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"What do you mean?" I again asked but before he could respond, the door opened and Kashton walked inside with teary eyes, as he saw me up to down, the nurse behind him telling him not to break rules but dare he cares? About anything. "What happened?" He asked her and then looked at the other way to Noah.
"What the fuck did you do with her?!" He loudly yelled at him and went towards him grabbing his collar and picking him up in the air, as he threw him over the tables in the corner side. Noah falling abruptly but stood, getting angrier, He too grabbed his collar and pushed him back but he stood on his ground, "What the hell are you both doing stop!" I tried to interrupt. And got of the bed, trying to reach towards him, and just in the little time span, Noah was doing and Kashton was hitting on his face again and again. Beating him till he spat bliud out of his mouth.
All the other family walking inside when the heard the v
ROSEANNA"What do you mean by you throwed it away? It was kept on the bed from so long, and I was going to open it," I asked her again, when she frowned, "Yes. Ma'am but, it was kept for so long and you weren't opening it, so we thought it was just junk." She explained the so called thinking they did before they throwed it out, but I need to go, and need to find it out as soon as possible.It says it has something that I won't marry Kashton if I saw it. So it must be something big. And something that can define my future, I can't risk it all, I can't just play with whatever it is, because it's my life and its already a gig mess enough.I am not suggesting or saying that when I say I won't marry Kashton. So I will marry Noah. I just will not marry anyone at all. Because I am not obligated to. It's my life, and I own my desicions.I will do as I wish and no one can do anything about it. Not even Kashton,I stood from my
That's it, that's how he got me to agree and say yes to his demands. Using aunt Shelly and others. That's the level of cheap person he is, forcing me to marry him, and forget about the box, end things with Noah, well and getting me ready for the wedding. He had me sitting in front of mirror, as the wedding and it's functions have already began a month ago.I was just silently doing everything I am told. All the things that need yo be done in front of the big guests of the family. His business people. And others, everything. Just taking it all in, forced. Having no say, or else he says he have them on his snap, one word and they will be dead, while I will be the reason for there death. So here I am. Sitting in front of the mirror while dorzens of woman were getting me ready. While I was not in my senses.Just watching myself, someone taking care of hair from left, someone from right, someome upfront, and make up artist at left and right, a head if them stand
ROSEANNAI was just so embarrassed to be standing there after what happened din front of everyone, as I took off from the stage in front of the whole group of audience and walked out, coming towards my room. Everyone shocked watching me go with my gown in my hand. They all looked and booed or Wooed behind me. Making me more embarrassed. I finally reached my dressing room. Standing in front of the mirror, looking at my lips, being twice its size and all red, the lipstick the helpers had applied was all smashed. They were looking terrible right now.My eyes and my hand going towards my lips, as I remembered the whole scenerio all again. The way he had been forcing his lips that didn't allow to enter, his hands roaming around my back and hips, my kneck and spine, the open spine, with revealing back of the dress, the aya he was holding tight on the back of my kneck while I tried to pull away, everything was replaying. His tongue pressing to come in, but I denying. Wh
ROSEANNAHe left that day with a wierd reaction after everything. The reception was past on for some good. As he was in no sight to be coming back. He with his work and girls I don't know and I don't care. I was at peace at this time when I was away from him. But of course had to start looking after things at home like his wife. And an housewife. The servants would come to me to ask what's for dinner? What's for breakfast? What is for lunch? They would ask me question over little things. And big things. While I use to roam around the whole house all alone.Waking up in the morning for doing good for nothing things. And then. Sleep at night after doing literally nothing. The whole day was just about doing nothing than scrolling on my phone for tabloids, that weirdly not mentioning Kashton with girls or woman while he is out. Well he must have bought themAnd just rather, his success on how he have established new firm
ROSEANNA.He is acting differently,"Okay! Kids, how about some snacks now?" I asked the kids to go towards the table and have some snacks when they enthusiastically ran towards the table, I ignored the man behind me on purpose, and also his actions when I went along with the kids. He planning a surprise party for me and also the way he is acting lately. I don't understand it and I can't make it out clearly but something indeed is going on in his head. I wondered to myself."Kids before you began the food party. How about we cut a cake?"i heard the man from behind saying as he brought a cake?He gestured to the servant when the servants brought cake, keeping it at the position and went away, the cake was actually really pretty, the kids getting excited as they started to jump already, Everything was happening in so fast pace that I want getting the time to intake the surrounding, The man already came behind me again and exten
ROSEANNA"Roseanna" the familiar voice that rang at the elevator door, made my heart pound, the unfamiliarly familiar voice, after for years, I am listening back. There is a thing about some that are heard in a moment of worries brings relives down your chest and some that shakes your world, by bringing in some fear. And hers was the same voice that makes me fear. That makes me jump in my space. I turned to look at the person as my eyes left widen and my head filled with discomfort. Her sight alone was annoying forget her acts.But I no longer am the old Roseanna she knows me as, I am nit the wife of a powerful business man."Shanon? " I said as I could believe my eyes. What an I seeing? What the hell is she doing here? Why would she come here? And that too when Vellore went out to bring his girlfriend? Am I having weird thoughts or the situation right now is?"I didn't knew you were married here and with. " she said as she l
ROSEANNA"Just please leave!" I begged him, again when he didn't flinched at the first one is just kept standing there his eyes at me, he looking at me strangely, "OS you know how much I love you?" He asked me, suddenly, his love confession out of blue, making me feel something tickling in my heart, "You always see the worst in me Roseanna, you always see the parts that you should ignore, the parts that are about us. About you and me. But no. You see everything around everyone told you accept me. What I say? What is my point of view? What my words are? That never matters to you. You love me one minute, and just when someone shows up shitting about something. You forget all about us, and just faithfully believe in something, that many times isn't even true. Things that are not reality. And that makes me go mad, go crazy seeing you believe in everything accept for me. I feel broken and shattered. A relationship works out by trust and that is the most crucial thing.
CHAPTER 56. Back to me.ROSEANNA.I saw the door opening from where I was sitting my eyes shock at looking at him back. I stood up and looked at his face, "What's wrong?" I asked him. His eyes resting at me. He gulped down a lump in his neck, and his wierd eyes resting on me. Making my heart sank. What's going? What the hell is wrong? I wonder go myself, when he yelled loudly, for the head servant. She coming running towards him. "Sir, you are back?" She asked when, he not for once take his eyes off me."Show me," He said, I was confused who was he talking to? But he loudly screamed again, "I said, give me!" He loudly screamed, the head servant extending something familiar towards him.The test strip? She saw it in the bin! I should have been more careful. I didn't wanted him to know about it like this. Oh my god! His eyes ran over to the strip. And then stopped at it. Not moving once. While I started to believes from his rage when
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."