell us how you feel right now. I look at them for a moment before I answer the question I am extremely dissatisfied and angry with who every took my parents away now I'm not depressed but I am griefin
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 73
It's been a week since Maria been in the hospital in the coma the baby is fine at the moment I praying and hoping Maria wakes up soon. The investigator Daniel have found many leads that the police overlook he found out that someone was watching is the hold time that's how Mike parents new where we was that day at the restaurant on the boat. But we still don't have the evidence for the murder of my in-laws yet he's still working on it. I just need for my wife to wake up she now 8 months we only have month and three weeks to prepare for our baby arrive. I'm not sure what to do I don't know should I transfer her to her hometown hospital to give birth I'm so lost without her guidance. I sat down in the chair pull out my computer and started order all the baby stuff I order two of everything some to go to the farm lake house and the others here for the baby room. I call her cousin told him to make sure to get the housekeepers and hire someone to build the baby room exactly how it's in t
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 72
I don't know what to do how am I supposed to tell my wife her mother and step father dead this will truly break her I worry this grief of sorrow will hard the baby as well. I need to fine out the truth about what happen I'm now back at the yacht before I enter I made a phone call to my parents letting them know what had happen. Omg no Maria will be devastated what happen son? I don't know all details but the police department said a robbery gone wrong by gang members but I don't trust that story. Mother don't you know someone we can get to look into this case like and private detective? Yes a matter fact I do we use him before to bring down our enemies I will call him up fly him out there but take care of Maria take her home don't go back to the farm yet to much pain their knowing her mother not there anymore. Son of I was you I would get Maria in with a therapist and a grief counselor right away to get though this for her and the baby sake. I then hung up I can't not tell her here
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 71
We enjoy ourselves at the theater seeing a live show was wonderful never seen nothing like it. We was about to leave the theater but we needed to use the restroom about ten minutes later we was making a way back to the yacht. When we seen these people blocking the path in front of us we decide to try to go around but one of the people yell don't move or I will kill you. We stop dead in our tracks upon hearing this from the man standing in front of us. Give me your wallet and purse I will think about letting you go the guy said we didn't refuse we wanted to but some of the guys in front of us has guns and bats switch blade knifes.These people look like hooligans we do not want to anger them we gave them our belongings. The guy look at us and said our name we was shock because he didn't even bother to open our wallet then order for us to follow them on a boat. We boarded the boat they tier us up before leaving shore. My husband said stay calm reason with them they're probably let us g
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 70
My mother been here in Florida for a week now and she's loving Florida the ocean is beautiful she's said as her and my step father enjoy the beach. Allen and I love spending time with our families when we can. Allen and I are trying to keep a low profile we believe we are being watch and follow and we think Mike and his parents are behind it but we can't prove anything yet. I hate we have to be cautious every time we leave our home if things continue we will definitely go back home to the far where it's safe from anyone. why do people act so stupid and crazy and just leave us alone just accept the fact your son and brother broke the law and have to do the time for the crime the committed. I haven't told my mother anything about what happen yet because if I do she will never want to leave my side and I don't want that, I want her to enjoy her life. We're taking my mother and step father to see the dolphins today we rented a private yacht for this occasion plus we will be staying at sea
The Burning Lust Within Me chapter 69
It's been a week since I told Allen about the pregnancy haven't had the chance to tell our parents yet my mother is coming here to Florida tomorrow. I am excited to see her I miss her can't wait to tell her the good news. Allen is being really cautious with me again since there's a baby on the way he will not let me do anything not even my online blog website lucky I hire someone employees for the site to keep it going. Allen and I are going on a romantic boat ride today I'm getting ready I just shower and got dress I have on a long black dress with the pockets on the side with wedge shoes. I have my hair in a ponytail I make my way down stairs to the kitchen grab my purse and water bottle me and Allen headed out the door to our destination hopefully everything turn out fine. 20 minutes later we at our the boat their others here as well well boarded an watch the boat leave the dock the water looks so beautiful and the breeze I'm feeling on skin feels very good. We walk around the b
