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All Chapters of The Marine Next Door II: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50
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Hopping Around The Jones's
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
The silence has suffocated the room; you can hear a pin drop. The anticipation that I am about to lose my restraint is a possibility that lies high in the tense air of the room.I have yet not even listened to what Isabella has to say, but the mere fact that the man was in my house is enough to set my blood aflame.Does this woman not understand the concept of a boundary, the whole idea of not letting people into our home that is not welcome here? How am I supposed to trust her when I get deployed?God knows I love her, but sometimes she drives me insane. Can she not think? Can she simply not put together what is right and what is wrong?So as she still tries to speak for what I think I do not want to hear, I make my way to our room before I completely blow up. The raging anger that is suffocating every corner of my body lets loose like a beast. As far as my feet take me, every single object that finds itself in my path shatters in pure brute force agains
Last Updated : 2022-01-23My Living Story
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
As the shadows grow longer, I exhale deeply. Night is coming, and it feels both a shelter and an interminable hole where I find myself.Wherever I turn in my life, it seems that all the exits are blocked, the options for freedom or choice dwindling or limited. The drumbeat and drone of a persistent hopelessness play out their mournful rhythm. Life is closing down on me.All throughout life, I get these rippling tidal waves of doubt, fear, and loneliness. I tend to put myself down more than I can get myself up. I see the world with a grain of salt because I have been dangerously walking through a road covered by fog. There is the tendency to give up rather than push on until the fog has cleared. The worst part of it all is when a fork comes in the road, and both paths fill me up with crippling resistance. With the uninvited feeling comes the darkest moments in my life. What is my purpose?That question haunts and taunts me l
Last Updated : 2022-01-23Monsters That Soldiers Are Made Of
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
Monsters come in all shapes and sizes. Some of them are things you are scared of. Some of them are things that look like things you used to be scared of. Sometimes monsters are people that you should be scared of, like take me, for instance…A crazy Marine with a gun.Fear isn't so difficult to understand. After all, weren't we all frightened as children? Nothing has changed since Little Red Riding Hood faced the big bad wolf. What frightens us today is exactly the same sort of thing that frightened us yesterday. It's just a different wolf.Just a different man.It's true; I am afraid. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me, of my absence going unnoticed. Is it selfish? Am I such a bad person for dreaming of a world that ends when I do? I don't mean the world ending with respect to me, but every set of eyes closing with mine.It is as if the world needs to stop and take stock with me of what I have done wrong.I am afraid.
Last Updated : 2022-01-23Ego Of A Rational Man
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
There are two circumstances that lead to arrogance: one is when you're wrong and you can't face it; the other is when you're right, and nobody else can face it.Am I right for what I have done? Well, in that sick twisted way that is not about losing everything, I feel that I can justify my actions.But does this not just make me insane? See, we all have three different people living inside of us every day…who you were…who you are…and whom you will become. And right not, my road to whom I will become is riddled with insanity.Only but a day before, I was living the perfect life, but it seems to be right with what they say. Whenever the world throws rose petals at you, you should beware for that cosmic banana peel will suddenly appear under your foot, and you will fall on your ass.Now, Brendan has had one single request, and as it flowed from Isabella's mouth, I could not help but burst out in a fit of laughter. Ya,
Last Updated : 2022-01-23Honor. Courage. Commitment
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
Sometimes you should go on your gut instinct; that little voice that tells you to tells you what your heart says. I have come to learn that if I have done something that does not feel right, then it ended up not being right.What else I have learned is not to trust another man around your wife, well, least of all one that she was married to. Now there are two big mistakes that I have made in the past day…One…I nearly killed a man.Two…I trusted my wife to come near this man.So as he is lying here, I would love to punch him, but I know around the corner I have a very eager Harrison and Isabella that is waiting to hear what he has got to say. And secondly…I really don't want to go down for assault as well.It is one thing making a mistake, yet another thing to keep making it.Now, Brendan is nearly boiling over from his own anticipation as he cannot get the words out of his mouth, so to p
Last Updated : 2022-01-23Everything Pays A Price
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
Everything pays the price…even love.We are paying the price for the bad things in our past, for the bad people we have left behind. I would like to say that my past has come to haunt me, but when you truly reflect, it is Isabella that has left a string of monsters behind. Now in no way am I blaming her for what has happened, but I just wish that there was a point where she was more honest.Faith, well, it is a word that I truly have lost all faith in, if you may say it in such a strange way. What does a man like me do to deserve what has been thrown on my plate? I did not ask for it, I did not do any wrong, it was done to me, and I had no say.Ya, let me fucking repeat it…Everything pays the price…even love…We have paid the price…I have paid the price.Fate is what happens when you are not watching, yet karma is the way to play fate's wicked game.Now the only thing you can be sure of is yourself. What ch
Last Updated : 2022-01-23Our Last Night Together
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
It is with only one last glance that I look over to where Brendan is sitting with one big anticipating grin on his godawful face. And as he is just about to say another word, I stop him right before he can, "I will rather take my chances in court.""Ha!" He bursts out laughing, "Well, you have just sealed your own fate.""Somehow, Brendan." I pause for a brief moment. "Somehow, I don't think so. But hey, I will give you that for trying to get me to go back on what I stand for as a man. Guess that is why Isabella is with me and not you…I guess."Well, that just should not have been said, for the man turns red hot with anger, "You are going down Jackson; your life is over.""We will see about that. But as good as this was talking to you, I need to go spend the last night as a free man with MY wife. I hope you enjoy your lonely bed," and as I am just about to leave the room, I turn back to him, "I have a feeling I will see you very soon again."
Last Updated : 2022-01-23What I Wish I Knew Before
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
Last night was long and torturous. The end of my life kept playing over in my mind in agonizing circles, and no matter which way I looked at it, they all came to the same conclusion…it is over. What was Clayton Jackson has now met a certain fate. The man behind the Marine, the father, the husband…he has come in from the long haul, and his life will from here on not exist.So as I find myself standing in the kitchen, which would be the last time that I see these four walls, I wish that just for once, I had a little more sense in this thick head. In that room lays the love of my life with my unborn child, and I am losing it all for the way I acted; I believed that it was the only way to protect my family.Well…I was wrong.And with that thought, I drop two sugars in her tea and make my way back to the room."Morning, boo.""Hey, soldier," she reaches out and gently takes my hand, "Did you get any sleep last night?"
Last Updated : 2022-01-23Will This Be The End?
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
There is a coldness that is starting to settle over my heart in anticipation of what is about to unfold in this courthouse which I am terrified to set my feet in. From what I can gather as I am standing here on the stairs is that our dear Brendan has opted not to make an appearance. I guess the man is very confident that this will play out the way that he wishes it.Thought the question is?Does he think that I will back off and play into his hands?Or does he think that he has gained the upper hand in bringing me down?Well, I myself do not know which is the most terrifying prospect to face. All I know is that I am not going to change the man who I am to become something that I am not.I am a Marine.And I will stick to the oath that I have taken regardless if my career will be ending here today.Looking back over the years, I have realized how far I have grown. I have been through some really rocky times in my life, yet somehow I ha
Last Updated : 2022-01-23The Truth Will Set You Free
The Marine Next Door II/Tatum_Whispers
As I take what feels like the longest steps of my life, I look ahead and glance in the direction of a man that is sitting behind a table. A man whom I only but a few moments ago was told would not be here. Well, guess that I am surprised, shocked, and ya, a little bit pissed off.Meeting my fate having to stare a man in the face that I hate was not something I planned for when I left home with half of a confidence in my step. As for now, I have lost that determination that needs to carry me through.But yet, I need to remind myself what the difference between him and me is. Yet, does it make such a difference that I do not lack the strength or the will to push through what will be thrown in my way today?So as I look at this man and he is becoming closer and closer, I fight the urge to tell him what it is that my burning thought thinks of him. Though, I have been just told be play nice as my lawyer has seen my very intention."Yo
Last Updated : 2022-01-23
