ROSEANNA I pushed him, because I can't take this anymore, maybe he is a sweet guy, and did things for me that no one has ever did,Ike taking me out to dinner or play, I still somewhat feel off inside, this is not how it suppose to feel like, I am thinking about everything related to him, or maybe my body is here, and my brain lost and unknown. Its kind of empty. NO I don't mean, that I have something or feeling it for Kashton, he was no good to me either, but somewhat a sad truth is that I never felt empty like this with him. Either I was confused, furious or happy, I never ever was, empty. And honestly, I haven't felt a single thing in all the while I am with this man, how can I just kiss him and mark his victory? What if this is all his trap just to piss Kashton off? I am well aware on how nice and good of a family Kashton have. So it's stupid to hope for anything right. "What the fuck?" He again, yelled at
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