KyraThe moment the sun rose, I dreaded getting out of bed. I knew I was going to have to face the day, or rather my phone, which I wasn’t looking forward to. I had set a ring tone specifically for Caleb, so I knew when he texted or tried to call.Since I had a habit of looking at my phone without paying attention to who it was, I wanted to know when it was Caleb. It wasn’t that I wasn’t wanting to talk to him exactly, in fact, I kind of did. Even if I didn’t care to admit it to anyone, I did miss talking to him.When I heard the ringtone go off in the middle of the night, I had been tempted to look at it right then. Instead, I ignored it, so that way my mind wasn’t fogged over from being tired. The temptation to respond to him, see him even, has been weighing on me.Melanie told me to hold off until I had a better understanding of what I wanted. The only thing I knew, was what I didn’t want. I didn’t want to lose
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