"Roseanna" the familiar voice that rang at the elevator door, made my heart pound, the unfamiliarly familiar voice, after for years, I am listening back. There is a thing about some that are heard in a moment of worries brings relives down your chest and some that shakes your world, by bringing in some fear. And hers was the same voice that makes me fear. That makes me jump in my space. I turned to look at the person as my eyes left widen and my head filled with discomfort. Her sight alone was annoying forget her acts.
But I no longer am the old Roseanna she knows me as, I am nit the wife of a powerful business man.
"Shanon? " I said as I could believe my eyes. What an I seeing? What the hell is she doing here? Why would she come here? And that too when Vellore went out to bring his girlfriend? Am I having weird thoughts or the situation right now is?
"I didn't knew you were married here and with. " she said as she l
ROSEANNA"Just please leave!" I begged him, again when he didn't flinched at the first one is just kept standing there his eyes at me, he looking at me strangely, "OS you know how much I love you?" He asked me, suddenly, his love confession out of blue, making me feel something tickling in my heart, "You always see the worst in me Roseanna, you always see the parts that you should ignore, the parts that are about us. About you and me. But no. You see everything around everyone told you accept me. What I say? What is my point of view? What my words are? That never matters to you. You love me one minute, and just when someone shows up shitting about something. You forget all about us, and just faithfully believe in something, that many times isn't even true. Things that are not reality. And that makes me go mad, go crazy seeing you believe in everything accept for me. I feel broken and shattered. A relationship works out by trust and that is the most crucial thing.
CHAPTER 56. Back to me.ROSEANNA.I saw the door opening from where I was sitting my eyes shock at looking at him back. I stood up and looked at his face, "What's wrong?" I asked him. His eyes resting at me. He gulped down a lump in his neck, and his wierd eyes resting on me. Making my heart sank. What's going? What the hell is wrong? I wonder go myself, when he yelled loudly, for the head servant. She coming running towards him. "Sir, you are back?" She asked when, he not for once take his eyes off me."Show me," He said, I was confused who was he talking to? But he loudly screamed again, "I said, give me!" He loudly screamed, the head servant extending something familiar towards him.The test strip? She saw it in the bin! I should have been more careful. I didn't wanted him to know about it like this. Oh my god! His eyes ran over to the strip. And then stopped at it. Not moving once. While I started to believes from his rage when
HAPTER 57. Need and want.I turned finding his face, really satisfied by the reply of doctor. He was not happy. His face wasn't revealing that he was happy, or maybe he wasn't. Was he really just satisfied? Did he just mean this for getting the inheritance. Well what am I expecting at all. He told me the truth that this is just about the inheritance you are the stupid one to grow any kind if family thing feelings with him.I scolded myself, but I know the truth, the doctor was shock at his reaction, "Okay. Thank you doctor," He said, and watched the screen, with the bean like thing on the screen, strangely, something was hardening in my chest, I did grow something in my heart along with my belly, maybe a strange connection with each other. And it was weirdly felt alot great. I love this thing, as if I really am connected to the living thing inside now."Thank you." He said to her again. And just got out at front. Leaving me alone, the doctor was real
I didn't understand the look the doctor gave me, keeping her glasses down, enter wining ehr hands together she looked both me and then Kashton. She sighed, and extended her hand. "Mr and Mrs, Raven, were you expecting a kid?" She asked me, making me kind of worried, it's the same question the nurse asked me. "No actually," I replied when Kashton wasn't speaking at all. "Why?" I asked th doctor. The silent treatment is killing me why can't she come to the conclusion? God! Please! Don't let be something bad? "Mr. Kashton how much do you think this child is important to you and your wife?" She asked us, making me and him feel uneasy now. What's with that look? What doest she means? What is she thinking? I wondered, "Its the life decision for me and Ruby. If it's there, our relationship will be there," His answer astounded me more then the weird look the doctor was passing us. My eyes immediately running towards him. That means if there was no kid he would have just? I won
ROSEANNAI was told to come down to attend the party people and everyone from the family by the servant. But I didn't wanted to go down, the special make up artist who came an hour ago. Did my makeup, and asked me to go down. "Everyone is down?" I asked the servant, "Yes, they are waiting for you," She told me. Gathering up my courage to pretend to be pregnant with everyone. So that he can have inheritance.But before I could leave alone, he himself walked inside the room, "Are you ready?" He asked me, entering, and looking at me from up to down, "Good!" He said and he looked at the artists, asking them to leave from his eyes and gestured. They did started to left. What does he want to do now? What is up to? "What are you doing?" I asked him like the way I was thinking. He closing the door made a lock. I am not scared the hall is packed with people he can't do anything with me.He coming towards me, and took my hand, I wanted to shove it away,
ROSEANNA"Your gift?" I asked him nit believing that I had everything right in front of me, and yet, I..."I gave you chance, to run away from Me, Rose, you chose to stay," His words, made me despise him more."Are you kidding me? You are trying to make me feel bad for myself? When I clearly had no hands in things? Smart! Gotta say!" I nodded, and stood, starting to pace the whole room. "Wow!" I kept saying in betweens. Sincerely wow!"You have crossed all your limits of jerkiness! Literally!" I complimented him, his eyes just deadly placed upon me. While I felt frustrated. "Wait! There was time when I had both gifts in my hand? Then?" I queried him something that was not common. Is he fooling me? That makes more sense, well, "The night you just slept, I changed it," His words made me, feel more disgusted and pathetic for him."Wow!" I laughed, and just sat back down on bed, "Now if your angry sessions are over? Hear me, the p
I was sitting in the room, my legs hugged near my chest, but I wasn't crying, I guess all this year's of experience had me little strong.. I was just rather sitting and wishing that I hope he is fine, no matter how bad and worse he is, I don't wish to see him dead. He should live for god sake! I wondered to myself. Holding my mind together, trying to imagine the good thoughts, which were just never ready to come up in my head. I was tired of thinking about hearing his death news.I hear daome clattering near the door, my head up, when I saw the light shadowing inside the dark and dirt filled room, revealing the more dirt under the yellow sun light that made its way in the room, I saw face of my Shanon, "Hey! Hungry?" She asked, me, o can tell form outside light that it was another day now. I have been here for a whole night already just sitting and thinking about a man. Weird, because I never want to thought about him, and yet here I am."No!" I said
62.Six months later ~ROSEANNAI have experienced many things in my life by the time I am just this young. I have been through the toughest time in the last six months. I have faced the biggest troubled life, ever by anyone. I have been through bad, I have been through worst. Loosing someone I hadn't yet met, always felt like already a death sentence to me. I haven't seen that little thing that grew inside me, months ago. Yet I was never able to come out if that loss.Sitting on the window of the same house I left years ago, and thought I escaped? I was back here. I tried to runaway in my head many times, but the thought of someone getting hurt for my recklessness. I just can't be selfish. It's not like all the other times, Ace haven't been hitting me for a while now. The last time alot back, maybe three or four months ago, I don't even remember the reason. But that's when I was hit last. So I was leaving fine enough. Just caged. Not allowed to leave eve
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."