AUGUST
“What time is it already?” Victoria asked almost sounding anxious. She just changed her uniform upstairs and she’s now wearing this floral mini skirt and a crop top that’s actually fitting her in the most flattering way. She tied her hair into a high ponytail almost copying Nicole’s signature look that they are both looking alike when they are on their backs.
“Still 5,” Nicole answered after taking a quick glance at her phone.
“What?” Victoria shrilled and I can tell she’s worried that her party might be a feast for the fleas. I’m listening to her panic and I’m not even convinced that no one’s going to attend this party. First of all, they’ve been telling everyone about the party and the news had already reached every single one from school. Secondly, Victoria’s still one of the popular kids, they have such an influence. And third, ther
AUGUSTI was more than astounded by the force that Rachel had produced as she pulled me upstairs. I’m guessing the alcohol had something to do with the surprising immense strength that she just exhibited. My mind was just boggled enough that I just let myself be pulled and the next thing I know we were already inside Victoria’s room.Rachel was obviously in heat and she just kicked the door with such uncalculated force that it had created a loud thudding sound that’s even louder than the party music playing in the background. She pushed my body against the door and was already kissing me much to my surprise. Things are going pretty fast that I’m not able to keep up with what’s going on. I see Rachel’s eyes and they were a bit flappy. I know I’m yet drunk because I can clearly distinguish the smell of alcohol coming out of Rachel’s breath.&ldq
AMBROSEI am already convinced that the match was already over but Phil doesn’t seem to accept his defeat against Shaun. He just got knocked off into the ground and every single eye watching the fight has seen how hard he fell. It was evident that he can’t fight no more, he’s been lying on the ground for more than two minutes and even when the referee’s not counting, that was more than enough for Shaun to bag the win.“Shaun wins this match!!!” The referee announced and the cheering continues.“No, no, no. It can’t be!” Phil was adamant with still wanting to fight. He doesn’t want to accept the fact that he just lost the fight plain and simple. He was struggling to stand back up that I was forced to walk towards him to offer some friendly assistance.“Hey dude, it’s okay, it’s alright!” I patted him in the shoulder
AMBROSEVictoria’s house party was a little bit more similar to Marlon’s party last week. I don’t know if there’s an ongoing trend with house parties but they are sitting pretty much similar. Or maybe this was just the first time that I’m being observant about these little details that I shouldn’t even be observing. I have been to a few, if not numerous, house parties before but I haven’t been very keen about them.I walked tardily surfing through the frenzy crowd while letting my eyes roam throughout the room filled with wild and naïve souls. Almost all of these people just went to Marlon’s party last time and here they are once again, partying and living their young years. The scene was obviously same people, different party.I kept my eyesight as keen as possible and somehow the lights were actually on my side. Marlon’s party was purposely dim
AMBROSEMy head just went numb for a fleeting moment not wanting to believe what’s going on in front of me. I felt a certain pang right on my chest. I don’t know what to make of the debauchery that just welcomed me.Do I want to yell and shout and make a whole scene? Do I want to run straight towards August and grab him by the collar of his shirt? Do I want to explode?Anger was definitely trying to grow some roots inside of me but I’m just trying to stay as calm as possible.Rachel’s eyes were closed and she looked like she’s been waiting for this lustful romantic moment ever since August became her boyfriend. It’s very clear to my eyes that they were doing something magical and I didn’t even want to think about it. I felt my knees grow weaker and they were about crumble but I just knew I couldn’t break down right now. I just knew that
AMBROSEKissing Rachel was the only option I had thought of with my sudden goal of wanting to see August flinch for bit. I don’t know why I suddenly went from feeling sorry to being vindictive but that’s not the only thing that I want August to know. I wanted him to know that I’m hurting, that I felt so much like an afterthought dessert. I wanted to see his reaction if I kiss his girlfriend right in front of him even knowing the fact that I still like him. It would, without a doubt, plant a whole lot of questions inside his head. I don’t know, it might actually give him some hard time sleeping tonight.I’m very much aware of the lingering fact that the lines between me and August were basically blurry, and part of kissing Rachel would probably make it a bit clearer in the sense.I kept my eyes open and directly focused my sight on August as I was kissing Rachel. He was unsur
AMBROSE I know myself and I know for a fact that I don’t cry, not because crying is for the weak but because I like to think that I’m tough enough and that I can take a lot of things without resulting to a pitiful break down. However, after how everything had piled up unexpectedly, tonight’s going to be a whole different story for me. Tears just began cascading down on my cheeks giving me this notion that I’ve reached my limit. I don’t even know I have a limit in the first place, but tonight was a ballooning testament that I can only take certain things at once. My chest felt heavier than usual and I feel like I can’t breathe properly. Still leaning against the door, I hugged my knees like it was the only thing I have for tonight, and that’s honestly the underlying truth. I only have me, myself and I for the rest of this agonizing night. My head’s bombarded with so many thoughts, one after the other, and I
AMBROSEI woke up at nine in the morning with the sun already up above the horizon. I forgot to close the curtains last night and the bright morning light hit me right in the eyes. My eyes burned almost the instant I opened them, and while they were struggling to adjust from the brightness, I had to blindly rush towards the window just to close the curtains and bring control to the brightness. I walked back to my bed still feeling heavy and exhausted from what happened last night. I know I should be having a hangover from the alcohol that I consumed last night but the only hangover that I have right now was a mental and emotional hangover.I laid on my bed and stared above the ceiling for quite some time. I felt like I needed the whole day in solitary and then I suddenly remembered my parents are home which had me losing some of the hope that I had. I really hated the fact that they are home quite earlier than I would’
AUGUSTWho would’ve thought that this house party would turn out to be as interesting, most definitely the most interesting out of all the house party that I’ve been to. I haven’t been to many but this was certainly something that has cracked me to the bones. It’s a total wreck and I know I should’ve seen this coming my way but I did not and it just bulldozed straight ahead. I was so focused on my hidden agenda to let Rachel drink as much alcohol so I could sneak away with Ambrose that it backfired on me. It’s as if I pulled the trigger but the bullet had a complete one eighty turn and hit me.There’s this thought that has formed inside my brain and it’s the thought that Rachel’s been wanting to have a sexual encounter with me. Just by thinking about it, the gayness hidden inside of me was already writhing in total horror and disgust. It sucks playing the st