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2022-04-28 17:49:35Who did any everything she could to love a man who didn't deserve her. you sacrifice yourself just to make him happy any end he wasn't loyal.
but you will ultimate find someone else who would make you happy and give you everything need and your heart's desire.I know it Allen was just trying to help get though my lost my pain I'm feeling now I just at the time didn't want to hear it so I ask nicely could you please leave. he frown but did as I ask but before he left he gave me his number then said call me if you need to anything and need some one to talk to or a shoulder to cry on I'm here always then he left.
I was monetary stunned for what he just told me he was being so nice and trying to be so attentive to my needs and trying to be there for me and I just told him to leave just like that. I shouldn't have said nothing now I'm sitting here all alone still feeling sorry for myself.
I cleaned up the kitchen put my food away then went upstairs took a shower put my pajamas on got in the bed and just cried myself to sleep. The next morning when I woke up I still was angry and sad I'm glad today was my day off from work because I didn't feel like doing anything. so I just laid in bed all day listen to Alexa playing old r&b songs like Fantasia if you don't want me don't talk to me go ahead and Free yourself if you don't want me don't talk to me go ahead to someone else.
Then I heard beyoncé song come on listen to the song here in my heart a melody that's all a long time ago my time has come from my words to be heard they would not be push aside and not be heard. then the bridge came on saying I am alone at the crossroads I'm not comfortable in my own home I tried and try to say what's on my mind you should have known oh but I'm done believing you. I just stayed in bed listen to all these sad old r&b songs just to get over the hurt and pain that I was feeling I cried all day until I fell asleep again.
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Allen was prompted to say are you okay? after shaking of thought off I said yes I'm fine. he look at me and said you are absolutely stunning tonight as always every time I see you. Did he say you are a beautiful woman inside and out. I immediate start blushing from the compliments he had just given me I gave him and said thank you I really appreciate the compliments. Allen are you ready to go on our date I smile an yes I'm ready, we got into his car now we are on the highway going to our destination. Upon arrival to a restaurant we got out went in he had call and made reservations in advance before even asking me out on a date.That along let me know he had plan this date for awhile now. I new he like me, I just didn't know how much at the time we are now seated at our table. We look over the menu I decided for and appetizer I would get a salad to start off with he order some oysters. Then he look at me and said oysters are at aphrodisiac I was now looking at he with lust in my eyes!
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I see a hit of lust in his eyes like he wants to devour me. He than said Maria I really want you I don't know how much longer I can hold back from making you mines. Then don't I reply to him than I took the shirt off letting it fall to the ground. I'm naked bearing every inch of my body, I see he's taking his time to look to study to admire my body as if I was a model on display.he then smirk and let his towel fall down.Oh my goodness his manhood was so long and thick in size with a perfectly round head at the top, I never see a penis so big in my life. He then scroll over in front of me an the moment his lips touch mines I melt. The kisses is so deep that causing me to loss my mind and air out my lungs. he kiss my neck I thought I was going to fall so he laid me down on the bed to continue to blow my mind with his kisses. he began going down to my chest to my breasts sucking and savoring ever inch of my breasts all I could do is react to his mouth and tongue moaning out with yesss
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