AUGUST I have already made plans with Rachel and her clique earlier and it hurts to think that I have to reject Ambrose’s offer for the second time in a row. Being torn in a dilemma over Ambrose and Rachel was the hardest thing that I felt today and I thought that was the end of the day but here I am, once again, making this fucked up decisions. I really want to hang out with Ambrose, given the fact that we haven’t hanged out since the beginning of this week, but fate seems to be working against my favor this time around. I know I still have the wide open choice to just ditch that house party that Victoria had organized for tomorrow but it will, without a doubt, hurt my relationship with the group. “You’re really into house parties now, eh?” Ambrose asked and I can’t help but feel like he’s very much disappointed at me. He’s been trying to make things work for the
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