Caleb-
It has been a week since I have seen or heard from Kyra. After I returned, I had given Nick his phone back. It had made better sense for me to purchase one of my own. I have sent her a few text messages, but all of them had gone unanswered.
I have tried to run into her a few times, she was too quick for me though. Just when I think I can catch her unaware, she practically vanishes. I would almost think she had the ability to transport herself or something if I didn’t know better.
I was trying to give her space while also letting her know that I was there for her. With everything going on with Kyra and me, Nick thought it best to hold off on the pack meeting. Being that Kyra was the Luna, until Hunter’s death, she played a vital role in me becoming Alpha.
I didn’t think it was necessary, but Nick said that if she was there to give her support it would go a long way in convincing the pack I was fit to lead. It has been a long time s
Caleb-Sitting at a table, in the back of the bar, Rex pushed a cup towards me that had a drink that looked radioactive. It was a blue drink, but it looked as if it were glowing. I stared at it, not sure what to make of it.“What the hell is this?” I asked.Lifting the cup, I brought it to my lips. I didn’t drink out of it though, I just inhaled deeply to see if I could figure out what I could smell in it. It certainly had a strong alcohol scent to it.“It is Wolf’s Tonic.” Rex answered.I was almost afraid to ask what was in it. Recalling what Nick had said earlier, about there being a drink that was made for us, I wasn’t sure if it was a good idea to have it around our kind. If after only a couple of drinks Nick was trashed, I didn’t want to know what kind of danger it would cause.“How did they make it? Who made it?” I asked while swirling the cup around.I watched as the
KyraThe moment the sun rose, I dreaded getting out of bed. I knew I was going to have to face the day, or rather my phone, which I wasn’t looking forward to. I had set a ring tone specifically for Caleb, so I knew when he texted or tried to call.Since I had a habit of looking at my phone without paying attention to who it was, I wanted to know when it was Caleb. It wasn’t that I wasn’t wanting to talk to him exactly, in fact, I kind of did. Even if I didn’t care to admit it to anyone, I did miss talking to him.When I heard the ringtone go off in the middle of the night, I had been tempted to look at it right then. Instead, I ignored it, so that way my mind wasn’t fogged over from being tired. The temptation to respond to him, see him even, has been weighing on me.Melanie told me to hold off until I had a better understanding of what I wanted. The only thing I knew, was what I didn’t want. I didn’t want to lose
Kyra-As Caleb had told me in his last text message, it was his last attempt to communicate with me. It has been two weeks since then. Not once have I heard from him or even seen him. True to his word, he had moved out of the packhouse.I was still a mess, not knowing what I was wanting, but I couldn’t take it anymore. I have spent years wishing Caleb was back home. Now that he was, I was the one pushing him away.I had told Mel that today I was going to move back into my room, as well as convince Caleb to come back home. She had mentioned she didn’t think it was a good idea, since it was probably only going to confuse me further.It was more than likely true, but at the same time, I couldn’t stand the idea of Caleb not being home. I had found out he was staying at Rex’s and Samantha’s house. He has come to the packhouse to use his office.Other than that, he stays in his office and was now the one avoiding me. His doo
Caleb-The moment Kyra’s name popped up on the screen of my phone, I wasn’t sure what to do. I have just gotten to the point where I felt that I would be fine with the way things were between us. I may be deluding myself.Up until this moment, I had come to accept that Kyra and I were not going to happen. Looking at my phone, I wasn’t sure if I should answer it. For the first time in two weeks, my mind was at ease.I had spent so much time with Rex, drinking myself into a stupor. He had been a major distraction for me. Yes, we talked about Kyra, or rather, I talked, he listened. It had helped though to have someone to talk to about it.In a way, just being able to talk to him helped me come to terms with everything. Now as I looked at her name, I wasn’t sure what to do. If I didn’t answer it, I could continue with what I was doing so I could fully move on.Just because I felt better, didn’t mean I was completely
Kyra-From the moment I got off the phone with Caleb, I have been buzzing with excitement. I am starting to think that maybe I have been thinking about everything all wrong. If I had an issue with Caleb, I wouldn’t be this excited that he was moving back into the packhouse.Going to bed last night had been a struggle. For hours I tossed and turned. I ended up staying in Caleb’s room last night since I hadn’t been able to bring myself to stay in my room last night.Not that I hadn’t tried, since I had stood outside my room for nearly an hour. In the end, I decided I would do it tonight since I had told Caleb he could have his room tonight. Maybe it won’t be so difficult with Caleb staying right next door.“He is coming back here?” Mel’s voice rang out the moment I stepped out of the room.It was still early in the morning, I haven’t even had a chance to get some breakfast. Yet here she was standi
Caleb-I tried to not get my hopes up as I was walking out of my office. Last night when I was with Rex, I had been in a funk. After the first night of trying the Wolf Tonic and drinking myself into a stupor, I learned to pace myself a bit more.When I ordered the drink last night though, I had just sat there spinning the glass around. Usually, Rex and I had a good time, even talked a lot. Except for last night, I had just sat there trying to process everything.Rex hadn’t pressed what was bothering me, although I did tell him. We have gotten to the point that we now understood each other. He seemed to understand I just needed to deal with it on my own, which I had appreciated.I came to the conclusion that I needed to not try to think about things with Kyra. What I needed to do was just remind myself of what happened last time. I was going to go at Kyra’s pace and try not to overthink anything.Reaching the front door, I paused before
Caleb-I wasn’t sure how to respond to her. Could what she be saying be true or was it that she was afraid of losing me. I wanted her words to be true.“Did you hear me?” Kyra asks when I had yet to respond.“I heard you,” I told her.I stepped away from her, needing to put space between us. If what she was saying was true and she truly meant what she was saying, then I was about to get everything I dreamed about. Could it be that she didn’t truly know what she wanted?I felt as if I needed to be careful with how I responded. Why was it that just when she said the very words I have dreamed of hearing, I was filled with disbelief? Looking at her, she appeared to still be trying to grasp what she just revealed.“Why?” I questioned.“Why what?” She responded, her brows pulled together.“Actually, never mind.” I said, as soon as I realized how stupid it was for
Kyra-Shortly after entering my small library, Caleb and I both sat down on the large bean bag I had still sitting in the middle of the room. I grabbed the book I had found, that told a little bit about the history of Caleb’s bloodline. It had helped that my mother was able to get the name of his ancestor for me.“I am still looking for more, but I found some information about your great, great, great, great, great grandfather. According to this, your bloodline stems from the beginning. His name was Cronus, he was the god of time. He overthrew his father, Uranus, but it is unclear as to why. There is speculation that it was at his mother’s request. There was a prophecy about one of his sons were going to overcome him, so he ended up eating them.” I paused after saying that, as I felt the urge to vomit.It didn’t last long though. As soon as the feeling passed, I continued. As disgusting as this all was, it was also fascinating. It a